Time to pull the pin

Well Kids its time for me to pull the pin on the blog ... I have been thinking about quitting for awhile and now its time things come to an end and I move on .. Here are my reasions ...

1, A few people I like have recently quit blogging and some of my fun has gone in blogging ..

2, I really dont have the time with my health going to shit of recent mths buisness being demanding and My new man taking up alot of my time .. I just dont have the time to put into this thing that I once did,,,,

3, Someone tracked me down and just sent me a letter to my home .. It was not welcome and seems even though I have tried not to reveal to much about me on here I have given out too much info over the years and sickos will be sickos .. So um thanks for that one ... you know who you are ....

4, I believe no one will really care that I am closing this blog anyway .. those who know me well will still know how to find me .. those who dont know me well .. sorry but such is life ...

5, I believe its time for me to start living more in the real world and less in the internet world .. I am opening a face book page all the same under my real name .. what is my real name again ... ha ha ha

6. I apoligise to anyone who this effects I will leave it up for a week then delete the blog ... so feel free to coment .. I do love you all

so there it is .. Thank you to all of you for reading this from time to time thanks to those of you who have left comments I really apreacheate it ...

Love and light
SArah xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxox

a bit of color

So I only have a bit of color on my ass and shoulder to show from last weeks fall .. I will have the bike back on the road soon .. I am going to fix it myself its easy enough just a new mirror and flasher not much .. about $150 for no original parts that will do the job .. I think it was a good wake up call for me as I was starting to not give the bike the respect it deserves I will try to ride slower and more aware of the others on the road when I start riding again well thats what I hope anyway ... The guys say I was lucky not to be traveling much faster as I could have lost some real skin .. In the last few weeks near my place the newspapers have reported one guy who lost part of his arm and another guy who broke both his legs on seperate bike accidents enought make even me think ..

My Monkey fucker of a boy is doing great things for me he even gave me a facial last night and really looked after me .. He is how do you say adventurous in the bed room so I love that and really knows how to make love .. Guess I got lucky on that one and dont have to train him up .. ha ha ..

Thanks to everyone for the emails to cheer me up .. and I do feel much better about things today .. will just wait and see how the next few weeks pan out ... I still have some issues to work through health wise I hope they can do something .. off to see a special doctor next week so perhaps he knows something the others dont ..

Love and light
Sarah

Well It was always going to hapan !!!

OK just a short post to keep you all up to date with my goings on .. So as if my kidney problems were not enough ... Today I crashed my baby !!!! While I was not soley at fault It was my actions that caused me to fall off at about 80kph!!! The results well I have some bad ass brusies on my shoulder my ass my foot and well the bit that is close to the petrol tank .. (thank G-d I am female) anyway lets face it I have been riding like a mad girl so I guess I had it comming in some way or another at least I didnt do anything real bad the bike has a couple of scratches and needs a new mirror and flasher but apart from that its not bad .. FUCK IT !!!

On a better note my man is the sweetest guy in the whole wide world and well lets face it I am so in love with the little monkey even if it means not as much time to blog and stuff on the net ..

I have decided to try all things I can to help my kidney cause there is no way in hell I am going to hook up to a mechine .. perhaps I will just ride off a cliff .. that would be so much more fun and at least I go down in a ball of flames .. so anyway it will be my decision to make if and when I feel like it ..

If your a fan of funky music here is my fave song at the moment .. its "I'll kill her" by Soko and you can down load it HERE for a few days .. hope you like it ...

anyway love and light
people.
Sarah xoxxooooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

What a Week

I have not been online sorry to everyone ... first alot of the girls that work at the tea shop are off on holidays or off sick so I have been working my ass off ... further to that my Kidney is killing me ... no really it is killing me ... think poison in the blood and your on the right track .. so its been a fucked up week all round ... I have spent the last few days in and out of out doctors trying to see what they can do .. and so far not much .. lol well it would be funny if it didnt hurt soooo much ... anyway enough of my crap on a better note I am seeing my internet guy again tonight if I feel up to it ... if not I sugested he can come over and watch movies with me .. but thats all we will be doing ... he seems fine with that .. so will just wait and see I have taken a bunch of drugs and am going back to bed .. cross your fingers for me .... I really dont need this shit right now ..

Take Care nice people
Sarah ...

What a weekend!!!!!

Well kids what a weekend I have had .. very busy and very good ... So I went on my little Friday night date.. as I told you before .. We then went on a second Date last night well from 3 pm till 11pm lol ... Guess I am a sucker for the long dates well we just got talking and lost track of time then went for some Thai food and then got talking and ummm well some not talking (giggles) ... ok so want to know more


I really like this guy he seems so nice so honest so cute and well alot of things... we talked for ever about some really big things like where we want to head in the next few years our hopes and our fears .. It was intence .. I feel like I have known this guy for a long time .. so nice ...

I just got off the phone to him again .. and all is good he is feeling a little sick not cause of me .. well only that I kept him up late and out in the cold but who was complaining ...

So that leaves me feeling like a teenage school girl again ... yes I am a little goo goo over him and he of me .. I like to think that this one could last and actually make something out of it .. you guys who have been reading my posts for along time will know I have been up in the air over a few guys in the last few years so I am catching my breath and trying not to get my hopes up too much .. but its hard not to ..

We are going to hang out next weekend and spend some time doing couple things so will just wait and see .. cross your fingers for me .. My hope and dream is that this might just be the one .. we are both talking long term and both too honest for our own good ..

Love and light
Sarah

Date Report.....

Well what can I say ... I went for a coffee at 6pm and I got home at 4 am ... dose that say enough.... Yes he was cute yes he was sweet yes he had great eyes and was nice to talk to .. and yes ok so I did kiss him....

End of Report!!

Ps. yes I am going to see him tommorow we are going for a drive out to the best little hidden away cafes that I know of ..

Love and light
Sarah

the Chaser

OK I love these guys .. they are more funny than a frog in a blender .. So I just had to post a couple of clips re the APEC bullshit that goes on around the place if you have time please watch them and tell me what you think




This one is from the news when they went all out and got in some trouble ... I almost wet myself at this one ...



Hoped you like them ....

Love and light Sarah hugz

internet dating .................,..

So maybe against my better judgment I took some advice from a sweet friend and thought I would give it a go ... omgosh .. what the hell am I doing .. well its been awhile so I thought I would explore the world of internet dating ... well I checked out some sites untill I found one I was ok with .. It looked less shady than the others and seemed genuinene .....

I got some help to write a profile for me that seemed to say too many nice things about me (hope I dont sound like I love myself tooo much) and filled out all the other questions It was kinda like ordering Takeaway in parts .. anyway .. I even added some nice photos and all ... made it look really nice .. well I think and hope .....

Anyway in the first hour I got messages from over 10 guys ... OMGOSH!!!!! Perhaps thats where all the guys are hiding these days ... anyway its all a bit overwellming to me .. I mean really ... GOSH !!! anyway ... I read and re read a bunch of profiles and yesterday I endded up chatting to one guy who actually seems quite nice ... I have another 4 I am emailing back and forth .. is that like cheating or something .. Lets just call them plan B, C , D and E for now lol ... on top of that I have more people trying to get intouch so I have had to get a bit picky and unless they really stand out I just say thanks I am flatterd. But I do try to get back to everyone who leaves a message I feel its rude not to .. execpt the one guy from NIGERRA who was looking for his 4th wife .. I didnt give him the time of day ..

So anyway to cut a long story short it sure has kept me busy and I am going out on a real date this Friday night with a sweet talking sweet looking younger man .. I dont normal go for younger ones but well worth a chat over Tea if nothing else I guess .. hopefully it will work well and I wont get bashed raped or murdered .. well thats the plan anyway ... wish me luck ...

OH and before you guys ask I am not telling you where it is cause .. I dont want to date any of you ... well maybe one of you but he dosnt comment all that much anymore .. and if you think its you.. Your most likley wrong .. sorry to say ....

Love and light
Sarah