Saturday, August 05, 2006

Spam Spam Spam Spam .....(in a monty python voice)

OK first sorry for now making everyone type silly words in the coments bit ... I have been gettin spam comments .. (and i thought that was bullshit but i guess not ... )

second ... Its been a good couple of days seince I got back ... lots of nothing to catch up on and the usual pile of bills and mail .. well not much mail only bills to be honest .. I can not rember I got any thing like an old snail mail letter with actual hand writting .. I guess one of the olden day things of yester year that will never happpan again ..

I want to write some stuff i really do but i am scared to write it I mean do i make this thing personal or do i just crap on about stuff ... what do you guys want from me anyway ????? What do I want from me ???? sometimes I want to write a dear diary kinda post but usualy start it only to wake up to myself just into it and think why do I want to expose my dirty little secrets anyway ??? what good would it or could it do .... so I just hit the delete buton and post something else ... I guess I do want to get some things off my chest though come to think of it .. well not today but soon ..

I am going raw food for awhile .. I guess the book I am reading The Ethics of What We Eat Has made me rethink my vegan roots and how what I do has a flow on to everything else .. I totaly recomend the book to anyone who eats !!! And any of my friends out there just ask and I will send you a copy. Its inportant to me that we all try to leave small footprints on this earth .. I know some of you Dont understand that concept of dont agree with it .. and thats ok .. but at least know the full story is all I ask ..

I am also spending the next couple of weeks doing some down to earth relaxin and yoga because I feel I have some more big desions to make soon in a few areas and I need as much peace and balance in my life to help me tackle and stormy water I may find myself in ....

So my question ... What do you guys do to relax ?? What place or song or thing do you find most relaxin ... for me I like to vist a waterfall that is not far from here its and isolated place that is so peaceful and calm .. I can sit there and meditate or do yoga or just dip my feet in the ice cold water and feel the whole one with the world thing .. keeping me safe ... I also skinny dip there in summer but the water is still ice cold only in summer you can deal with it better I guess ...

Anyway I am just going on and on arnt I ...
sorry again for the word thing .. I frickin hate it but I dont need the spam !

Bless you all
May your thoughts be guided by love
yours sarah
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Home Time .....


Well time to fly home and just about to pack my shit up and head to the airport for the quick flight home .... I am really going to miss it here its been a great break for me and a real nice place with lots of great memorys ..... and I will be back here real soon ... Have a few photos to post too that can wait till I get back ....

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

The Top Ten reasions not to eat pig (thought you might like the read)

Top 10 Reasons Not to Eat Pigs
Attention, shoppers: Stop picking up dead “Babes” and “Wilburs” at the grocery store! Here are our top 10 reasons to keep pork off your fork and put delicious Babe-free alternatives on your shopping list instead.

1 Porking You Up
It’s a fact—ham, sausage, and bacon strips will go right to your hips. Eating pork products, which are loaded with artery-clogging cholesterol and saturated fat, is a good way to increase your waistline and increase your chances of developing deadly diseases such as heart disease, diabetes, arthritis, osteoporosis, Alzheimer’s, asthma, and impotence. Research has shown that vegetarians are 50 percent less likely to develop heart disease, and they have 40 percent of the cancer rate of meat-eaters. Plus, meat-eaters are nine times more likely to be obese than pure vegetarians are. Every time you eat animal products, you’re also ingesting bacteria, antibiotics, dioxins, hormones, and a host of other toxins that can accumulate in your body and remain there for years. Learn more about animal products and your health.

2 Pigs Have Feelings Too
Ninety-seven percent of pigs in the United States today are raised in factory farms, where they will never run across sprawling pastures, bask in the sun, breathe fresh air, or do anything else that comes naturally to them. Crowded into warehouses with nothing to do and nowhere to go, they are kept on a steady diet of drugs to keep them alive and make them grow faster, but the drugs cause many of the animals to become crippled under their own bulk. Learn more about cruelty to pigs. Check out these videos from pig farms in Oklahoma, North Carolina, Nebraska, and South Dakota.

3 Pigs and Playstations
Think that you can outplay a pig on your Playstation? You may be surprised. According to research, pigs are much smarter than dogs, and they even do better at video games than some primates. In fact, pigs are extremely clever animals who form complex social networks and have excellent memories. Eating a pig is like eating your dog! As actor Cameron Diaz put it after hearing that pigs have the mental capacities of a 3-year-old human: "[Eating bacon is] like eating my niece!" Learn more about pigs.

4 Pigs Prefer Mud, Not Crud
Pigs are actually very clean animals. If they are given sufficient space, pigs are careful not to soil the areas where they sleep or eat. And forget the silly saying “sweating like a pig”—pigs can’t even sweat! That’s why they bathe in water or mud to cool off. But in factory farms, they’re forced to live in their own feces and vomit and even amid the corpses of other pigs. Conditions are so filthy that at any given time, more than one-quarter of pigs suffer from mange—think of your worst case of poison ivy, and imagine having to suffer from it for the rest of your life. Learn more about what happens to pigs in factory farms. Check out the mange-ridden pigs on these South Dakota and Nebraska pig farms.

5 Farming Family Values
Factory farms are pure hell for pigs and their babies. Mother pigs spend most of their lives in tiny “gestation” crates, which are so small that the animals are unable to turn around or even lie down comfortably. They are repeatedly impregnated until they are slaughtered. Piglets, who are taken away from their distraught mothers after just a few weeks, have their tails chopped off, their teeth are clipped off with pliers, and the males are castrated—all without painkillers. Learn more about cruelty to pigs.

6 The Manure Is Blowing in the Wind …
A pig farm with 5,000 animals produces as much fecal waste as a city of 50,000 people. In 1995, 25 million gallons of putrid hog urine and feces spilled into a North Carolina river, immediately killing between 10 and 14 million fish. To get around water pollution limits, factory farms will frequently take the tons of urine and feces that are stored in cesspools and turn them into liquid waste that they spray into the air. This manure-filled mist is carried away by the wind and inhaled by the people who live nearby. Learn more about how factory farming damages the environment.

7 Bacteria-Laden Bacon and Harmful Ham
Extremely crowded conditions, poor ventilation, and filth in factory farms cause such rampant disease in pigs that 70 percent of them have pneumonia by the time they’re sent to the slaughterhouse. In order to keep pigs alive in conditions that would otherwise kill them and to promote unnaturally fast growth, the industry keeps pigs on a steady diet of the antibiotics that we depend on to treat human illnesses. This overuse of antibiotics has led to the development of “superbacteria,” or antibiotic-resistant bacterial strains. The ham, bacon, and sausage that you’re eating may make the drugs that your doctor prescribes the next time you get sick completely ineffective. Learn more about the effect of eating meat from sick, diseased, and drugged animals.

8 Hell on Wheels
More than 170,000 pigs die in transport each year, and more than 420,000 are crippled by the time they arrive at the slaughterhouse. Transport trucks, which carry pigs hundreds of miles through all weather extremes with no food or water, regularly flip over, throwing injured and dying animals onto the road. These terrified and injured animals are rarely offered veterinary care, and most languish in pain for hours; some even bleed to death on the side of the road. After an accident in April 2005, Smithfield spokesperson Jerry Hostetter told one reporter, “I hate to admit it, but it happens all the time.” Learn more about cruelty to pigs during transport.

9 Killing Them Without Kindness
A typical slaughterhouse kills up to 1,100 pigs every hour, which makes it impossible for them to be given humane, painless deaths. The U.S. Department of Agriculture documented 14 humane slaughter violations at one processing plant, where inspectors found hogs who “were walking and squealing after being stunned [with a stun gun] as many as four times.” Because of improper stunning methods and extremely fast line speeds, many pigs are still alive when they are dumped into scalding-hot hair-removal tanks—they literally drown in scalding-hot water. Learn more about what happens to pigs at slaughter.

10 Ditch the Bacon and Get Fakin’
Save pigs from hell and yourself from bad health by feasting on faux pork products instead. Stuff a sandwich full of Yves brand veggie ham slices, or throw some Lightlife Smart Bacon into a sizzling skillet—the freezer and “health food” sections of your local grocery or health food stores are packed full of these and other tasty substitutes. Check out VegCooking.com for hundreds of recipes, product recommendations, vegan meal plans, and a shopping guide.

Monday, July 31, 2006

Stupid Big Shit (first entrys in)

OK Well first a big thank you to every one who has sent in there entrys in the quest to find the bigest stupid crap we can find rember it runs till the end of the year and and I am giving points for
1)how big
2)how stupid
3)if you have a "nudie vegan" sign
4) mega bonus points if all you are wearing is a "nudie vegan" sign
giggles

First entry in Was Danelle with well ... take alook



And what is she doing here ????? ( Her answer was helping keep them up cause they look heavy)


Kinda reminds me of a guy I met once (giggles) ok enough of that ... ewwwwwww!

Not to be out done and again very quick off the mark came this photo from Barry. He included a sign and take alook at just how big this thing is ...(scarry)


Thank you guys so much .... there is still alot of time left on this one so if you live near something big and stupid make a sign take a photo send them in ... I am looking fwd to some great ones .....

I have a few days left Here in NZ before I fly back on Thursday Its a shame to have to go home but I have already decided to come back real soon Its just to die for ...
I am spending the next few days doing some day trips around the place and going for A Helli flight over some of the areas where they filmed Lord of the Rings .. TOO GOOD!

Saturday, July 29, 2006

My Vid Blog entry

OK here it is ..I have finaly found the guts to post my vid ...... First let me explain I was just wanting to show you some scenes of this fantastic country NZ its to die for and the boarding I have been doing is just so nice ...... After I put it together in a Vid I was just going to play some music over the pics ... but then i added some bits of me at the end .... I was going to just talk about stuff but I hated what I did and how it looked so ..... here is what you get .. perhaps I will do something latter but I really really HATE putting photos of myself on the net for many reasions and this is a big step to do a whole Vid clip .. so it is what it is .... enjoy ... if you have a slow conection pause it let it load then watch it ... up to you ... and comment if you like it or Hate .... I will take the embed bit out of this post in a week or so .... so if its not here ... sorry your too late ... ha ha

love light and blessings
Sarah XOXOXOXOXOX


As I said just up for a few days ... if you missed it and you really want to see it just ask me for the link but its now on privete ....

Friday, July 28, 2006

Stupid big shit ! Its the new quest




A all new quest for you... Every country has them and Australia seems to have more than its fair share of Its the stuff that people build cause there is no other reason to go anywhere near there town ... So they build something like the big sheep or the the big Pineapple and alike...... Here is a big seat I found in broken hill ... Why I don't know ... I was even going to do a road trip of stupid big shit once but I guess I woke up to myself before I did that .. Thank G-d....

So between now and the end of the year I am going to offer a prize to the person who can post on there blog (make sure you tell me) or email me at soph555@gmail.com a photo of themselves at something big and stupid .... Points are awarded for

1)how big
2)how stupid
3)if you have a "nudie vegan" sign
4) mega bonus points if all you are wearing is a "nudie vegan" sign
giggles

Now if you know me well enough then you know that a prize is worth playing for I will not waste your time people .... The last prize I handed out was concert tickets to Robbie Williams !!!!!!

So get cracking

I should have the video up and running soon in the mean time I found an old church promo here on the lap top and thought it would be funny to put it up especially for my accent challenged friends ... I cut the end off it cause I havnt been there in years and I dont live anywhere near there now and they hate me ... lol

Also I have a vid blog entry i have been working on and i am just looking at where to put it so only you guys see it .... i wanted to embed it but i think i will have a link to a download thing so that might be as good as it gets ...Other option is you tube but making it privete and sending out an email to you ... but i dont like that either .... dont expect too much its just stuff from around here cause it so so so so so so so great ....



those of you with sharp eyesight may even see my .0001 milli sec apearence ...

Thursday, July 27, 2006

10 things you didnt know about Meg and most likley didnt want to know

Megs turn Megs turn !!!! Ok Meg has the pinkest site you will see and she only changed it to pink about a mth ago what I like about Megs blog is that its honest and kinda Dear Diary which is always a good thing ... as here blog says "addicted to shoes, chocolate and coffee, oh, and being slightly (!!!) mentally unstable... " OH and i think of late she caught something off Andy that makes you only blog once a mth or so!.... Get with the program people !
Her blog is here


Here is the 10 things and Meg didnt even wait for my questions how orginised is that

1) She was a student nurse for 3 days [thats enough bed pans]

2) She's afraid of the dark, and small enclosed spaces, but when frightened, will hide in the corner of the closet ( a dark, small, enclosed space)

3) Her biggest regret is not going back to uni [Dont regret anything,ever]

4) Her lifelong goal (when she was 5) was to be a 'mummy'[Has that changed?]

5) Her dream is to sing the national anthem at a rugby game [everyone elses nightmare]

6) She's never eaten anything weird, well, except chocolate custard out of a nappy (it was for Young Life - need I say anything else?)

7) The strangest thing she's ever made someone else do is bob for picnic bars out of a toilet (again, it was for Young Life, and the toilet was clean!!)

8) She still sleeps with a teddy bear

9) She has always wanted to do ballet

10) Missy Higgins is her idol

So thats Meg ...... she also listed 2 reasions why i dont want to go to young life...ha ha ....

On A personal note I am having the best Time here in NZ I so dont want to ever leave at the moment its just the best !!!! I am even thinking about doing a Vid blog entry now that is scary not sure how to post it either if anyone has any ideas on how to do it ... without getting a bunch of indian guys spaming me with marrige proposals that is ....

Take care people
Sarah xoxoxoxoxo

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Sarah Vs The Morons




OK Let me start by saying a great big G'Day from NZ! I love this place its soooooo great the snow is to die for i am bording in knee deep powder and having a blast!!! Yesterday I went helli boarding for the first time .. omgosh!!!! how totaly insane carving up a virgin mountain with nothing to stop me killing myself in the mean time ... its a once in a lifetime must do ... put it on your list ..... anway back to the title....



Was walking the short few blocks between where i am staying to the train station that takes you up to the mountain carrying my gear and board when who should i see but a couple of mormans doing what they do .. I could not be bothered crossing the road so i walked right into there trap (LOL) .. hears how the events took place ...

M1) "HI nice day isnt it we are talking to people about Jesus,"
S) "HI I going boarding" (head down keeps walking)
M2) "Do you have a minute to talk to us ?"
S) (thinking i can not help myself) "I know you guys ... your morons right ?"
M1) "We are from the church of Latter Day Saints .... Yes MORMONS"
S) "Yer people call me that all the time "
M2) "call you what?"
S) " A MORON!"
M1) laughing .. " no mormon its just our church have you heard of the LDS church?"
S) "yer I took LSD at church once it was so trippy but im not into drugs really guys thanks anyway"
M2) "LDS is latter day saints "
S) "oh whatever anyway really i am off to snow board i have to walk all the way up there!"
M1) "we can talk to you while you walk "
S) "you can carry my board if your walking my way"
M1) looking confused "um ok "
S) smurking to herself "so you are the guys that added the book of morons to the bible?"
M2) "thats mormon and not really but yes we have it"
S) " thats what i said moron".... MORON.... anyway what dose Revelation 22:18-20 have to say about the book of morons
M1) struggling with my board " we can look it up in context if you give us time"
S) "Just look it up when I'm gone".... "My train is here and i must go " anyway wasnt Joseph Smith like proved to be a false prophet"
M2) "No "
S) "are you sure anyway Im off thanks for carrying my board"

They look at each other as if to say what the hell just happaned as I grab by board and jump on the train once out of sight i start to giggle and in fact can not stop my evil little laugh all day ... so thank you to the morons and the church of LSD you made my day ...

and sorry .. well kinda .. not really ... but watch out for round two .. your too much fun ..




So I will try to blog i feel compeled to just get some stuff out of my head and i dont know why but bloging seems like a way to do it ... its kinda personal and full of stuff i wouldnt tell my best friend so why would I want to put that on the net ??? I dont know maybe as they say i am not quite the full picnic ... who says that anyway ... so if i get the chance and the nerve up i will post it sometime soon
till then
all my love
sarah
xoxoxoxoxoxox

Saturday, July 22, 2006

10 Things you didn't know about Danelle And most likley didnt want to know .

Heya, So here are 10 things on Dannelle aka Heartichoke, I Have only been watching her blog for about 4 weeks or so and i must say its one of my faves mostly cause alot of it is done in photos and if a photo is like 1000 words or something then her blog is literaly like 100000000 words (whatever) anyway heres the list

1)She accidentally ate her roommates raw oysters the other day thinking they were mushrooms (ummmmmm... sure they smell the same ...NOT)

2)She has smoked pot in Amsterdam (Ok thats like mega points on the kewlness scale)

3)She would like to get stuck on an island with Jake Gyllenhaal, and heath ledger--though not if they're gonna make out the whole time (I so loved brokeback MT)

4)She has a fear of grasshoppers ..( um ok ..... why?)

5)As a kid she wanted to be Scooter the red transformer on that cartoon.(giggles ok)

6)If she could only eat one food for the rest of her life it would be chesse

7)she once hit a 6'4" girl from Kenya with a shaved head--playing college soccer, the girl pushed her down, and tried to hit her when she got back up--Danelle pulled her shorts down and decked her--and got thrown out of the game!

8)She has always wanted her wedding band tatooed on if she gets married (oh that is so much harder to take off)

9)she will be 26 next april

10)And she worked fast food (would you like frys with that..lol)

So There are a few short facts about Danelle, that you didnt need to know but arnt you glad you do ?????

OH if you didnt know her blog is at
http://iheartichoke.blogspot.com/

(I dont know how to do the link thingos)

Unless I get some emails back today or tommorow thats about all the 10 things posts for awhile....

On a diffrent note i woke today to the sound of about 10 hellicopers seems the army is trainning near my house ... total pricks so i dobed them in to the terrorist hotline they told me "its most likley the army " I said yes but whos army ? that was about the time they hung up on me ..... and i was only trying to help .... anyway I have a few things i want to blog about so will try to fit it in tommorow ....

Love, light and blessing to you all
Sarah hugz and kisses

Friday, July 21, 2006

10 things you didnt know know about Andy and most likley didnt want to know

Andy has know me for a long time we use to argue about stuff mostly he would bait me and i would bite and then he would sit back and watch the fun most likley lol at me .. he is most famous for hes statment " I am going to blog everyday this year!" to which he failed in the first week i think ... ha ha
ok

1) Hes greatest fear is that he will one day meet me ..(ok maybe he is smarter than i think)

2)It seems hes greatest party trick is lighting farts (ewwwww!)

3)He once worked for "rainbow hand car washes" ( oh my gosh ... were you topless that is so gay )


4)He smoked pot for a few years while at high school ( well who didnt good to see it didnt do tooo much harm ....bullshit)

5)He turns 30 next year and is married and owns a pet cat (enough said really)

6)if he got a tattoo he might have the great hymn "Rock of Ages Cleft for me" on my
lower back with an arrow pointing down.... hehe ok thats funny.....( i dont know what hes talking about)

7)He wanted to be an F1-11 fighter pilot ( did they have planes back then did they.. i think that was last week)

8) He classes himself as a a 3 point calvinist anglo-bapto-costal with an emergent twist

9)Hes theme song when he walks into a room would be and i quote "Eye of the Tiger..... just cause that would be coool ;)" (umm yea cool sure ok ... )

10 )The weirest food he ate would be a chickens foot (ewwwww poor chicken)

So there you go there is Andy done ... what can I say I love him in a sister kinda hate ya kinda way ... hes always funny and kind hearted and married to a special girl from what i hear ... luv ya to EM

whos email will come in next ... hint hint

Thursday, July 20, 2006

10 things you didnt know about Dave and most likley didnt want to know

Dave owner of one of the kewlest and most eclectic and intresting blogs on the net at the moment and also a real nice guy from what i have seen

1)He once ate Pig Organ Soup (eww ewww ewww)

2)He smoked pot twice (Most likley before eatting pig organ soup lol)

3)While he has never hit a girl he has hit "like" a girl ( ha ha ha)

4)He would like to get stuck on an island with Rachel McAdams (the chic from red eye,the notebook and wedding crashes)

5)If you get him drunk you might see some breakdancing (oh i am so buying the drinks)

6)Hes greatest fear is not making an inpact on the world (the world is a big place)

7)At one time he wanted to design shoes (ok thats alittle gay ha ha)

8)He is thinking of getting the hebrew letters for God tattooed on hes back (now which letters are you going to chose there YHWH, ELAH,DINA or others ok as a jew i think i go to hell for writting that)

9)He just turned 25 years old (did i miss a birthday party again ?)

10)He once worked as an eletricans assistant (ha ha dave with a plumers crack ???)

Ok there is dave I so have to meet this guy one day ... anyway 10 things you didnt need to know but are glad you do .. perhaps ?

hes blog is at

http://aropaxnation.blogspot.com/

NEXT !?

love ya dave
sarah xxooxxoo

10 things you didnt know about Barry and most likely didnt want to know

10 Things about Barry

1) He is turning 50 this year (that makes him so old)

2)He once ate a fried rattle snake (ewww... had to lol that they fry them in the usa like everything else)

3)He claims to have never smoked pot (Urine testing will tell the truth)

4)He has skinny dipped and will do it again (my eyes my eyes are burning)

5)He once worked as an industrial painter

6)likes red wine over white

7)He has never hit a girl (maybe you havnt met the right one yet)

8)He claims to be a basic christian (better than a simple minded christian i guess lol)

9)When he was a kid he wanted to be a space man (see you should have smoked pot you would have got high giggles)

10)He has a big scar on hes belly

So there you go some totaly usless facts about a nice guy .... Hes blog is at

http://1petertwofifteen.blogspot.com/

hurry up with the mails people !!!!!! i dont have all day ha ha ha ha

love light blessings and peace to you all
sarah
hugz hugz

upcoming events in my life and therefore yours

Hey little people, first off is I am off to NZ to snowboard for a couple of weeks and I should have internet so that means I will try to keep up with the mail and blogging well in between partys snow and night clubbing .. this is all if i make it through customs otherwise you will see me on border security ...then again NZ peeps are so easy going have you watched the TV shows from there on Highway patrol and border security ... example " oh ok all these drugs are for personal use then ... oh ok your doctor says you should smoke pot ... its ok just try not to speed again today and get you licence real soon ok ... I am not shitting you these are almost quotes from the TV show ...

Ok up coming blogs I am doing 10 things i dont want to know about you .... if you didnt get an email then give me your addy so i can ...

I am then looking at a getting to know the hidden sarah posts they will be deeply personal and taking off the masks that we all wear ..... something for you judgmental right wing christians to point the finger at and say there look at the sinner ... Ha ha i know some of you wont but i know some of you will think it anyway ..

peace love and light
sarah
mwa mwa mwa

10 Things you dont know about sarah (and didnt want to know lol)

OK get ready for emails from me to everyone so i can blog about bloggers with 10 things you dont know about everyone ... But I guess I should go first so here goes some of you may know some of these ...

1) I turn 30 latter this year..... I know I'm old

2) I Have been a veggie seince 4 and a vegan from 14ish

3)I lived in france for 2 years and even went to arts school/high school while there

4) I was Married once (big mistake)

5) I have worked as a Photographer, cafe chic, watress, close protection officer, bouncer and mall security as well as other stuff i can not think of at the moment

6)I once hich hiked from sydney to melbourne and back when I was waging school

7) I surfed every day for the whole year of 1999 (well near enough)

8) I once got arested and hit on the head with a police baton

9) My name Sarah is hebrew for princess

10) My greatest fear is getting old, being alone, and turning into a veggie in some hospitial

So there you go 10 things you never wanted to know about me ... ha ha

I will hopefully post 10 things you didnt know about some of the people That pass by the blog on some basis ....

take care
sarah
xxoxoxoo

Ps, Im off to NZ snowbording next week more on that latter ...

love ya all

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Its only a dream its only a dream !!!!!!!!


ok its 3 am and I just woke up from a dream I have to write about it cause it was just nasty and i got all worked up when i just woke up .... It was so real and all......

So I was in my little car at the lights and when they went green i drove off in the wrong lane and had to speed up to shift lanes infrount of the car next to me ... i did it quite fast but not to fast I was heading down the street when an un marked cop car (jeep) actually turned on its lights right behind me another cop car on the other side of the road came towards me did a U turn and followed me .. i pullled over as soon as i could and then three more cars came out of no where .... I got out of my car and the officers all female (didnt mind that bit) except the one old offcer in charge anyway he is like well you did your licence there .. I am like what the fuck ... he is like 120 in a 60 zone and its double demerit points for school holidays .... I am like no way I was doing like 80 max .. the other officers are going over my car and i light a smoke .... they are like serching it and all of a sudden its like my old car i had as a kid .... with rust in it and a crack window and stuff .....

I am like i need my car for my job (knowing i dont work but didnt say that) I am almost crying ... the guy is like well my job is to keep people like you off the roads ... I am like you can not be serious my car wouldnt do 120 off the lights like you say ... i will have to fight this in court .... He is like whatever but we are taking you car .... and i look over and a tow truck is draging my car up onto the tray ... and stuff is leaking from my car and smoke from the motor ... and i light another smoke and say .... Your so fucked ... and they all laugh and start getting into there cars leaving me all alone by the road with no car and no phone .......

then I wake up and i am so tence and worryed and in need of a smoke ... but i gave up smoking like 2 weeks ago .... maybe weird dreams come with giving up smoking ......

last time i gave up i was on those patches and they are bad news .... I woke up thinking i had asked some hot guy out i was so excited i jumped out of bed into the shower got dressed I grabed my keys before i started to realise that i did not know where I going or how i was getting there then i relised it was all a dream .... I think i went out anyway .. but man i was pissed of at myself ...

anyway I hate dreams i never really have them .... so its odd when i do
so anyway i am going back to bed hopefully to sleep deeply with no iteruptions ... just the sound of rain .... and thunder .... yea

night everyone
mwa mwa mwa !
sarah

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Some Types Of People Are Like That

Been doing alittle thinkin today (scary hey) about some of the people I have come across in my time on the planet and lets face it i have a kinda weird lifestyle. I have traveled and met people from all over I have spent many arvos sitting talking to people over a cup of tea or a bottle or two of wine and today i was thinking about some of the people i have had to deal with not the good people the bad ones so I figured I would write a little on them see as much as i hate to put people in boxes or try to fit people into groups there are some types of people that just stand out for example :

HATERS: These people you will find everywhere and the name says it all really they just hate other people and things and they spread it like a bad smell!! its not always out there they can be very cleaver at hiding it and just use the odd coment to try to bring you over to there dark side .... these people can be anyone from preachers to criminals so watch out.

TAKERS: Really everyone likes a gift thats not what i am talking about this group takes from you it may be your time your emotions or your body they seem to just be on the planet to take things from you or from everyone and i dont mean like stealing nessarly these are the guys that play games with girls feelings or the other way around .. they can suck the life out of you untill you realise what is going on and by then its too late

FEEDERS: These are the people that have to feed there egos. They are the ones that can make anything you say ALL ABOUT ME. They feed on attention they feed on the spot light its like they turn everything you say into something about them cause you will find they have done everything before they have been everywhere and anything you could ever do in your life they have done it before but they did it better like when it was new or with the lattest car ....

Any way just three types of people to look out for ... and trust me they are around ... its not that I am Perfect its that I am in perfect that makes me who i am its the scraches and dints that make this little car what it is today ...

Take care friends
love light and blessings to ya
sarah
xx00xx00xx00

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Small set back !

Ok There was a post that i deleted sorry for the people who comented on it .... I did it cause I was not happy with it the post sounded clinical and I just didnt give it the time it needed so I will re write it and re post some time soon .....

ok I have some questions to the peeps that drop by this little space for now I will just ask them on here copy them answer them and email them to soph555@gmail.com or put them in a comment might work

Place an X by all the things you've done,and remove an X from the things you havant FOR NOW THESE ARE MY ANSWERS BELLOW...... and send it too me please it wont take long


This is for your entire life:
(x) Smoked a cigarette
(x) Drank so much you threw up
(X) Crashed a friend's car
(X Stolen a car
(x) Been in love
(x) Been dumped
(x) Shoplifted
( ) Been laid off/fired
(x) Quit your job
(x) Been in a fist fight
(X) Snuck out of your parent's house
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back:
(X) Been arrested
(x) Gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(X) Skipped school
(X) Seen someone die
(X) Been to Canada
(X) Been to Sydney
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
(X) Been on the opposite side of the country?
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(X) Played hide and so freak! or "streak"?
( ) Recently coloured with crayons?
(x) Sang karaoke
(x) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
(x) Made prank phone calls?
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) Been kissed under a mistletoe.
(x) Watched the sunrise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
(x) Made a bonfire
(x) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
(x) Ice-skating

*Mother's name? Gillian
*Your favourite drink? Chai Tea
*Tattoos ? 5 Tatts but been tattooed 8 times
*Piercing's? ears x3 & Tragus (belly- but took it out)
*How much do you love your job? Dont work
* Birthplace: Sydney
*Favourite vacation Spot? Any beach with surf
* Ever steal any traffic signs? Yes
* Ever been in a car accident? A few minor ones
*2 Door or 4 Door? 4
*Salad dressing? plain why wreck it
* Favourite pie? vegan apple
*Favourite number? 5
* Toothpaste? White perl
* What do you do to relax? find a water fall and swim naked
*How do you see yourself in 10 years? Older
*What do you enjoy receiving? Hugs & kisses
*What time is it now? 5.12 PM Wednesday

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Oh Well

So I guess i got in to early cause while i had a great time for some reasion i dont think its going anywhere relationship wise I guess time will tell if its going to head anywhere or just fall into the pile of good friends crap .... I dont want anymore friends (ha ha )I hate waiting and not knowing ..... anyway enough on that for now
...
I am watching the TV show 60mins, they are talking about the U.S and Aussie troops in afgainstain what a frickin waste ... do these people not know the USA put the taliban in goverment and funded and trained there troops to fight the russians .... its just insane and a waste of money and lives .... but no one seems to listen or care what has to be said ....by people who want and need a peacful outcome to this all ... the answer i keep hearing is well they are there now and have to finsh a job this goes for iraq and afgainstain but no one cares that its a war crime that the usa and therefore australia is comiting by invading those countrys ... no one cares that the lives lost are for nothing ... sometimes i feel that my and others voice is falling on deaf ears ..... when will goverments listen to the people they represent .... why do people not read history and therefore repeat it .... at a cost of our men !!!!!

ok enough on the war or whatever you want to call it i better not say war cause if its a war then the USA might have to treat Australian David Hicks as a POW !!!!More on that another time ....

So anyway i am going to start a blog series on people i know but have never met on the net i will tell you how i met them and what i know about them by way of intro and tell you why i like there blogs and what the conection is about them ..... so before i do i want you guys who read this to email me or tell me if its ok .. or i will email you before i do ..... barry (da bear) is going to be first but i want everyone to say its ok so leave a coment everyone... if i have left a coment on your blog i will have something to say about you on my blog so ... what do you think ....

for now my time is done ...
see ya soon
sarah
oh by the way i am feeling much better today and might skip the kidney test this week if it keeps up ... wish me luck ...

Saturday, July 08, 2006

Its a girl ... omgosh why where how ....

ok SO the honesty bug has hit me again and somewhere in the last week in the short gaps between feeling ill and feeling more ill i went on a date with yes another girl .... again ,,, its not like i plan these things they just happan while i am not totaly at peace with the idea I am not against it either while i would never say i am gay or anything like that i gotta admit that im not totally straight (I dont know how you want to word it) so anyway just 2 dates for now and a big one tomorrow which i am nerves about for some dumb reasion but excited too cause I am taking the lead and have planed a nice day out at a peacful little winary that i like to go to sometimes its a bit of a drive but its all goood .... intresting to see that some blogers are kinda linking up in a weird way ... how strange but very good nice to see you all

I was planing on writing alot more but got chating on yahoo so i am going to leave it here and write some stuff soon

wish me luck
all my love and light to you all
sarah

Thursday, July 06, 2006

just sayin it like it is !!!!!

Jamais a eu un des le matin où vous ne connaissez pas quelle extrémité pour mettre dessus le toliet d'abord ? ? ? et son pas art de l'auto-portrait a infligé ce lol de fois Très malade j'ai OUI toujours des drogues maintenant qui ne semblent pas faire beaucoup et la semaine prochaine elles vont prendre un échantillon de mon rein ou quelque chose si je ne me sens pas meilleur bientôt pensent que je pourrais dire le Doc. que je me sens meilleur ainsi lui dosnt pour me pousser avec n'importe quoi assez mais au sujet de moi comment allez vous ? ? ses 4 20 AM et moi suis drinkin mon 3ème gatorade pour le jour et dans une rangée j'ai besoin de l'hydration que je ne sais pas si j'aime les bleus ou la baise de souffle de fraise... là est alot de suger dans ces choses bonnes il goûte comme elle est mais mon mal principal va tellement de toute façon j'ai des nouvelles marquantes mais je ne veux pas les abîmer en ce moment que je vais attendre une semaine ou deux et si c'est encore des nouvelles marquantes je crierai il dehors ! ! pour ceux qui savent la subsistance il aux yourselfs pour maintenant l'ok ! ! ! ou je vous battrai pour avaler.... des nouvelles de rupture en retard je suis un peu un cul futé de tard avec mes commentaires de blog et chacun est juste ne prêtant pas l'attention... (frappe du pied son pied dans l'anéantissement) que personne n'est arrière futé ou présente ses observations sur la manière j'orthographie la merde ou n'importe quoi..... des pehaps je si le blog en français ou anglais

Just saying like it is !

Jamais a eu un des le matin où vous ne connaissez pas quelle extrémité pour mettre dessus le toliet d'abord ? ? ? et son pas art de l'auto-portrait a infligé ce lol de fois Très malade j'ai OUI toujours des drogues maintenant qui ne semblent pas faire beaucoup et la semaine prochaine elles vont prendre un échantillon de mon rein ou quelque chose si je ne me sens pas meilleur bientôt pensent que je pourrais dire le Doc. que je me sens meilleur ainsi lui dosnt pour me pousser avec n'importe quoi assez mais au sujet de moi comment allez vous ? ? ses 4 20 AM et moi suis drinkin mon 3ème gatorade pour le jour et dans une rangée j'ai besoin de l'hydration que je ne sais pas si j'aime les bleus ou la baise de souffle de fraise... là est alot de suger dans ces choses bonnes il goûte comme elle est mais mon mal principal va tellement de toute façon j'ai des nouvelles marquantes mais je ne veux pas les abîmer en ce moment que je vais attendre une semaine ou deux et si c'est encore des nouvelles marquantes je crierai il dehors ! ! pour ceux qui savent la subsistance il aux yourselfs pour maintenant l'ok ! ! ! ou je vous battrai pour avaler.... des nouvelles de rupture en retard je suis un peu un cul futé de tard avec mes commentaires de blog et chacun est juste ne prêtant pas l'attention... (frappe du pied son pied dans l'anéantissement) que personne n'est arrière futé ou présente ses observations sur la manière j'orthographie la merde ou n'importe quoi..... des pehaps je si le blog en français ou anglais

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Help STOP The elephant trade !!!!!!!!!

A two-year fight over Australia taking eight baby elephants from Thailand has reached a make-or-break situation.



Taronga Park Zoo and Melbourne Zoo are now set to see the elephants endure the journey to Australia only to end up as specimens at the zoos. The elephants are believed to be around three years old.



Activists from Bangkok-based Friends of the Asian Elephant (FAE) fiercely oppose the move and blocked the elephants from leaving Kanchanaburi last month as they were loaded into 10-wheeler trucks to endure the 130 km ride to board a cargo plane in Bangkok bound for Australia. The activists had a sign that read “Stop Exploiting Thai Elephants” and this standoff forced officials to abandon plans to move the elephants.



It is believed that the elephants were captured illegally in the wild and FAE has requested that DNA tests be done to ascertain this – which authorities have refused. The drastic change of habitat will harm the welfare of the elephants.



In Australia, both the Royal Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals and the Australian Humane Society have called for the elephants to stay in their homeland. Greens MP Lee Rhiannon has commended the Thai protesters and noted that “Taronga Zoo wants these Thai elephants to boost its profits, not for conservation…Elephants are very difficult to breed in zoos, with no captive breeding program ever being successful in Australasia.”



Please e-mail the Thai Embassy in Australia now and insist that the trade be stopped. Urge them to leave the elephants in the wild where they belong, and use zoos as sanctuaries for animals rescued from circuses, marine parks, and other exploitative forms of entertainment.



austembassy.bangkok@dfat.gov.au

thaitrade@ozemail.com.au

info@thailand.net.au

info@thaiembassy.org.au



Zoos rob elephants of their most basic needs, including social companionship and adequate space to exercise. Zoos keep elephants in unnaturally small groups and routinely shuffle elephants between facilities with callous disregard for the special bonds between elephant friends. In the wild, elephants maintain strong family bonds — baby elephants are not usually weaned until they are at least 4 years old, and young elephants stay with their mothers for many years to learn important social and survival skills. Females remain with their mothers and other members of their herds for their entire lives.



Zoos operate under the misleading veil of conservation and education when, in reality, these proud and sensitive animals are kept merely as tourist draws to boost sagging profits. Captive breeding will never contribute to the survival of the species because elephants breed poorly in captivity and the offspring who do survive can never be released into the wild.



For more information about zoos, please go to WildlifePimps.com.

Take Care Friends
LOve light and blessings to you all
Sarah
hugz and kisses

Saturday, July 01, 2006

ewwww! so sick

I feel like the walking dead at the moment in fact i kinda look like the dead too.... dont know how i got sick dont know why I am but hey Im just going to get better or die I guess ... is that too soap opra of me

anyway

apart From planing my wake and all not much going on just been in bed watching movies and drinking water ... feeling sorry for myself ... the biggest event of the week was getting someone around to clean the place up cause i am messy and not feeling like moving too much ....

wow what a wasted blog entry .. oh well
peace to you all
sarah
(i would hugz ya but i dont want to give you my germs)

Sunday, June 25, 2006

So Pissed off !!!! fuck I'm angry

Gotta tell you how pissed off I am right now I am not hurt i am just angry i dont know what to say about it but I never get angry and now I am ..... I dont know how to deal with the rage in a posive way .. and am trying not to deal with it in a negitive way ...... I told the person concerned that i will talk to them another time when i am not so anoyed cause right now i want to tear them a new arse hole as they say .........

Well I am off for another run walk to try to de stress ....

see ya soon nice people
sarah

Saturday, June 24, 2006

ewwwww! so sick

I'm sick I feel like i am going to die any min..... ok I know you guys are not big on making me feel better ... smucks

Ok so the winners ... contra to popular belief I am not dressed in a cow suit and i am not the fat guy in the stall (thanks for that one) I am also not the old lady .... So the winner is ... wait for it ... drum roll please ....... Nick ... not that he has commented on the blog in ages but kinda cheated cause hes an old friend so nick your prize is ...... 2 of the most sought after tickets on the planet at the moment that is to see Mr Robbie Williams In Melbourne on Nov 18 gold class seats my friend .... but you have to write a blog for me on your fun time or not fun i guess ... Ps. I will be there too but i my seats are in another area (giggles) ...... I dont know if Robbie is big in the states or not but hes huge in the UK and australia When i read hes biography a few years back he was trying to crack the us market but he didnt care cause he was signed to sony for some huge some of money ....

OK the other prize for dressing up ... well seriously I only got one photo emailed in and I can not just give a prize for only one entry but i must say i am dissapointed by the lack of responce from people so I will not give a prise but I will send the person who took the time to email a vegan gift pack from the cruelty free shop ... you know who you are and i do thank you very much .. i have sent emails to the winners and will post out your prizes when i get an addy ....

In other news I am kinda sick of late dont know whats wrong with me this time but i am having some blood work done to see whats up so wish me luck and pray i dont have bird flu or aids or going to turn into a lepper or something like that ... ha ha ah ah ewwwww....

well my children
take care of your persons
bcnu sarah
hugz and kisses

Monday, June 19, 2006

wheres wally ??????


ok a friend just pointed out to me that I am in a photo taken at world vegan day in Melbourne Last year As I hide from most photos of me I post on here it should be kinda hard to pick me out ..... The first person who downloads the photo puts an arrow or a circle around or pointing to me and emails it back to me at
soph555@gmail.com
Wins a great prize .. This is someting you want to win!!!! So at least give it a try ...

OH and the photos of everyone dressed up well there is only one entry so far I will close both comps on Friday ... so get cracking !!!!

love ya all
sarah
xxoo

Whos that Girl ???? (weekend report)

OK firts was the cocktail night and well it was kinda fun in a weird way caught up with some people i have not seen in a long time ... i dont know if thats a good thing or a bad thing .... listen to them bitch about crap and just noded politley ... I didnt even drink much as a thought i might in fact only a couple of shots and some mocktails (non alco ones) ... but hears the weird thing ... i was at the bar and just payed for a drink when a girl turned around with a look to die for and a huge smile and said " Hi Sarah" i was like " Hi " her smile literaly took my breath away but i couldnt place the face... i just turned to get my change and as i turned back she smiled as she moved into the crowd and i lost site of her .... I dont know how she knows my name or from where or if someone just told her .. i dont know where she went or anything about her .... I am so at aloss i have been thinking about her all weekend trying to place her or find out more about her I am going to have to call some friends that put the thing on and ask around .... perhaps a little detictive work .... might even be someone that reads this silly blog in which case ... I know you can find a way to find my number or email so please do it would love to catch up !!!!

Ok next was the pinic with the boy it was ok but honestly i am having a couple of second thoughts ... the picnic was great i catered for about 30 so ok i over did it but better to have too much than not enough i say .. the only problem was i totaly cut my finger open at the start of it lucky i carry bandaids in the car and was able to do some self first aid ... it actually hurt like all shit and when i got home realised that it was quite nasty hence the need for 4 bandaids ... ha ha ha .... ouch hurts to type Ds .....So the second thoughts well just dont know something for me is missing at the moment weather that will come or not i just dont know for now i am going to take a small step back hopeing that he takes a small step fwd .. you know how it goes ... its not a game but its part of the process ...

So anyway a kinda eventful weekend i guess for now i am looking fwd to a peacful week .....
Take care all my people
Sarah
xxooxxoo

Saturday, June 17, 2006

girly girl .. ha ha ha ...... ewwwww


So with this cocktail party coming up i have had to shop for girl clothes is been awhile ... its just i dont own any dresses well not many or anything i could say is evening wear so i have spent the day dress shopping its weird for me kinda feel like i souldnt be doing it for some reasion .. i think the last pink girly thing i had on was like a pink jump suit at like 2 mths or something .... ha ha not a pink jump suit i had on last night ...




Its kinda fun to dress up i guess well for me its like dressing up its not something i do very often but i am going to enjoy it

Tommorrow i am off on a nice little pinic with the man should be fun i can not wait .. i guess my mind is starting to kick in that this is leading somewhere now thats a scarry thought ..... .. just who knows

so this week i am taking emails from you all with photos of you dressed up for what ever funtion you have had on in the last year and there will be a reward for the best looking and the funnest .... i will be waiting by my inbox !!!!!

see ya all soon people
sarah xxoo

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

finding time to sniff the flowers


finaly i have some time to just relax today things have been so hetic seince i got back that i have had no time to just breath and enjoy the sunshine talkin about sunshine it has been like -5 or something the last couple of nights and then sunny all day ... if anyone there is a warm sleeper then i have room cause i have been frezzing my arse off .... last night i wore a bennie and soxs to bed not to mention track pants and a tank top with a t shirt over the top ... man that sucks

anyway went wine tasting with a guy i been dating on the weekend it was nice to spend some time with the boy and he drove 2 hours just to get there so i guess he wouldnt do that for anyone ... so we been dating a while now and things are moving slow but they are moving ... scarry but will wait see

I have a posh cocktail party on this saturday night should be a hoot been awaile seince i got all dressed up and drank overpriced drinks whats everyones fave anyway ? tell me and ill make sure i sample it .... seems the last time i got stuck on those shooters .... my faves are "cocksucking cowboy" "screaming orgasam" and a brain damage" lol they might have difrent names where you are but i did laugh when a friends mum at one of these things a very proper well to do type did ask the bar man for "one of those cocksucking farmer things " lol for your info

:A Cocksucking Cowboy is a layered shooter made from two parts cold Butterscotch Schnapps with one part of Baileys Irish Cream, making it 32% ABV. The Baileys is poured off the back of a bar spoon so it "floats" on top of the schnapps in a shot glass.



anyway enough crap for one day seems a few peeps have not bloged in awhile i guess i am the same winter brings a kind of hybanation to us all in a few areas
take care people
Sarah
xx00xx00

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Sarah Vs customer service

Ok so a strange couple of days has seen me dealing with some arse hole in customer services here is roughly how the conversation has gone
sarah; Hi i am trying to locate a parcal that was ment to be delivered yesterday but i have recived nothing the tracking code is **********
phone: ok ill put you through to tracking
sarah on hold 5 mins
phone : tracking how can i help
sarah : Hi i am trying to locate a parcal that was ment to be delivered yesterday but i have recived nothing the tracking code is **********
phone : just a min I look it up
sarah on hold 5 mins
phone ; ok yes i have that here it was delivered yesterday
sarah ; no i have not recived it
phone : It was scaned as delivered yesterday
Sarah : I have not recived anything
phone: were you home yesterday
sarah: for the most part but i didnt even get a non delivery slip
phone : well it was delivered yesterday at least thats what the computer is telling me
sarah; I am telling you it wasnt
phone ; have you tryed the local office
Sarah ok whats the number

what follows is the same conversation repeated no less than nine times to nine difrent numbers

I then drove down to the local dispatach center to find it !!!

After getting on to the manager he said that it was delivered and someone must have stolen it from my post box .... but you are not spose to just leave it in my post box thats what i got it delivered cause its expencive

ok is it urgent ? sarah : well its not like herion urgent but i wanted it yesterday thats what i payed to have it shiped overnight ......

ok he said its a long weekend and i will get back to you on tuesday next week and we can fill out a claim form but as far as i am concerned it has been delivered ...

sarah ; Fine then !!!!

on going home i search around and find that my neibour has my parcal cause it was not delivered to me she got it and had not told me that she had it ...... grrrrr!!!!!

ok next was Saturday morning
I needed a replacment battary for my new phone but no one stocked it untill i said look i will pay double if you open a new box and pull it out of a new phone just cause you dont stock replacments yet on new phones ... this was after four stores and much driving around .... fuck dose it take a girl to come up with such a simple solution as pull it from a new phone that you wount sell today and then you get to claim it on waranty and get if replaced free ...

some people should not work in customer service

I dont know if this post makes any sencie i have no time to re read it ...
take care friends
sarah
xxooxxoo

Saturday, June 03, 2006

guess whos back

yes im back ... ha ha ha ... some dumb song in me head

so anyway back not home but back in a safe place after my adventure (more on that latter) so what the hell is going on people ?

good to see that no one coments so i guess i was well missed !!!!! you all suck !!!! yes that means you !!!

anyway just thought i would say hey you all and fine then .....

so I trust everyone is safe and well and not bloging much cause its the same old thing how boring ....

anyway take care and contact me when you can i am all alone ( ha ha ha ) no messages or nothing .... gee i can feel the love

bye
sarah xxoo

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Taking a Break


So far this week almost everyone i run into shits me for some reasion ... I think i may be stressed or something but everything is rubbing me the wrong way and i dont know what to do .. I thought about locking myself in my bedroom for a week but I dont think thats going to cut it so I am off on a short Holiday I am just going to pack up the car and drive for a while .... dont think I will be back anytime in the next week .. I just feel the need to feel sand in my toes once again and salt in my mouth ... you know what its like ... so anyway I am sorry to just run away but what can I do ... I need Sarah time ..... (dont we all) ha ha ha ha

peace to you all
be right back soon enough
good bye
sarah

Monday, May 22, 2006

Picking a Wife !

A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money.


The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much.




The man was impressed.




The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much.


Again, the man is impressed.




The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save for their future because she loves him so much.




Obviously, the man was impressed.




The man thought for a long time about what each woman had done with the money he'd given her.




Then, he married the one with the biggest boobs.




Men are like that, you know.







There is more money being spent on breast implants and Viagra today than on Alzheimer's research. This means that by 2040, there should be a large elderly population with perky boobs and huge erections and absolutely no recollection of what to do with them.

Blind Date


So anyway went on the blind date on Saturday and what can I say .... WOW ! was most nice good even .. ok so a bit of a shock but his not bad and great to talk to so what more could i ask for ??? well he lives a little way from here like 2 hours drive and well thats a fair way but hey im not worried about that for now ... Dont know how he feels about that but will see in time if its a problem or not for now its not really

so after a three hour long sit in a coffee shop I think we hit it off real well and will just wait and see what happans i will call him tommorw and chat and see if he wants to go out again I know maybe i should wait for him to call but i am a 2006 kinda girl so i am taking charge here and doing it my way !!!!!

Only thing is i have singed up for a speed date event next weekend... I dont know what to do there yet ??? I guess I will go unless this other thing really takes off in the next few days ... talk about never rains it pours ...lol

well take care my children
blog soon
Sarah xxoo

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Today a post for you ... you know why .. :(

Dear Noah, My love was not enough my smile not enough my tears not enough for you my dear friend ... find your peace ... find your peace ..


the scent of your skin,
the warmth of your touch,
is all still here.

the feelings we had,
the memories we shared,
is all still here.

the taste of your lips,
the sound of your voice,
will forever be with me.

the tears that i've shed,
the pain that i carry,
will forever haunt me.

but...
the love that we shared,
the times that we had,
will forever bring a smile to my face.


All My love always and ever
Sarah xxoo
Forgiven not Forgoten

What We Have Here Is A Failure To Communicate


Seems no one seems to get me these days ... they dont get the jokes when i am joking and they dont see the point when i am talking and they dont see the irony in the ironic ......

I read a book a long time ago that argued just how hard it is to communicate an idea to another person with things so lmiting as language and and body movements that differ from area to area not to mention country to country ..... so i guess it should come at no suprise to me that all you ppl dont really understand me at all ....

shame on me for thinking you might ..... who knows perhaps its just me that need to learn to express myself in ways that you can understand more clearly ... go figure I try to say what i feel I try to show what i feel but my experances are difrent than yours are and even though thats good it shits me sometimes ...

Sarah
xxoo

Sunday, May 14, 2006

The Diary




So a friend gave me there diary to read today !!!! I am like i dont want to read your diary they are like please i want you to .... what the fuck

anyway they have so many entrys written dear sarah ; I am like weirded out ..... it seems that things that dont mean much to me mean much to them things i have done with them as a friend have ment more to them and though i have said just friends they think that there might have been something eles going on .... even though deep down they say they no its not going anywhere they also fantisise that it might ... anyway i have made it clear to them that its just friends the other day and and if that means resetting the boundrys to something they are more conftable with then fine
BUT i dont know about this whole diary thing and why am given it to read then again isnt a diary just a old day blog .. like before ipods and cable


Anyway weird arse friends !!!!!! I went an saw ice age 2 yesterday it was so funny i loved it ....

There are like 3 houses for sale in my street right now i dont know why everyone is selling up maybe i have ofended my neibours one to many times with my late night nudie runs ...

Hey next weekend i am meeting a net buddy for a kinda blind date ... scary hey maybe they will turn out to be a rapist and that would kinda be fun .. no dont..... stop ... dont ... stop...... stop ... dont .... dont ..stop ...dont stop ..dont stop .....lol lol

ha ha anyway more on that later
peace my people
sarah xxoo

Friday, May 12, 2006

What am I up to ?????

Seems a few ppl are askin whatIi am up to these days .....

Well to be honest not much I just sold a house that is very dear to me butIi think it was a good move even if it was sad to let it go I think its just part of saying good by to the past and I think I made the right choice it means that I am better off and now able to not worry about it so much and I get to grow a nice little investment portfolio in other areas and make a nice little income off that which I can now leave in the hands of people who know more about that stuff than I do and set me up for well the rest of the years I have on this little rock in space (nice plan) LOL so after signing stuff and a couple of trips around the place it is all done now and I can relax yea yea !!!!!!

apart from that I have been keeping busy with some friends and stuff and doing some day trips even if petrol is at an all time High in fuel prices!

A Friend of mine just sold a business that I loved and soon I will have no where to hang out which is kinda sad cause I loved to hang out there and just chat .... Perhaps that is why they were not making any money ... We spent yesterday thinking of new businesses to start and I think the best we come up with was pimping girls joking .. But you never know giggles

I am off to new Zerland (how ever you spell it) to do some serious skiing latter this year and I want to spend some time traveling around in a kombi van latter in the year over there so maybe in the spring I will head there for a few weeks


OH and I got to shave a dog the other day it was the funniest thing ever and I totally recommend it to anyone who has clippers and can catch some ones dog to give it a shave!!

take care friends
sarah xoxo

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

A Long Time Between Blogs


I know I know a long time between posts I will try to do better!!!

So lets call this the OUTBURST!!! You see I have been to church a total of three times this year all in a row too.. I am trying to put my issues aside and just look at the whole big picture and see what I can get out of it... That was going fine until Sunday night ....

See the preacher had finished he's little sermon about praying and fasting blah blah ... And had just handed over to the senior pastor who then said " you know what I think we should pray for those trapped miners in Tassie (good idea) he then said before we prayed " you know what I keep seeing that union guy on tv and I can not help but think that maybe the union is keeping things slow as they do in getting them out" followed by " you know I prolly shouldn't say that" to which little Sarah said very loudly so that at least the four rows in front of her THAT'S RIGHT YOU SHOULDN'T SAY THAT!!!" .... A few people turned around and a couple even giggled another girl I hardly knew said "go get em Sarah" this got the pastors attention so I yelled at the top of my voice "UP THE AWU!!!!!" (awu is Australian workers union) loud enough for the whole church to hear ... The senior pastor then turned to the people and said complaints will be heard by this guy (pointing to a junior pastor) ..... And there I left once again feeling the right wing views spoken from the pulpit in the house of G-d a totally in wrong !!!!

So there is Do I go back ? Do I find another church (there are heaps around) ?? Do I shut up ? or do i continue to talk (yell) my mind ???

Take care peeps i do have a bit more time coming up so i should blog heaps more in the next little week....

Peace Love and Light
Sarah xxoo

Thursday, April 27, 2006

HUG AN AUSSIE DAY !!!!!!!


Aussies in America be warned! You are in danger of becoming the target of "random acts of kindness".

April 26 is "Hug An Australian Day" in the U.S. When I first heard this, I too thought someone was pulling my leg. (There's another concept for a crazy day.) A bit of a web surf turns up the possibility that this obscure tradition is one of sixty "wacky", "copyrighted holidays" created by Wellcat Holidays. "Hug An Australian Day" is earmarked for Americans to show how much they appreciate the care and support they have enjoyed from their Australian friends over the years. I guess there are a few American servicemen who could testify to that one!

That they chose April 26 suggests an inspired combination of Australia Day and ANZAC Day - two of the big national holidays in Australia. Australia Day is celebrated on January 26, and ANZAC Day is celebrated on April 25 (when it is still April 24 in the U.S.). The ANZACS were the Australian and New Zealand Army Corps soldiers who landed on the Gallipoli Peninsula in Turkey early on the morning of 25 April 1915 during the First World War (1914-1918). The day has evolved to become one of remembrance of the men and women who have fought and died in all wars.

Shortly after the veterans march in Oz, Aussies in the U.S. will find themselves being accosted by those warm 'n wacky Americans.



oh my gosh what the hell am i doing in australia on such a day i should be in the usa lol lol lol

i didnt think that the drunk men needed a day to do it but what the hell i guess i am for it

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

The Atheist's Nightmare


OK as funny as this is maybe there is something in it take alook at this clip and make up your own mind ...... Hey maybe you backyard preachers could copy little example ........

The Vegan in me is now asking how do you do the same thing with a cow or a chicken ... ha ha ha ha !!!!

heres the link
http://www.devilducky.com/media/44860/

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

ANZAC DAY


Well what a fantastic day even for those of us so anti war its still a great day to give thanks for all that was given to us by all the men and women of the past and i must say i enjoy the day and love to say thanks to all the guys and i end up giving lots of old men hugz and saying thankyou (lol sounds like my teen years lol ) no not like that its great.

I had a great day playing 2 up actually lost like heaps but what the hell it was fun .. would have been more fun to have won some $$$$ but hey i dont need it too much of late anyway ...

Anyway not much going on with this blog of late is there .. i need some life .. OH i got some more tats on friday i finaly got the forearm ones that i wanted done .. its very out there and to be honest i have been wearing long sleaves a bit more the last few days lol ... I do love them but i am sure to get some coments from some peeps ... so i will save the photos till another time ... when they settle down cause right now they look a bit shitty as the scabs are healing ....

have not much planed for the week perhaps some more bloging would be good .. any ideas ???? ask me a question and i will blog the answer for all the read that might be fun !!!!!! lets do it !!!!

lots of love light and blessing to you all
SArah
xoixoxo

Sunday, April 16, 2006

A Day of Peaceful Meditation




Spent an Hour or so today just meditating by a waterfall and at the creek (above) I am finding it so worthwile to do my yoga and meditation of late its so settling and calming for me and i feel so much more at ease with the world and my moods of the past week .. Its something i will be keeping up with thats for sure.

So not many blogs of late I just dont have much to say and i forget to post as well seriously i have spent most of this easter long weekend just cleaning up around the home and im so lazy that it takes me forever .. I like it clean and i am hoping to keep it this way i only have a couple of rooms to go but one is my bed room that looks like a bomb hit it ... same as always has ... oh well... i am trying to teach this old dog new tricks

anyway its time for me to have a bath and watch a dvd ... I gave up smokes and coke a few days ago and now i sleep all the time ... guess it was effecting me ... now i sleep for like 13 hours a day the last few nights and then take an arvo nap too ... i hope it is just short term and not something wrong with me ... can you catch cronic fatauge syndrome???

so Peace love and light to you all
and keep emailing me or at least coment so i know your alive
Sarah
hugz and kisses xxoo

Saturday, April 08, 2006

Fixed the Tat


Well this is some great new ink i got done those of you that seen odie the Dog on my leg with the Tribal swirl under it will note that this is a cover job to hide odie for good cause i hated that tat ... so the cover is the new work its totaly original free hand from a great artist and will be the same color black as the rest in a week or so... What do you all think ????

REST IN PEACE

Saturday, April 01, 2006

folk festival

Hey people just a quick blog from a net cafe to say you guys should all be here ... I am at the folk festival having the time of my life last night ... so much fun so many artists and alike .... I even played pool last night and kicked everyone arse untill closing time at the pub which was somewhere near 2 am .... so good i am the pool champ !!!!1 ya ya ....

Ok like i said just a quick blog cause not much to say untill i get home but next year you should all be here .......

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

where the bloody hell are you take 2

ok i think this is funny as in fact i pissed myself at it ..... something to keep you all amused

www.youtube.com/watch?v=3RGkNHr17OU

hope you like it ... its almost true ... giggles

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

and just keeps going on

Well life goes on and happier times are just around the corner as they say ...... right now i am dealing with a case of the flu .. its the first time i have been sick in years but it has given me time to rest up and take stock and think that life goes on and on and happier times are coming i guess the roller coster of life makes me feel that its on the up and up I have been making a few plans for latter in the year and thats a good thing to think that i can manange to do that and i guess back to stressing less about making things happan and just going with the flow of life and seeing what that will bring ...... I hate it when i have to hear the same words i tell other people about life and find that i havnt beeen praticesing what i preach to others about finding peace and letting life just move on .....

So its back to the single thing but hopfully not for too long i mean the right person may be just around the corner ... i do hope so i am sick of doing the single thing at the moment actually i have been sick of doing the single thing for some time so who knows i am even thinkin of moving town some time soon but will just wait alittle untill i settle my emotions some more ... i need to be in the right place to make those kind of desions and i am not there yet ...

I have th folk festival coming up on the weekend and am looking fwd to spending some time with people who just make me happy and have a friendly spirt and a good mind set as to what life is all about .... very peaceful people and kind hearted and all ..

Anyway take care everyone
see ya soon
sarah the cat
xoxoxo

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Life goes on


well thank you all for the comments emails and phone calls ... yes its true i am still alive and kickin .... my head is still messy probaly cause i got totaly wasted on friday night last week and threw up a bath tub full of junk .. but i did manage to do 10 marggies .... cant think of the last time i got so sick but hey i guess we all do it some time in our life .... So anyway things are slowly returning to some kinda normal well my kinda normal which as you know is not normal at all and i am proud of that ... in the mean time i dont really feel like talkin to anyone at the moment i am just seeing how the rest of this week and next week pans out and just going with the flow........

Take care travelers
Sarah

Monday, March 13, 2006

alone in dark places




Today i feel so alone ... so lonly .... so messed up ...... so hurt ........ I reach for life lines that are not there i call friends who dont answer ...... I am scared .... scared of what i dont know ... scarred of what i do know .... i am scared of the world ... i am scared of me .... scared that the deamons that live within me are trying to come out .... scared of the dark side .... it comes like a wave that you can not stop ..... I am mad at myself .... I let the walls down .. and the hurt came in ... i want to be strong .... i want to be brave ... i dont want to do it anymore ..... I am mad at me .... why did i let go ... why take down masks .... why open the doors ....... i am so mad ... its no one but me to blame .... its me being stupid ..... being fucked up .... why did i do it again .. why risk the hurt ... there are no answers there are only voices ... they yell stupid little girl .... what did you expect ... you know they hurt you .... and you go back for more ... stupid little fucking girl ..... Its what you deserve ... you go back for more .... you do it to yourself .... you worthless bitch ..... you are nothing .......just stop it .... FUCKING STOP IT ......

Sunday, March 12, 2006

life on the roller coster

been reading over the posts of the last week or so and i realise just how much of a roller coster i have been on my emotions have been up and down and all about for the last few weeks and i am trying to balance it all out somehow .... They have alot to do with the others in my life and more to the point they have to do with J i dont know why i have allowed myself to fall so much and why i have let her get to me in such a way that i its been really fuckin me up if i was smarter perhaps i would have cut free a week ago but i so want it to work and lets face it it is not turning out as i wanted ... and its all out of my control which i hate but what can i do about things that are out of my control .....? not much i guess I am trying to take a stand back and let her sought them out but that has turned out to be harder than it sounds its always so easyer to say things than to actualy do them .... and right now i just dont know what to do ??? i am trying to just give her space and time but also i dont want to be played while i know she is not doing this i guess she is at least in some small way cause my emotions are all over sometimes wanting to be there sometimes wanting to just walk away and get back to lookin after me and all ......

So the plan for the next week is to step back enough for her to make the first move back towards me as i can not keep trying to give ..... I have tryed all the giving i can do ..... I am spent ......

J if you read this know i love you even if i dont say it .... dont push me so far away you can not pull me back after the storm .... please ......

Friday, March 10, 2006

Learning to trust

Its funny how there seems to be alot of learning going on in this relationship learing to relax learning to trust ... these are things that we knew how to do as kids we knew how to do them as adults but somewhere along the way we learnt other lessions like how to protect yourself and how to guard your emotions because somewhere along the way someone hurt us someone stole from us things that are ours ... and now i find that i am learning and J is learning to trust again and to give again see without that openes and that honesty then you can not love again on the leval that we once did .........

I guess it comes back to what the Tao Te Ching would say that in order for there to be hate there must be love and in order for there to be love there must be hate ..... What do you christians think about that?

44
Which is more important, your honor or your life?
Which is more valuable, your possessions or your person?
Which is more destructive, success or failure?

Because of this, great love extracts a great cost
and true wealth requires greater loss.

Knowing when you have enough avoids dishonor,
and knowing when to stop will keep you from danger
and bring you a long, happy life.

http://www.wam.umd.edu/~stwright/rel/tao/TaoTeChing.html

Well it kinda makes sence to me its based on the whole yin yang princible

take care
sarah
hugz

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

learning to relax


so just a quick note first i think why I am bad at relationships is cause i dont control everything that happans in them ... see as single i can control my little world so well but having someone else play apart in that little world can be hard for me ......

So having said that J and I are doing good well doing ok she is real busy with some personal stuff and says while she dosnt need space (relationship wise) is just snowed under with things that are going on right now and that she is so busy that i guess i am taking a back seat for alittle while ..... So all told thats a good thing and nothing for me to worry about .....!!!

Yea now I should stop the smokes right .... lol

Sunday, March 05, 2006

dating games

A good friend just reminded me that dating is a game .... its all about testing and teasing and exploring ..... I so forgot about it ... I know it sounds harsh and I have always been the one to say "look I just dont play games !" but that in itself is part of the game its the things we do in the first few weeks like seeing what happans when we forget to call or showing someone that we have a life outside of them its not nessary a mean thing its just part of all that dating is ... so anyway i have been thinkin that i am being played a little and i totaly didnt realise so as harsh as this sounds i will not jump through the hoops this week i will be alittle bussyer in my own life and i will not jump to return phone calls ..... call me a bitch but its just part of what happans when dating ... its only temp. just this first week thing just to see what is going to happan ... but i think i need to either push it to work or forget about it .... other wise i will just be pushed and pulled around tooo much ......
see ya soon
sarah

questions

I saw these questions on a friend's blog, I thought I would steal them and pass them along...

1. When u looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was behind you? nothing i did not look today

2. How much cash did you spend yesterday? $190 AUD

3. What's a word that rhymes with mist? my wrist lol

4. Favorite planet on which you would live at if you could? well it wouldnt be urans would it
5. Who is the first person you ever kissed? some kid in prep cause we were going to marry

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?the one i have now "forever young" by youth group
7. What kinda underwear are you wearing? I am not wearing any

8. What do you think of yourself? unbalanced

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing? I dont wear shoes very often but when i do anything from a small company called called "soul cover" oh and i have a pair of moo shoes

10. night light or pitch black? Pitch Black

11. What do you think about the (previous) person who took this survey? unbalanced .

13. What were you doing at midnight last night? laying in the bush lookin at every star in the sky

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say? " well have a good weekend then talk to you when you get back !!"

15. Where is the nearest Valero? whats a valero???

16. What's a saying that you say a lot? leave small footprints

17.Who told you they loved you last? my friend Cin

18. Last furry thing you touched? me before my last wax job

19. How many drugs have you done in the past 3 days? nothing

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? what is film that question is so 1900s

21. Favorite age you have been so far? 14

22. Your worst enemy? Noah

23. What is your current desktop picture? counting crows wallpaper

24. What was the last thing you said to someone? take care of yourself and hope you call me latter

25. How do you like your eggs? in chickens

26. Do you like someone?Is there anyone that doesn't like someone? I like Jodie a whole lot ... heaps of people dont like me

27. The last song you listened to? dont know

28. Tombstone, Urn, marker, wooden cross, forgotten grave, or what? Scatter my ashes
scatter my ashes from Mt buffalo Victoria australia


Saturday, March 04, 2006

sarah and stress dont mix


hopefuly my next post will be on how close i am to J hopefuly my next post will be on how silly i am to stress over little things hopefuly ........

But for now i need to say i am stressed and i dont do stress i cant do stress i live the lifestyle i do cause its stress free ...... see this is me and stress

normally starts with me not eatting or eatting too much that is what i call leval 1 stress and i have been there for the last few days

then comes leval 2 where i start smoking again like i use to in france ok so i just finshed my third packet

leval 3 is where i start to cut up and while i am not there i feel the urge and is one reasion i am going camping for a couple of days

leval 4 well if i ever reach it i wont be bloging cause that would be the end of it and i dont want to talk about it but i have been there before

so i dont do stress i just can not do it !!!!! its 5 am and i carnt sleep i hate sleep anyway but tonight i have not had much !!!! So you want this blog to be personal you want me to tell you all that goes through my head well to do that you need to know my past you need to know everything to understand where i come from and i can not do that on a blog so tonight i chose to tell some of it .......

See i was 14 i was alone in the world and i had just won a trip to france to attend a fantastic school on artistic photography concepts for 1 year with the option of futher studys if i got good grades ... wow you say and so did I but at the time i was hiding some deep dark secrects like the fact that i didnt eat much when i did eat and i was a cronic self harmer ontop of everything else that most 14 year old girls have going on that is being a 18 year old in a 14 year old body and getting to much attention from older men and not knowing how to deal with it all .....
So anyway paris was to die for and i had the time of my life in the city that would let me do anything i wanted and get into all kinds of places that kids dont get to go see its hard for me to even think of myself as a kid then for all purposes i was an adult i was smoking and drinking and clubing and i was in a couple of relationships with some older men ... at the end of my first year there i was spose to go home but i wanted to stay the only way for me to do that was to find money and find money fast and the only way i could do that was two fold the first thing i did was take up with an older man that would suport me and i did love him some but not alot so the first 4 mths or so I was living the life with a 24 year old boyfriend who was actually nice to me but i didnt love him and would cheat on him all the time for the most part he knew and didnt say any thing to me about it untill one day the shit hit the fan so they say and he threw my out on the street i deserved it but still hurt like all fuck and i had no where to go i ended up at one of my teachers houses the only one that liked me as the rest hated me cause i was not like the rest and well i can be a hand full lol .... anyway he got me into doing some modeling of a sought which got me a really cheap and nasty room in a bad area and all i had to do was model for him and hes students once a week now i will tell you that is not a sexual thing but a lot of it was as they say artistic nude work mostly for drawing which ment that i would just sit infrount of about 14 people naked for hours on end ..... i actually didnt mind it too much for the most part but then again looking back i think i only didnt mind it cause it kept me in my beloved france and in paris for a short time ....... right now i am thinkin what the hell has all this got to do with stress lol .... i have no idea but i guess getting it out might be good .... while in france i was emotionaly messed up i use to cut myself more than once a week and cry most days but somehow at the time i use to think it was some kinda dark artistic side coming out of me ....... stupid thoughts from a stupid girl .......

anyway a peek at my past for ya ..... see i am trying to make it personal lol ... but hard to sit here and talk to myself perhaps i could do an interview via email questions > email me ....lol i am an open boook this week and on friday i will answer everything on my blog ///// what do you say >?

sarah

oh ps. I would never delete anyones coment ever !!!! who ever where ever

Friday, March 03, 2006

I am just no good at relationships ...


OK so i am no good at relationships i mean not that there is anything wrong with this one yet its just that i kinda stress in relationships i guess its just been a long long time and i dont know how they work to well ......

I can see that we both need space but i also need reasurance i mean am i needy i dont know but i need to know that we are both heading in the same direction and that "we are workin" ...... this weekend we are spending time apart i am going camping for a night by myself and J is going on a girls night out tonight and having a workin bee at the farm with her friends on saturday ..... I thought we would at least catch up today but she is busy orginising stuff for Saturday so i guess to busy for me ..... now i know that she is not all that busy and i know that her Ex is giving her a hard time but she dosnt want to talk to me about it cause she thinks that i will run away if i hear to much crap about her EX but i want to hear it and i dont mind hearing it but how do i say that to her ......

I so need to just relax and give her the space she needs to take care of her buisness but its hard for me cause i just want to be there .... I just dont know sometimes if its worth the effort i mean gee perhaps i should just run away and leave her to her shit but as you know thats not going to happan cause i am kinda fallan for her so bad .......

Its just dumb but what can i do ... I will sit tight and be the nicest i can be and just sit it out for a week or two before making any desisions and just cross my fingers and hope .... lets just see what happans .. i know if we can word through this stuff and trust issues we can work through anything ...

I will just sit tight for the next week and hope we can get back to normal .....

Take care friends
Sarah xoxoxo
big hugs
and a special hugz to the bear who lost his father recently .... take care my friend ;)