sometimes the past just has a way of effecting your thinkin and that is what i am doing at the moment i want to move on to move forward but i feel the past is reaching out and pulling me back Sometimes i feel i am free of it all and then sometimes i feel i am traped by memories of the past of people of ex lovers It is these times when i feel i can not move forward because i still hurt from them because i still love them in some way and because i dont know they are just there ....... It seems so easy for some people to just move on but i am not one of them people I mean everyone that has pasted through my life i believe has been there for a reasion and sometimes that reasion is not clear to me untill they have left and i am all alone
So how do i deal with this do i just try again to let go ??? but how ??? i feel the need to get some closure somehow ?? do i confrount them and tell them how they caused me pain and how that pain effects me ??? would they even care ??? did they ever care ???
See i want to love again with the same recless abandment of my youth when you didnt have to think everything through in your head when you could just love and that was all you needed ???? can i get that back ..... please great spirit grant me that again !!!!!!!
Sarah
hugz to everyone
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That old line: "...to love as if you have never been hurt" sounds so good, but it seems so far away. I know I always say don't look back, but like you said, sometimes it reaches up and grabs you... I wish I had the answer, wish I could be there to help...One thing I know is, if there is any way to handle it, you are more than capable
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