So this is christmas and what have you done

So with christmas and the end of the year its time to reflect on what we done this year what we wanted to do but didnt and what we thought we wouldnt do but did (if that makes any sence) so the three questions
1, What is the best thing you done this year ?
Well its always hard to say what the best thing is some of the best things i did i think was remove some debits that i was owed from people that were having a hard time paying them to me i took them away and let them start a fresh. On a personal note I think the best thing i did was skinny dip at my fave waterfall many times this year it left me with a sence of peace and nature that i have not felt before
2.What did you want to do but didnt ?
I really wanted to do more travel this year but just didnt get around to it i had so many things on that i put travel last on my list of things to do so maybe next year will see me spend some time on the red eye train to nowhere again i really want to get back to some places where i have left parts of myself over the years and see the same attractions in a new light
3.What did you think you wouldnt do but did?
Always a toughy i never regret anything i have ever done i try to think of it all as lesions that i have learnt some the hard way others not so hard so this year saw me run into someone that caused me great pain when i saw them i actually felt scared and very little again now i never thought that i would let anyone make me feel that way ever again and then i knew that they had no power over me to make me feel anything anymore that said i have tryed to forgive them for what happaned and i have thought that i have forgiven them but when push came to shove i guess i still feel the pain I acted in a way that i should not have not in a powerful postive way but in a negitive self harmful way of old. Anyway just when you think you rise above sometime a wave comes to suck you down.

So on that note i do trully wish everyone of you a happy and safe new year lets make a difrence in what we do and how we act if we all do something small the effect is often bigger than we can ever believe ....

Travel safe and good hunting my friends
Sarah XOXO!