wednessday is fridays bitch

Hi everyone ... been a quite week back home for me so far ... not much going on at all .. after the last few weekends Maybe its what i need!!!! (you think) well getting back home after 2 weeks away is nice not that anything has changed but I love my own bed !!!!

Not much news on the relationship frount either I went out last friday and met some nice people I got a number from a cute girl only to find she missed out a digit and that ment i had to find out from a friend of a friend yesterday cause I told her I would call her gotta hate that ..

I run into John he was also out at the same club I was he said hi and we had a quick kiss but nothing more.. I did keep an eye on what he was doing but felt silly when I found myself doing it .. I am fine with whatever we are but really I do want more and if i spend to much time with him I know i will just want him so I am trying to give myself some space and let him come to me when he is ready !!!!

So with the weekend coming up fast i dont know what i am doing I have plans to do a big climb on sunday if the weather stays good fingers crossed I also think I will head out on friday night once again I feel I might be indanger of falling into something I left behind along time ago ... that being the whole club thing .. for the moment i am enjoying going out for a dance and a drink ... perhaps that is as far as this road will lead me this time ... i know i am alot smarter than what i use to be ... well i hope so ... there was alot of lessions along the way ...

Take care friends
Sarah
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