Taking a Break

So far this week almost everyone i run into shits me for some reasion ... I think i may be stressed or something but everything is rubbing me the wrong way and i dont know what to do .. I thought about locking myself in my bedroom for a week but I dont think thats going to cut it so I am off on a short Holiday I am just going to pack up the car and drive for a while .... dont think I will be back anytime in the next week .. I just feel the need to feel sand in my toes once again and salt in my mouth ... you know what its like ... so anyway I am sorry to just run away but what can I do ... I need Sarah time ..... (dont we all) ha ha ha ha

peace to you all
be right back soon enough
good bye
sarah

Picking a Wife !

A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money.


The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much.




The man was impressed.




The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much.


Again, the man is impressed.




The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save for their future because she loves him so much.




Obviously, the man was impressed.




The man thought for a long time about what each woman had done with the money he'd given her.




Then, he married the one with the biggest boobs.




Men are like that, you know.







There is more money being spent on breast implants and Viagra today than on Alzheimer's research. This means that by 2040, there should be a large elderly population with perky boobs and huge erections and absolutely no recollection of what to do with them.

Blind Date

So anyway went on the blind date on Saturday and what can I say .... WOW ! was most nice good even .. ok so a bit of a shock but his not bad and great to talk to so what more could i ask for ??? well he lives a little way from here like 2 hours drive and well thats a fair way but hey im not worried about that for now ... Dont know how he feels about that but will see in time if its a problem or not for now its not really

so after a three hour long sit in a coffee shop I think we hit it off real well and will just wait and see what happans i will call him tommorw and chat and see if he wants to go out again I know maybe i should wait for him to call but i am a 2006 kinda girl so i am taking charge here and doing it my way !!!!!

Only thing is i have singed up for a speed date event next weekend... I dont know what to do there yet ??? I guess I will go unless this other thing really takes off in the next few days ... talk about never rains it pours ...lol

well take care my children
blog soon
Sarah xxoo

Today a post for you ... you know why .. :(

Dear Noah, My love was not enough my smile not enough my tears not enough for you my dear friend ... find your peace ... find your peace ..


the scent of your skin,
the warmth of your touch,
is all still here.

the feelings we had,
the memories we shared,
is all still here.

the taste of your lips,
the sound of your voice,
will forever be with me.

the tears that i've shed,
the pain that i carry,
will forever haunt me.

but...
the love that we shared,
the times that we had,
will forever bring a smile to my face.


All My love always and ever
Sarah xxoo
Forgiven not Forgoten

What We Have Here Is A Failure To Communicate

Seems no one seems to get me these days ... they dont get the jokes when i am joking and they dont see the point when i am talking and they dont see the irony in the ironic ......

I read a book a long time ago that argued just how hard it is to communicate an idea to another person with things so lmiting as language and and body movements that differ from area to area not to mention country to country ..... so i guess it should come at no suprise to me that all you ppl dont really understand me at all ....

shame on me for thinking you might ..... who knows perhaps its just me that need to learn to express myself in ways that you can understand more clearly ... go figure I try to say what i feel I try to show what i feel but my experances are difrent than yours are and even though thats good it shits me sometimes ...

Sarah
xxoo

The Diary

So a friend gave me there diary to read today !!!! I am like i dont want to read your diary they are like please i want you to .... what the fuck

anyway they have so many entrys written dear sarah ; I am like weirded out ..... it seems that things that dont mean much to me mean much to them things i have done with them as a friend have ment more to them and though i have said just friends they think that there might have been something eles going on .... even though deep down they say they no its not going anywhere they also fantisise that it might ... anyway i have made it clear to them that its just friends the other day and and if that means resetting the boundrys to something they are more conftable with then fine
BUT i dont know about this whole diary thing and why am given it to read then again isnt a diary just a old day blog .. like before ipods and cable


Anyway weird arse friends !!!!!! I went an saw ice age 2 yesterday it was so funny i loved it ....

There are like 3 houses for sale in my street right now i dont know why everyone is selling up maybe i have ofended my neibours one to many times with my late night nudie runs ...

Hey next weekend i am meeting a net buddy for a kinda blind date ... scary hey maybe they will turn out to be a rapist and that would kinda be fun .. no dont..... stop ... dont ... stop...... stop ... dont .... dont ..stop ...dont stop ..dont stop .....lol lol

ha ha anyway more on that later
peace my people
sarah xxoo

What am I up to ?????

Seems a few ppl are askin whatIi am up to these days .....

Well to be honest not much I just sold a house that is very dear to me butIi think it was a good move even if it was sad to let it go I think its just part of saying good by to the past and I think I made the right choice it means that I am better off and now able to not worry about it so much and I get to grow a nice little investment portfolio in other areas and make a nice little income off that which I can now leave in the hands of people who know more about that stuff than I do and set me up for well the rest of the years I have on this little rock in space (nice plan) LOL so after signing stuff and a couple of trips around the place it is all done now and I can relax yea yea !!!!!!

apart from that I have been keeping busy with some friends and stuff and doing some day trips even if petrol is at an all time High in fuel prices!

A Friend of mine just sold a business that I loved and soon I will have no where to hang out which is kinda sad cause I loved to hang out there and just chat .... Perhaps that is why they were not making any money ... We spent yesterday thinking of new businesses to start and I think the best we come up with was pimping girls joking .. But you never know giggles

I am off to new Zerland (how ever you spell it) to do some serious skiing latter this year and I want to spend some time traveling around in a kombi van latter in the year over there so maybe in the spring I will head there for a few weeks


OH and I got to shave a dog the other day it was the funniest thing ever and I totally recommend it to anyone who has clippers and can catch some ones dog to give it a shave!!

take care friends
sarah xoxo

A Long Time Between Blogs

I know I know a long time between posts I will try to do better!!!

So lets call this the OUTBURST!!! You see I have been to church a total of three times this year all in a row too.. I am trying to put my issues aside and just look at the whole big picture and see what I can get out of it... That was going fine until Sunday night ....

See the preacher had finished he's little sermon about praying and fasting blah blah ... And had just handed over to the senior pastor who then said " you know what I think we should pray for those trapped miners in Tassie (good idea) he then said before we prayed " you know what I keep seeing that union guy on tv and I can not help but think that maybe the union is keeping things slow as they do in getting them out" followed by " you know I prolly shouldn't say that" to which little Sarah said very loudly so that at least the four rows in front of her THAT'S RIGHT YOU SHOULDN'T SAY THAT!!!" .... A few people turned around and a couple even giggled another girl I hardly knew said "go get em Sarah" this got the pastors attention so I yelled at the top of my voice "UP THE AWU!!!!!" (awu is Australian workers union) loud enough for the whole church to hear ... The senior pastor then turned to the people and said complaints will be heard by this guy (pointing to a junior pastor) ..... And there I left once again feeling the right wing views spoken from the pulpit in the house of G-d a totally in wrong !!!!

So there is Do I go back ? Do I find another church (there are heaps around) ?? Do I shut up ? or do i continue to talk (yell) my mind ???

Take care peeps i do have a bit more time coming up so i should blog heaps more in the next little week....

Peace Love and Light
Sarah xxoo