wednessday is fridays bitch

Hi everyone ... been a quite week back home for me so far ... not much going on at all .. after the last few weekends Maybe its what i need!!!! (you think) well getting back home after 2 weeks away is nice not that anything has changed but I love my own bed !!!!

Not much news on the relationship frount either I went out last friday and met some nice people I got a number from a cute girl only to find she missed out a digit and that ment i had to find out from a friend of a friend yesterday cause I told her I would call her gotta hate that ..

I run into John he was also out at the same club I was he said hi and we had a quick kiss but nothing more.. I did keep an eye on what he was doing but felt silly when I found myself doing it .. I am fine with whatever we are but really I do want more and if i spend to much time with him I know i will just want him so I am trying to give myself some space and let him come to me when he is ready !!!!

So with the weekend coming up fast i dont know what i am doing I have plans to do a big climb on sunday if the weather stays good fingers crossed I also think I will head out on friday night once again I feel I might be indanger of falling into something I left behind along time ago ... that being the whole club thing .. for the moment i am enjoying going out for a dance and a drink ... perhaps that is as far as this road will lead me this time ... i know i am alot smarter than what i use to be ... well i hope so ... there was alot of lessions along the way ...

Take care friends
Sarah
mwa mwa

weekend report (sorry its personal)

Gotta tell ya all about my weekend was so ... blow my mind ..

Saturday a new friend called lets call him John .. I met him at the speed dating i think i told ya about him .. we kissed abit on the dance floor

anyway as Mike has been fucking me about (not literaly) I decided to go out with John I went over to his place first .. He has like a night club in his lounge room .. full bar , lights . and a kick arse music system with millions of disks so anyway while he was getting ready I cranked up some old school dance music and poured a six (quick fucks) (my fave) anyway when he got ready we danced and danced in his lounge room and did shots


we danced to some of my faves .. groove coverage poision, nin cover etc etc old skool rave songs we kissed abit and i did a bit of a strip for him .. just a tease !!! was so much fun

anyway we went clubing after that and but that is where i got a phone call and sms from a friend in trouble .. so i had to leave the club and taxi it 30 mins to her place to take care of some guy that wouldnt leave .. just my luck .. but John was very understanding and we were going to catch up latter at 4 am i finaly got left my friend who was panic but ok .. anyway i couldnt raise John .. he was prolly out dancing and shit .. or drunk so anyway i went back to his place and was going to just sleep in his bed but thought better of it so i got my car i was sober at this time and jaket and went home

that would have been the end of the story execpt for a phone call on sunday arvo ..

john called and we talked about what happaned on saturday night .. etc anyway he said i should come over .. i said i was just about to take a nap as i was tired and not much company he said he was tired too and sugested we i should come over and nap together ... anyway i said one hour and i will be there

so anyway ... here is what happaned next ... he still hadnt had a shower so he was going to shower and said if i wanted to go to bed i could .. so i did ... anyway what followed was 2 ours of some of the best fucking ever ... and ever is along time
i think the words of nin closer some it up for ya without photos lol

You let me violate you.
You let me desecrate you.
You let me penetrate you.
You let me complicate you.

Help me; I broke apart my insides.
Help me; I've got no soul to sell.
Help me; the only thing that works for me
Help me get away from myself.

I want to fuck you like an animal!
I want to feel you from the inside!
I want to fuck you like an animal!
My whole existence is flawed.
You get me closer to God.

You can have my isolation.
You can have the hate that it brings.
You can have my absence of faith.
You can have my everything.

Help me; tear down my reason.
Help me; it's your sex I can smell.
Help me; you make me perfect.
Help me become somebody else.

I want to fuck you like an animal!
I want to feel you from the inside!
I want to fuck you like an animal!
My whole existence is flawed.
You get me closer to God.

Through every forest, above the trees.
Within my stomach, scraped off my knees.
I drink the honey inside your hive.
You are the reason I stay alive.


So today i am sore .. lol sore arms sore legs sore knees sore tounge sore abs giggles and its a good sore ...

So anyway i think i have a new fuck buddy .. well i am sure i will get a call back on that one ... but just filling time for mr right to come along ...

so tonight i will go to sleep tired but happy ...

take care friends
and play safe .. (not that I do )
see ya soon
sarah
hugz and kisses