What a rollercoster of a weekend

ok so wow i am pooped ... after what was the perfect friday night I got a call from the man on Saturday arvo. saying that he didnt want us to continue that he had issues he had to deal with and the most he could offer me was friendship ... I was like What the Fuck !!!!!! I was confused, upset and angry .. so i spent saturday night upset and drinkin and smoking and worryied .. On sunday I sent him a TXT saying
"can we please talk? I will be at the tea shop at 1 pm "
hes reply
"Yes I will be there"
so we met at 1 and I made him sit and listen to what I had to say
I told him how I feel and why I feel and how I wanted to stay and work through anything and how I would do the hard work to make it work with us that I would go away or take a step back or whatever it takes ...

He thought about it he explained a few problems he has but in the end he said ok no garantees and I said i didnt ask for that I just wanted to have the chance and get to know each other better ....

So we are back dating i dont know if it means that we are B/F G/F at the moment or just dating but we are still working and hopfully things will keep getting better ...

I guess nothing is easy as it should be these days when relationships are concerned and I think the boy just got alittle scared .. something that I told him I am as we let down our guards ..

He is coming over to my place for coffee on Thursday which should be nice I even cleaned up the other day .. I guess that is love when sarah dose the dishes herself !!!!

Oh by the way now that it is spring it actually snowed here the other day ... dose that help you people trying to find out where i live .. lol

see ya soon
sarah