calm

I just noticed how moody i have been of late ... guess its just that time when i get moody so ummm yea ... sorry i guess

Im actually very calm of late i guess it just goes to show you how messed up being a little tired and alike can make ya ... so anyway it seems alot of my friends are stressed at the moment i wonder if it has to do with the new year starting and everyone seems to want to move to the greener grass... everyone is saying things like this year im going to do that or this year is the one i dont do that anymore and its all about heaping stress on yourself ... myself included i often talk about riding the waves that are the movements of some great spirit whatever you believe in i guess what i mean is just relaxin and going with the flow of the world ... its when we move against the flow that we feel things are too dificult to do .... i think it might be a budist principle but it seems to help find that peace ....

I guess if you need it in christian terms let God push you dont push God might be a way of saying the same thing that feels better to you ......

On that note i dont really feel like writing to much tonight so i wont i will "go with the flow" and keep it short and sweet ........... Oh the photo is taken not far from my house at a water fall that i love to go swiming at naked when i feel the need to find peace which for me is always with water in nature ........

Peace
Sarah XOXOXOXO