Saturday, May 05, 2007

How to find words




Today I feel cranky I don't want to do anything I don't want to see anyone I just want to sit and stare mindless into the TV or something of that nature ... Robbie is coming over in about 30 mins and I don't want to see him .. Perhaps I will ask to go see a movie so I don't have to talk to him... That doesn't sound good dose it?

I have just got back in town after a few weeks on the road and I want to get back on the road ...

I think I will end it with Rob soon he isn't the one he never is going to be the one so why do I waste my time with him????

Anyway on a brighter note I am seeing alot of bloggers get annoyed and pissed off and confused by blogging and peoples comments ... Its always stunned me as to why I blog at all I mean I am normally a fairly personal person I still haven't worked out why I would write anything on here stuff that I don't say to my friends ... OH I remember I don't have friends lol ...

Narrr Perhaps I will have to make my next post very personal and on my inner most thoughts and fears ... now that's a scary thought should I tell you about the voices and the monsters that visit me when I am all alone in the dark ... I know we all have them .... So what is your greatest fear? what scares you? What has hurt you and revisits you ?? Tell me yours and I will tell you all mine in my most intense and deepest post yet (next week sometime)

2 comments:

BBC said...

Nothing scares me, I have been going through this for thousands of years.

Who in the heck is Robbie?

Hey, you have a friend. Although I may test you at times. :-)

Hugs.

BBC said...

Oh, Robbie, sorry, thought I was at another blog.

Hang in there hon, hugs.