What a Week

Well I have made it through another week and gotta say I feel like crap at the moment. I dont really know why I just feel so tired and run down maybe I will sleep well tonight (fingers crossed).
Lets see things with Rob are really moving along but I dont know how I feel yet apart from numb He has alot of good points but I can not really see it going anywhere to tell the truth I have told him I dont know how I feel and he says he dosnt know either so I guess we are both in the same boat on that one He is coming over for a sleep over tommorow night and that will be fun as long as he understands that it is what it is and and I am not promising anything but I have told him all that so he can not blame me if things change.
I am spose to visit mum and her bunch late next week which is stressful but at the same time something I feel I should do. I dont know if I want to do that either but I guess I will feel better if I at least make some effort.
Perhaps I need a massage in fact as I type that I think thats is what I will do perhaps visit one of the day spas that are around the place cause I feel I have lost some peace that my life is centered around.
Not much else to report I guess just life is kinda boring and stressful at the same time right now ...
I will try and post more I know I have been slack of late ... sorry

Thanks for all the kind words people
love and light Sarah