So here it is .... are you sitting down ... please sit down ... ok .... Sarah has a Boyfriend ... there i said it .. omgosh what has the world come to ... dam ..
ok so yes Its kinda offical I have a boyfriend now this is just weird for a few reasions first for the most part i have been single for about 4 years or so and for the most part in that time while dating around i have been seeing mostly girls .. so I guess that means I have swaped teams again.... Now I could go into all the messy details about my last 4 years and my bisexual nature but for now I am not going to I guess I will be having a long talk about that one when it comes up in our relationship at some point in time .. We had a great long talk last night about all kinds of things and explored alot of my past that I never talk about and I took down alot of walls that I have up .. we talked about Noah and about the beatings ... we talked about where I am and where I want to be .. we talked about my youth and france ... covered alot of ground which left me feeling very "raw" and exposed but He was great he held my hand and let me get it out he huged me when I needed it he asked all the hard questions and I was open and honest ... well anyway ... it was a rough old night but a very good one we got close and he told me about hes past which is nice and normal ... lol ... SO in dumb high school style I asked what we are and is there an US and are you like my boyfriend now ... lol stuff like that ... and well yes there is an us and yes he is like my boyfriend and we are just starting a journey and going to take very small steps .....
So what dose that mean for me ... well not much right now only that I have someone taking me places and spending weekends with me and stuff ... like I said its going to be a long slow journey and maybe it will work ... just maybe
Anyway I dont want to say to much about him only because its my blog and I should not say things about other people .. I can tell you hes a banker ... that is a B there he works hard but only 4 days aweek .. work is inportant to him but people always come before hes job .. He has been single awhile and waiting for the right person .. chosing not to waste hes time on the wrong person .. he likes to hold my hand when we walk and chosees hes words well ... he is well read and very very well dressed ..even if a bit of a metrosexual .. hes cute and talks alot but also listens to me ...
I guess the main thing i wanted this post to be about was to say ... hey I am in a good place at the moment and hey I have a man beside me to hold my hand ... and yes that is all we do at the moment just hold hands and walk and talk .. like I said little steps ..
This is a post I never thought I would write ...
Be happy for me ..
sending you all ..
love and light
sarah xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxo
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What someone else gonna write if for you.
Good to see you so happy!!
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