Saturday, December 24, 2005

Dreams and sleep and christmas and shit


So i didnt sleep well last night i fell asleep at 5 pm on the couch and then woke up at midnight ... played on the net for awhile then whent back to bed and read till about 4 am then slept untill 8 am dumb hey!
but i had the weirdest dream I was walking with a friend i havnt seen in about 15 years and we were just talking about stuff and it was so real that i felt like i was there it was so nice to see them and catch up (but i guess we didnt really ) but i have no ay of contacting them to catch up it is someone that has totaly left my life nothing bad just been along time and stuff you know how it is people lose contact.... anyway it was so real and it was good to talk to them about the stuff in my head right now cause i have been doin alot of thinkin
Christmas is kinda pissing me off at the moment cause well i have no one here and i am meeting some friends for a cup of tea this arvo but then nothing ... thats gota suck but atleast the sun is out and its not that hot it even rained for like 5 mins this morning but then blow away leaving the sky blue and empty and a nice soft brease blowing
Swiming was so nice yesterday it was hot but the water was so cold and no one was going in past there kness so i just jumped in and swam down stream for awhile then got out and lay in the sun it was so nice to feel the wind on my skin and the sun on my back so very relaxing!
TOUCHING NATURE IS WHAT ITS ALL ABOUT!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

OK, it has been a while since I commented on anything, so some of my comments apply to past posts. There are many times I just think holidays in general suck. When things go well with family and friends they are great. But, if not, well, you feel like you are hanging between space and time somewhere. I was able to give a soldier a special gift here, and it was great to see his reaction. I think he thinks I am his best friend or something, but it wasnt all that much.

Anyways...I have said more than I thot I would. But have a great and blessed Christmas -

Sarah said...

awwww thanks little bear always better to give than to recive as they say so thank you for all your giving and chats and time to me you really are a gem

peace to you and stay safe you know i worry so much about you i have from day one ....

kisses and hugz