Nudie Vegan

Time to pull the pin

2007-10-15T14:37:00.000+10:00

Well Kids its time for me to pull the pin on the blog ... I have been thinking about quitting for awhile and now its time things come to an end and I move on .. Here are my reasions ...

1, A few people I like have recently quit blogging and some of my fun has gone in blogging ..

2, I really dont have the time with my health going to shit of recent mths buisness being demanding and My new man taking up alot of my time .. I just dont have the time to put into this thing that I once did,,,,

3, Someone tracked me down and just sent me a letter to my home .. It was not welcome and seems even though I have tried not to reveal to much about me on here I have given out too much info over the years and sickos will be sickos .. So um thanks for that one ... you know who you are ....

4, I believe no one will really care that I am closing this blog anyway .. those who know me well will still know how to find me .. those who dont know me well .. sorry but such is life ...

5, I believe its time for me to start living more in the real world and less in the internet world .. I am opening a face book page all the same under my real name .. what is my real name again ... ha ha ha

6. I apoligise to anyone who this effects I will leave it up for a week then delete the blog ... so feel free to coment .. I do love you all

so there it is .. Thank you to all of you for reading this from time to time thanks to those of you who have left comments I really apreacheate it ...

Love and light
SArah xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxox

a bit of color

2007-10-06T15:36:00.000+10:00

So I only have a bit of color on my ass and shoulder to show from last weeks fall .. I will have the bike back on the road soon .. I am going to fix it myself its easy enough just a new mirror and flasher not much .. about $150 for no original parts that will do the job .. I think it was a good wake up call for me as I was starting to not give the bike the respect it deserves I will try to ride slower and more aware of the others on the road when I start riding again well thats what I hope anyway ... The guys say I was lucky not to be traveling much faster as I could have lost some real skin .. In the last few weeks near my place the newspapers have reported one guy who lost part of his arm and another guy who broke both his legs on seperate bike accidents enought make even me think ..

My Monkey fucker of a boy is doing great things for me he even gave me a facial last night and really looked after me .. He is how do you say adventurous in the bed room so I love that and really knows how to make love .. Guess I got lucky on that one and dont have to train him up .. ha ha ..

Thanks to everyone for the emails to cheer me up .. and I do feel much better about things today .. will just wait and see how the next few weeks pan out ... I still have some issues to work through health wise I hope they can do something .. off to see a special doctor next week so perhaps he knows something the others dont ..

Love and light
Sarah

Well It was always going to hapan !!!

2007-10-04T17:13:00.000+10:00

OK just a short post to keep you all up to date with my goings on .. So as if my kidney problems were not enough ... Today I crashed my baby !!!! While I was not soley at fault It was my actions that caused me to fall off at about 80kph!!! The results well I have some bad ass brusies on my shoulder my ass my foot and well the bit that is close to the petrol tank .. (thank G-d I am female) anyway lets face it I have been riding like a mad girl so I guess I had it comming in some way or another at least I didnt do anything real bad the bike has a couple of scratches and needs a new mirror and flasher but apart from that its not bad .. FUCK IT !!!

On a better note my man is the sweetest guy in the whole wide world and well lets face it I am so in love with the little monkey even if it means not as much time to blog and stuff on the net ..

I have decided to try all things I can to help my kidney cause there is no way in hell I am going to hook up to a mechine .. perhaps I will just ride off a cliff .. that would be so much more fun and at least I go down in a ball of flames .. so anyway it will be my decision to make if and when I feel like it ..

If your a fan of funky music here is my fave song at the moment .. its "I'll kill her" by Soko and you can down load it HERE for a few days .. hope you like it ...

anyway love and light
people.
Sarah xoxxooooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

What a Week

2007-09-21T07:47:00.000+10:00

I have not been online sorry to everyone ... first alot of the girls that work at the tea shop are off on holidays or off sick so I have been working my ass off ... further to that my Kidney is killing me ... no really it is killing me ... think poison in the blood and your on the right track .. so its been a fucked up week all round ... I have spent the last few days in and out of out doctors trying to see what they can do .. and so far not much .. lol well it would be funny if it didnt hurt soooo much ... anyway enough of my crap on a better note I am seeing my internet guy again tonight if I feel up to it ... if not I sugested he can come over and watch movies with me .. but thats all we will be doing ... he seems fine with that .. so will just wait and see I have taken a bunch of drugs and am going back to bed .. cross your fingers for me .... I really dont need this shit right now ..

Take Care nice people
Sarah ...

What a weekend!!!!!

2007-09-17T18:18:00.000+10:00

Well kids what a weekend I have had .. very busy and very good ... So I went on my little Friday night date.. as I told you before .. We then went on a second Date last night well from 3 pm till 11pm lol ... Guess I am a sucker for the long dates well we just got talking and lost track of time then went for some Thai food and then got talking and ummm well some not talking (giggles) ... ok so want to know more

I really like this guy he seems so nice so honest so cute and well alot of things... we talked for ever about some really big things like where we want to head in the next few years our hopes and our fears .. It was intence .. I feel like I have known this guy for a long time .. so nice ...

I just got off the phone to him again .. and all is good he is feeling a little sick not cause of me .. well only that I kept him up late and out in the cold but who was complaining ...

So that leaves me feeling like a teenage school girl again ... yes I am a little goo goo over him and he of me .. I like to think that this one could last and actually make something out of it .. you guys who have been reading my posts for along time will know I have been up in the air over a few guys in the last few years so I am catching my breath and trying not to get my hopes up too much .. but its hard not to ..

We are going to hang out next weekend and spend some time doing couple things so will just wait and see .. cross your fingers for me .. My hope and dream is that this might just be the one .. we are both talking long term and both too honest for our own good ..

Love and light
Sarah

Date Report.....

2007-09-15T19:41:00.000+10:00

Well what can I say ... I went for a coffee at 6pm and I got home at 4 am ... dose that say enough.... Yes he was cute yes he was sweet yes he had great eyes and was nice to talk to .. and yes ok so I did kiss him....

End of Report!!

Ps. yes I am going to see him tommorow we are going for a drive out to the best little hidden away cafes that I know of ..

Love and light
Sarah

the Chaser

2007-09-10T14:58:00.000+10:00

OK I love these guys .. they are more funny than a frog in a blender .. So I just had to post a couple of clips re the APEC bullshit that goes on around the place if you have time please watch them and tell me what you think

This one is from the news when they went all out and got in some trouble ... I almost wet myself at this one ...

Hoped you like them ....

Love and light Sarah hugz

internet dating .................,..

2007-09-10T14:34:00.000+10:00

So maybe against my better judgment I took some advice from a sweet friend and thought I would give it a go ... omgosh .. what the hell am I doing .. well its been awhile so I thought I would explore the world of internet dating ... well I checked out some sites untill I found one I was ok with .. It looked less shady than the others and seemed genuinene .....

I got some help to write a profile for me that seemed to say too many nice things about me (hope I dont sound like I love myself tooo much) and filled out all the other questions It was kinda like ordering Takeaway in parts .. anyway .. I even added some nice photos and all ... made it look really nice .. well I think and hope .....

Anyway in the first hour I got messages from over 10 guys ... OMGOSH!!!!! Perhaps thats where all the guys are hiding these days ... anyway its all a bit overwellming to me .. I mean really ... GOSH !!! anyway ... I read and re read a bunch of profiles and yesterday I endded up chatting to one guy who actually seems quite nice ... I have another 4 I am emailing back and forth .. is that like cheating or something .. Lets just call them plan B, C , D and E for now lol ... on top of that I have more people trying to get intouch so I have had to get a bit picky and unless they really stand out I just say thanks I am flatterd. But I do try to get back to everyone who leaves a message I feel its rude not to .. execpt the one guy from NIGERRA who was looking for his 4th wife .. I didnt give him the time of day ..

So anyway to cut a long story short it sure has kept me busy and I am going out on a real date this Friday night with a sweet talking sweet looking younger man .. I dont normal go for younger ones but well worth a chat over Tea if nothing else I guess .. hopefully it will work well and I wont get bashed raped or murdered .. well thats the plan anyway ... wish me luck ...

OH and before you guys ask I am not telling you where it is cause .. I dont want to date any of you ... well maybe one of you but he dosnt comment all that much anymore .. and if you think its you.. Your most likley wrong .. sorry to say ....

Love and light
Sarah

I Have a Dream!!!! Do you ????

2007-09-03T14:37:00.000+10:00

Ever had a dream a vision a quest a purpose??? ever had a goal a hope a wish a vision of what you want??? If you could would you do it? would you make it happan? what you spend? what would you do? what price would you pay? what cost would you bear? to make it happan to see the light to walk the ground to glimps what your mind sees? WELL???? would you suffer for your hope your place your view your dream of something more?? Would you sell your dream? put it in a box and hide it away.. bring it out when you are old and See what could have been????? IF ONLY ....... IF ONLY

Will you come with me to a far away place
Where no ones consumed by anger or hate
Where the trees and the grass can grow without end
Come on now, its not that hard to pretend
Where the people accept you for who you are
Dispite your disputes you can live arm and arm
Where the sun always shines, and the moon always glows
You have no enemies, rivals, or foes
Everybody is equal, no matter the profession
Where your views are your views, in whatever direction
Where the skies always blue, and the ocean is calm
No countries or lines, cuz we all get along
No war, or sick, or hungry, or poor
You can sleep through the night without locking your door
Religions religion, no need to fight
your god, is your god, just see through your sight
Where urban and rural and live side by side
Just be yourself, there’s no need to hide
Nothing is bad, and there’s never no trouble
Bet you like this place, and I hate to burst your bubble
Of this utopia I speak, it can never be
For you could be happy, but you wouldn’t be free

Just some thoughts going through my head today of all days

Love and light Sarah

Thank you

Hey Saz what are you doing next week ????

2007-09-01T21:30:00.000+10:00

JJ : hey Saz what are you doing next week hunny??

Sarah : Not much spunk whys that?

JJ: Well just thought you might want to join us on the APEC protest

Sarah: dont know .... There is going to be enough peeps there aready right

JJ: well yea .. but not the same without you ...

Sarah: without me ... as if! I am getting to old for that shit!

JJ: come on babes it will be fun ... nothing major just makeing a stand. and GW is there I know you love the guy

Sarah : Narr I think I will give it a miss I mean ... Im more passive now ... ( sarah thinks back many years to getting billy clubed by the victoran police at a G12 protest)

JJ: well up to you missy .. anyway we should catch up sometime I hear your little funky tea shop is taking off these days ...

Sarah: for sure J I miss you baby ... your always welcome come for the weekend or something we will catch cocktail night at the local ...

JJ: (laughing histericaly) I still rember the last cocktail night we went to ...

Sarah (blushing) : ,,,, mmmmmm yep giggles ... nar not like that well perhaps something more civil then ...

JJ: perhaps anyway gotta run chat soon monkey

Sarah: sure sure be safe and call me soon ok

JJ: ok .. bye babe mwa mwa ..

So APEC have decided to bring there shit to Sydney why so ... because Sydney is a peaceful and happy place so the war mongers decide to come and camp in my back yard for a week at a cost of millions of dollars I might add.... the bastards !!!!

So what is APEC ???

The Asia-Pacific Economic Co-operation Group is an international body made up of 21 member countries including most nations with a border to the Pacific Ocean. The current members are: Australia, Brunei, Canada, Chile, China, Chinese Taipei, Hong Kong, Indonesia, Japan, Malaysia, Mexico, New Zealand, Papua New Guinea, Peru, Philippines, Russia, Singapore, South Korea, Thailand, USA, Vietnam.

How important is it?

On the world stage, it is of limited importance. The G8 summit and the World Economic Forum attract some serious firepower, not just from among heads of government of the richest nations on Earth but also from the bankers and business barons who pull the purse strings.

However, it is fairly rare for so many world leaders to be in the same place at the same time – so when they are, what they talk about and what they sign up to can be very important. It is even more rare for Australia to be a part of this type of summit, arguably making it more important for us than for others involved (George W. Bush is leaving early, for instance).

What will they be talking about?

Since the 2001 summit in Shanghai, which took place in the summit of the September 11 attacks in the US, international security and the fight against terrorism has had an increasingly prominent place at the talks. While the summit is technically supposed to be focused on economic issues, it is argued that terrorism has such an impact on a country’s economy that it should be discussed at APEC.

Trade issues such as free trade and/or lowering tariffs between APEC members will also be on the agenda. The Prime Minister also wants the 21 world leaders to discuss setting up a regional carbon trading scheme as part of the fight against global warming.

Why are people so angry about it?

The original driving force behind the opposition to APEC was the anti-globalisation movement, which believes that groups such as APEC and the trade deals they promote merely make rich countries richer and poor countries poorer.

But since it is fairly rare for so many world leaders to be together at once, it provides a platform for protest groups of all types to target the meeting as their chance to get their message across while the spotlight is on.

So what do the protesters want?

It varies. The anti-APEC protests are anti-globalisation, anti-war, anti-WorkChoices, anti-global warming and anti-poverty, to name just a few rallying points. The wide range of leaders coming to town also means there could be single-issue protesters – for instance someone opposed to China’s human rights record or Russia’s war in Chechnya.

So the protesters are united in their opposition to the high profile names attending, but what they actually want instead can differ.

What a boring little post this one is ... oh well I have to stand on my soap box sometimes ...

Take care people
love and light
Sarah ...

So life goes on ... well in some form or another lol

2007-08-26T23:07:00.000+10:00

Anyway just got back from a totally sick performance (is that what the kids say) at the tea shop we had a guy play some great blues rootsy funky folky stuff he was fantastic he has actually kicked off what should become our spring series of having a music act one the last sunday of the mth its a way to say thanks to all the people who come to the shop a way to say welcome to some new faces and most of all its a way to pull some more money out of there pockets lol how captalistic of me narr we so dont even charge ...

Anyway I have had a few ups and downs this week but most of all I have been up except for some late lonly nights and bad dreams .. well you get that sometimes

I have been trying to add some writting lattley that is not all shit about what I do and where I have been and from time to time I will just post it at the bottom of a post I found this clip on You tube and its kinda my fave at he moment I am working on getting some of the moves down before I ask to be on part 2 lol no really well maybe not ... watch it if you have time

I fixed the speedo on my bike on Saturday .. they were going to charge me 500 for a new one so little miss fixit had a go totally thinking I would turn out to be little miss fuckit .... but no some spray oil and a wiggle here and there and wola all good ..

anyway try to guess where this I took this photo its along way from my place but so nice I am going back really soon and the riders around that area are soo nice flashing there lights and telling me where the cops were hiding cause I was only going like 100kph over the speed lmit lol

Love and light
Sarah
hugz

For Lloyd

2007-08-16T17:53:00.000+10:00

One of the things I do is visit old people its part of a age concern group that I volunteered for a while back and involves an Hour a week (well sometimes more) where I would vist an old dude and just chat and keep them company. About a year back I started visiting Lloyd. He was the original grumpy old man and I would come and share some time with him sometimes just talking about what he was up to sometimes playing cards or sharing a cup of tea most of the time I would just listen to him talk about all kinds of stuff.. He always has alot to say about any topic from politics to life and was not shy in just saying it as it is .. (or at least how he sees things) Sometimes I didnt want to spend time with him Like I said he could be a grumpy old prick !!!! but I would tell him so and he would laugh and agree for the most part!!

We played cards one day and he got so pissed off when I beat him he called me a cheat and threw the cards in the air I told him to go fuck himself to which he laughed and we both ended up laughing at the fact I used the F word and how un becoming of a lady it was .. gee I guess he got to know me too ...

anyway early this week I got the news that Lloyd had passed away it. He died in hes sleep and without any pain so I guess that was a nice enough way to end his life .. They had a funeral for him today and It was nice to meet some of his friends (he didnt have many) some of his famialy and even a few guys that served in Veitnam with him (gee they came along way)

I guess deep down I knew this would happan some day but it hit me like a brick I could go on and talk about Lloyd for ages but I wont (I just dont feel like it) And He would not want me too anyway so I will only say Your God bless and keep you Lloyd you showed me many things taught me many lessions and I am truly better to have known you ... Thank you for everything ... LOVE AND LIGHT FOREVER (even if you couldnt understand why I said that lol ) Hugz SARAH

i felt heavy today.
the alarm woke me up on the floor
telling me to get ready for your visitation.

i didn't know what to wear,
so i wore what i always wear

mike came and picked me up
carried us to the funeral home.
everything felt heavy.

I went inside and saw many people crying.
I hugged all of the familiar faces
which I had not seen before.

many people were crying.
but i wasn't crying.
my emotions didn't want to show themselves.

i went into the chapel where many people were gathering.
i couldn't think when i saw your casket
from the back of the room.

so i sat for a short while.
then i went to the altar
and hugged your sister.

after i hugged your brother
i looked down at you in your casket.
you didn't look the same.

i wasn't crying like everyone else.
i couldn't figure out why,
for i had loved you too.

finally the man said it was time for the service to start.
so i sat again,
this time in the front pew.

i could see you perfectly.
you didn't look the same.
but i still wasn't crying.

the man told us about you.
he summed up your life in less than one hour,
but you were so much more than that.

after the service ended
i went to your casket again.
you were peaceful, but not the same.

suddenly things were blurry
and hot water was pouring
out of my eyes.

i pulled away and looked up at mike
and saw the tears in his eyes;
the first i had seen him cry.

i hugged others.
i felt heavy.
i was not myself.

as i was leaving
i stopped to hug jacob
and said i would see him monday.

everything was blurry by that time.
everything felt heavy
and i couldn't move.

on the drive home
the sky flashed with lightning
again and again

the clouds glowed with the same blue
that used to light your eyes,
the same eyes that lit the world.

those eyes that i'll never see again
for as long as i live
alive only in my memory.

i will see you again one day.

Is that spring I can smell ???

2007-08-08T14:51:00.000+10:00

Well kids spring is awhile off yet but had some great weather the last few days and well I like to get my hopes up dont I ...

So what can I tell you ... Sunday I went on a Huge ride with some people from the local bike shop and It was great to get out in a group of about 15 riders they say when the weather picks up they get alot more so I am looking fwd to that we did about 300km and my butt was so sore I am not use to long rides but it will get better (I hope) I totaly forgot to take any photos and kinda kicked myself when I got back cause we went to some great areas and found a nice old school pub that kinda rocked even if I could only order a salad and that was kinda basic to say the least aparantly the dead animals were great from what I was told ... anyway made some new friends and had a laugh .. they ride first sunday of the mth and even do a couple of overnight trips during the year so that should be a blast..

I am at abit of a loss again as to where to take this blog .. I dont know if I should write about things that are inportant to me or just fill it with crap that goes on in my life or what .... any ideas????? I guess when I started I was going to write on my life and the events and people that effect it so thats what you are going to get ... I do think I need to put alittle more thought into it .. dont you think ... ??????

I have called off my plans to head to South East Asia for now . perhaps next year just never seems to be enough time .. ( Do I sound old or what ..) back in my day ... ha ha ah

Sicko comes out tommorow and I am hoping to see it sometimes I forget how lucky we are in Australia to have free (well almost free) Health care so that we look after everyone the way it should be I feel ...

And what kind of person would I be not got give you thisLINK ????!!!!!!!

Take care nice people (grumpy ones can piss off lol )

Love and light
Sarah

It's about 11.00 am in the coffee shop. I got bored of conversation a while ago. I've taken to watching. Oberving. Occasional rough grunts to show I'm alive, but aside from that, just watching...observing...him.
He's smoking. I know he's too broke to afford cigarettes. I know he bludged them. Chances are he didn't even know the person. He's a performer. He will charm until he gets what he want. Cigarettes. Love. Money. Today he has extracted a cup of coffee from me. This sits in front of him, half drunk. A cappuccino. Reasonable flavour. Not fantastic quality. But I know he's not a discriminating coffee drinker. As long as I'm paying, it all works.
I think his girlfriend is talking. Not sure what about...herself probably. Unlike previous girlfriends ths one is a teenager, as opposed to a teenager's body with a thirty year old soul. No...this one is definitely a teenager.
She's an ex-smoker. Playing with some of his used matches. Flicking them between her fingers, talking, but staring intently at his cigarette, watching his hand move back and forward from the table to his mouth.
My eyes follow hers to the hand. He has a very feminine way of holding his cigarette. Not like my mother. My mother holds her cigarette like it is something to be treasured. Like each puff will be her last. My mother holds her cigarette like an addict. He doesn't. He holds it like a fashion statment. Like pin-up girls in the forties and fifties. Like it is something to make one's self more attractive. Like he could quit at any time but now is just not convenient. He'd make you believe it too... if you gave him a window. He gently draws back, then allows whisps of smoke to curl out the side of his mouth and trail up into the air.
Cigarette smoke has always fascinated me. It has a funny way of curling itself round the air and strangling. The smoke suffocates the air before wafting over to my face, engulfing me in a smell I find oddly comforting. Marlboro smoke. I am immune to it.
Girl is still talking. He is still smoking. And me? I am still watching...observing...inhaling offcast Marlboro smoke and thinking...
When I looked at him I saw a little boy in big boy's clothing. That is all. He was smoking. He was cool. He was fine. And he was so out of his depth.

Honestly

2007-07-29T20:09:00.000+10:00

Honestly I have been abit down the last few days As you guys know I live alone and are not normally lonley just alone but for some reasion I have been lonley the last few days apart from a great chat online with a distant friend I have really not spoken a word to anyone Sometimes this is not problem in fact most of the time its all good but for some reasion the last few days it has been ..

I was going for a nice long ride today but the weather was so dam cold I pulled out of it after a few kms cause it just was not fun I was warm enough with all my gear on but with overcast skys and snow in the air I thought the better of it prolly a good thing as there has been alot of car crashes in the area of late due to ice and dumb monkey people ... (thanks bbc for the monkey explations)

Spring will be coming soon and I for one am looking fwd to it i have had enough of winter it makes me fat .. So for the next 6 mths I am not going to eat anything lol well thats not true but I will be working on that beach body I love so much seems every year its harder to get too and harder to hold on too .. not that I should really care but I do

fricken bored !!!!

2007-07-28T20:37:00.000+10:00

ok what a dull day I think today is like the 3rd day in a row and I have not spoken to anyone ... whats with that ... today I went riding in the rain it was way cool and most fun the sound of the rain splating on my helmet the wind rushing past my head and the bike reving its arse off was an intresting mix this was combined with the smells of fresh rain and open fires as I rode past homes ..

On Tour ......

2007-07-22T17:20:00.000+10:00

Well Boys and Girls,Its been snowing up here FANTASTIC and I have been riding around like crazy and thought I would actually take some photos for you ... Been awhile and all
My Baby .... Gosh I love this bike ... mwa mwa and yes that is a L plate on the back I only just got my Ls and all

So anyway here are some more photos of the main street near here and my fave place and all ....

So how is everyone ???? My inbox has been very Quite So I guess you are all busy or something .... (gee I should get alife also giggles)

Anyway thought you might like a couple of clips from my fave TV show here in Australia The chasers war on everything ... enjoy ...

IM BACK !!!!!

2007-07-16T11:55:00.000+10:00

Hey Kids
well back from the coast it was very nice I got to recharge my batterys etc ... nice and relaxing but not really much to tell I spent my time walking the beaches getting masarges and reading .. I found that most people were at the snow or something cause there was no one around at all which was just how I like it ...

I even went out Sea Kyaking one day we got to visit some of the small beaches and coves that most people dont get to visit and you can not get to without a boat it was geat even if my arms and ass hurt like a bitch when we got back well we did paddle for 8 hours ouch ....

I picked up my bike yesterday and its so great I rode all day and again this morning got to say I LOVE it even if its cold and I lost feeling in my fingers for a while .. I will post some pics when the weather inproves and I clean her up ... Oh she needs a name .. any ideas ???? she is silver and grey and black if that helps anyone ...

Is it just me or is everyone over winter I gotta say I have had enough ... but I guess it wont be long till I complain about summer being so hot so you can not please everyone .... ha ha

My New Bike ...YEA!!!!!!

2007-07-01T18:52:00.000+10:00

Hey kids sorry for the slack posting I will try but I am heading away in a couple of days so might not make a post for a week or two .... I will try to find a net cafe somewhere .. I am heading down the coast to a holiday home I have rented for a couple of weeks I am hoping to just chill out and catch my breath from what has been a fast paced year so far ... so look for some holiday snaps soon ..

On another note I just payed for my new bike its not the one I was going to get its a Suzuki Across GSX 250F
How cute is it ???!!!!!!!! omgosh I am totaly inlove with it ... weird hey but as they say its more of a partnership riding a bike than driving a care ... well I pick it up in a couple of weeks when I get back so look out .... maybe I will have to visit all my net friends just cause I need a reasion to go somewhere .. like I need a reasion ....

Apart from that nothing much is going on ..... sad all the same .. oh I almost forgot you have prolly seen this email going around but I thought I would post it anyway ... as you know I can not spell for shit and english I recon sucks .. this email sums up how I feel ....

Reasons why English is so hard to learn...

1) The bandage was wound around the wound.
2) The farm was used to produce produce.
3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse.
4) We must polish the Polish furniture.
5) He could lead if he would get the lead out.
6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert.
7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time
to present the present.
8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum.
9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes.
10) I did not object to the object.
11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid.
12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row.
13) They were too close to the door to close it.
14) The buck does funny things when the does are present.
15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line.
16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow.
17) The wind was too strong to wind the sail.
18) After a number of injections my jaw got number.
19) Upon seeing the tear in the painting I shed a tear.
20) I had to subject the subject to a series of tests.
21) How can I intimate this to my most intimate friend?

There is no egg in an eggplant nor ham in hamburger; neither apple
nor pine in pineapple. Sweetmeats are candies, while sweetbreads,
which aren't sweet, are meat. And if we explore its paradoxes, we
find that quicksand can work slowly, boxing rings are square and a
guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig. You park in the
driveway but you drive on the parkway. You ship by truck and send
cargo by ship. How can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same,
while a wise man and a wise guy are opposites?

You have to marvel at the unique lunacy of a language in which your
house can burn up as it burns down, in which you fill in a form by
filling it out and in which an alarm goes off by going on. When
the stars are out, they are visible, but when the lights are out, they
are invisible.
And finally, how about when you want to shut down your computer
you have to hit 'START!!

Love and light my little friends ...
much hugz
Sarah mwa mwa

8 Things about me ...oks

2007-06-25T18:45:00.001+10:00

[edit sorry dave!!!!!!]

Dave taged me for 8 things post well I guess that means I will tell you all 8 more things about me but I think you already know all that is worth knowing ....... So using Dans post as a guide here I go ...

1, I am an only child but I do have a young half brother but I think I have only met him once maybe twice ... I left home at 14 and haven't looked back I also have never met my Dad but have no plans to track him down I mean If I am not worth his time then he is not worth mine ...

2, I finished high school I hold an arts degree and a marketing degree, They are somewhere in a box which shows how much value I place on them actually I was going to burn my arts degree as an artistic statement but couldn't find it at the time ... ha ha ...

3,I am 29 (ouch) I have lived in Sydney, Melbourne, Albury/ wodonga, Paris, Rouen, and that's about it ... I have stayed at other places but not for more than a couple of Mths so they don't count.

4, Lets see jobs lol .... well I was a photographer for a marketing company for a few years, I own a Tea shop and sometimes work as a barista there, I have also made money doing some crap modeling for art studies while in France and I have also done some close protection work in the last few years but the jobs are few and far between (Prolly a good thing)

5,mmmmm am I a christian ??? who knows... I was once but kinda fell out with the powers that be and never really been back .. I like to think I am spiritual and open to many beliefs my own belief would prolly fall somewhere in between them all .... ( not really an answer is it)

6,Music well I like it all I have a huge collection of mp3/cds whatever you kids call them these days .. If you walk into my home you may find blues and roots playing you might find clasical or hardcore punk!!!!! I love house and Teckno... but never like country cause that stuff is shit!!!

7,I am quite and kind but I guess if you said tom boy or something like that it would best decribe me .. I do alot of outdoor stuff and dont mind getting my hands dirty

8,All time dream job .. ha ha I havnt worked like a real job in about 5 years and never will have to work again if i continue to play my cards right I guess you could say I retired at 25 and now the life I want .... I am not going to explain it too much on here but anything is posiable if you want it .....

So there you go 8 things some of you knew about me and some of you didnt ...

PS. Dave are you going to visit me or what !!!!! I did this post just for you hunny

Love and light
Sarah xoxoxox

KFC Tortures Chicks

2007-06-20T15:34:00.000+10:00

Hilltop Hoods frontman Matt Lambert, a.k.a. Suffa, appears in a brand new ad for People For the Ethical Treatment of Animals (PETA)

Watch more videos at PETAAsiaPacific.com.

The bikie within ........

2007-06-18T14:48:00.001+10:00

Well not to much going on in my life the only news I have is I am buying another motorbike .... yes another one ... I have a small dirt bike but of late I have been looking at getting a road bike .. Just a small one but perhaps something bigger in a couple of years if I live that long .. being fairly light a big bike would kill me in next to no time without the right training and experance and from what I know its a huge difrence from riding my dirt bike to riding a road bike so better to be safe than sorry ...

I have been shopping around and am going to buy the a new GPX 250 sold in the USA as the NINJI 250 .. anyway I will post some pix when I have it and show you all ... I am going to wait till next financal year so more time to wait and think I guess .. here is a photo in the mean time ..

MY HOME

2007-06-10T14:34:00.000+10:00

ok ok ok I am posting I am .... lol ... let me sleep!!!!

So anyway I am going to share with you all some of the area around my little house and why I love it here sooooo ...... first I live between the towns of Leura and Katoomba

Click on it too enlarge or get better glasses for those of you that dont know thats about 100Km West of sydney

I guess the best way if for me to show you some of the sites around here and to spite my better judgment I will add some you tube vids to take alook at I know peeps hate the long loads so I will take no offence if you dont watch them ... hell I didnt take them ... you can even CLICK HERE to see the offical tourist infomation vid if you like ... its a bit tacky but what the hell ... you will get the idea ..

Actually I have spent alot of time today trying to find something on you tube to show you all ... and apart from shit there is not much ... I dont want to wast your time so perhaps I should take my cam out for a day .... maybe .... I am soo lazy sometimes .. Here is the better ones ... the first is from YHA

Take care friends
love and light
Sarah xoxoxo

The weekend is over and Its over

2007-05-21T19:30:00.000+10:00

Hey space kids, well the weekend is over and its also over with Rob it was kinda a joint desion even if I made it .. you see things were going ok but just ok and I want more ... I was not in love with him and he was not in love with me so no heart break if anything a slight weight off my shoulders to be honest... Its a shame but I am sure there is more out there for me .. so Its back to seeing what the future brings???????

So what other news ... well sorry to say not much ... Its getting cold and dark real early and I am feeling like hiding away for the winter its great to see some rain and all I just forgot what its like when it gets dark so early and so late ... feels like 10 pm at 6 pm but you get that no matter where you are I guess .....

OH and another thing I shaved my head again its kinda funky and mean looking why I dont know but needed the change and didnt have a tattoo in mind lol .... well I do but I am not ready to start on that one yet ... so for the next while I will next to no hair but hey it will grow back real soon so nothing to worry about ... I hope ... lol

Take care friends
love and light
Sarah
hugz and kisses

Mothers Day Varekai

2007-05-14T14:27:00.000+10:00

Well after a sleepless night mothers day came about now as you know I havent seen or heard from my mum in years!!! untill a few weeks back when she got intouch with me and then we talked on the phone a few times in the last mth she lives in Melbourne now and anyway we decided to meet up ... I also was going to Melbourne to see Cirque du soleil so I thought I would combine the two and make a day of it taking my mother to see Cirque at the same time at least we would have something to do rather than dificult conversation and we would be in a public place so less chance of Me comiting murder with so many people around (Note I only said less lol)

Anyway we met for lunch at Southbank which was ok only she turned up totaly under dressed I am not complaining only that if she could have made some effort what the hell I can get over it right .. anyway we didnt talk much and when we did it was mostly shit anyway I didnt want to tell her anything she could use against me at some latter date and so I answered most of her questions quite vauge She told me alot of what she was doing and I was polite about asking all the right questions about how she is etc .... for the most part I guess It was positive but not something we will do anytime soon So anyway we ate I payed (nothing new there) then walked down to see Varekai by cirque du soleil,

It was Fantastic They sure know how to put on a show!!!! I totaly recomend it to everyone given the chance!!!!! trully I was so impressed by the performance the costumes the lighting everything was great you just didnt know where to look I totally wish I had run away to join them at a young age !!!!!

So anyway I guess overall it was a nice day I talked to my mum first time in years and we didnt argue perhaps there is hope yet ... but dont hold your breath!!!!.. I know I know life is too short and I am a forgiving soul But not forgeting so lets just see as time moves on!!!! Best of all I got to go to the Cirque with my mum something I never did as a kid ... and lets face it I am still a child after all ...

Love and light
Friends
Sarah xoxoxox

How to find words

2007-05-05T13:14:00.000+10:00

Today I feel cranky I don't want to do anything I don't want to see anyone I just want to sit and stare mindless into the TV or something of that nature ... Robbie is coming over in about 30 mins and I don't want to see him .. Perhaps I will ask to go see a movie so I don't have to talk to him... That doesn't sound good dose it?

I have just got back in town after a few weeks on the road and I want to get back on the road ...

I think I will end it with Rob soon he isn't the one he never is going to be the one so why do I waste my time with him????

Anyway on a brighter note I am seeing alot of bloggers get annoyed and pissed off and confused by blogging and peoples comments ... Its always stunned me as to why I blog at all I mean I am normally a fairly personal person I still haven't worked out why I would write anything on here stuff that I don't say to my friends ... OH I remember I don't have friends lol ...

Narrr Perhaps I will have to make my next post very personal and on my inner most thoughts and fears ... now that's a scary thought should I tell you about the voices and the monsters that visit me when I am all alone in the dark ... I know we all have them .... So what is your greatest fear? what scares you? What has hurt you and revisits you ?? Tell me yours and I will tell you all mine in my most intense and deepest post yet (next week sometime)

Missy New Album out 2Day!!!!

2007-04-28T21:42:00.000+10:00

Missy Higgins relesed her new album "On A Clear Night" today and I am not going to review it or anything but I will tell you Its fantastic you can hear alot of itHEREor even HEREif you dont know her work ... Been along time for me to see her live but I will do again soon with concerts all over the country !!!! Gotta say I love her music !!!

So in other news I went to church with robbie on friday night ... wow you say .... well not really to church we went to see a silent movie and it was in an old church to use there huge organ !!! we saw "phantom of the opera" the original 1925 version it was funny well nerdy fun.. but church seats are hard as a rock on my Bum lol

Apart from that I have been traveling I dont know if I made that clear before but have been spending the last mth on the road going from one little surf town to the next and covering some great distances chasing that perfect wave as we bid good bye to summer yet again ... I gotta say I have had enough of summer this year it sucked way too long but hey winter is almost here ... YEA !!!

Untill next time love and light
Sarah
hugz !!!!!!

les plus grands apoligies mes ont aimé ceux

2007-04-25T12:53:00.000+10:00

So sorry I said I was back and then I took off for a couple more weeks how slack am I !!!! (what a bitch)

anyway I am here now I spent the last few days checking on suger glider and squirel glider boxes out in lthe bush these cute little animals are so cute and so hard to find anyway here is some photos ...

So Life is mostly good I have been doing some driving around the country and just chillin out meeting lots of nice new people and for the most part am enjoying a living very free and natural ( I dont know how to explain that better) lets just say I have lots of time to explore and smell the roses of late

I am still seeing Rob and that is what it is ... I am not taking it too serious and dont think I ever will for the moment its just nice to have someone even if its not the "right" one .. we are just having fun hanging out and it will end when it ends

I have been taking lots of photos of the places and people I meet on this long road trip I seem to find myself on so look out for some more posts when I get the chance but not many of me I actually dyed my hair with streaks of red at the moment I know maybe some kind of mid life thing to try to hold on to my fading youth but giggles .. you know I am not that old ... am I

I am trying to get to melbourne soon to catch cirque du soleil show I missed them in the other citys so fingers crossed I will get that done !

Anyway Its anzac day today so blessings and light to all diggers and anyone effected by war in any way funny how the war to end all wars didnt really end all wars and history will repeat itself again and again ... I dont know the answers but worth some thought

IM BACK !!!!!

2007-04-01T16:27:00.000+10:00

Hello everyone ... Thanks for the kind emails while I have been away its good to see that you can not live without me ... ha ha ha

So to answer some questions I took the time off cause I felt I needed it .. I was having trouble finding anything to write about and as they say if you can not find anything nice to say then say nothing at all .. so The time off was all about that and me just spending time with me ..

News ....
well I am still with robbie hes like my boyfriend now and things are going well I am not really getting my hopes up on anything yet but for now we are having fun and hanging out heaps

I have got a new phone same number as before but now I am the proud owner of a sony ericsson w880i its tiny and a sweet arse phone ..

In a few weeks time I am going bush to check on some suger glider nesting boxes that have been up for a few years now its spose to be heaps fun and those little guys are cute as hope I get some photos for ya!!

Easter is fast coming up and I will be heading to the east coast blues festival! if anyone is going get intouch and we can hang there!!!!!

I was down at the Yack festival again this year and managed to catch some great bands and artistists like Mad Violet and
Tecomacheck out the sites they rock!!!

I have been trainning hard and got some injurys to prove it but nothing to serious just a couple of sprains and strains .. I am getting old me thinks lol

anyway thats all for today much more to say soon just going to check all the blogs I have been missing ....

love you long time
Sarah
mwa mwa

Having March Off !

2007-02-25T23:28:00.000+11:00

Yes the rumors are true I am taking March off my blog ... Why well I just need some down time I will still be around to make smart ass comments and emails and stuff but as for bloging I think the 4 weeks off will do me good ..... The only reasion behind this is my need to take some time off posting is all ... So what can I say ...

Keep an eye out for some fantastic posts in April but its gotta be by for now my dear sweet friends ..

Love and light
see ya all soon
Sarah
big hugz

All the sleep in needed yea!

2007-02-18T09:04:00.000+11:00

I just woke up from a 12 hour sleep wow .... Guess it was just what I needed cause I feel great! Lots to do today I have a weight workout to do today then I have to clean my house before Rob gets here tonight ... I wonder if he thinks I am a neat freak or when he will catch my house in its normal state of crap everywhere lol ...

I did end up getting that massage late yesterday .. gotta say I am sure that had something to do with my sleeping .. do you guys get a massage? if so how regular ? I try to get one every couple of weeks but some of those are sports ones and they hurt not the kinda soft feel good ones that we sometimes need ..

Aunyway just a short post to say all is well in my world once again ... and sleep is not as over rated as I thought ...

Love and light
Sarah

What a Week

2007-02-17T20:11:00.000+11:00

Well I have made it through another week and gotta say I feel like crap at the moment. I dont really know why I just feel so tired and run down maybe I will sleep well tonight (fingers crossed).
Lets see things with Rob are really moving along but I dont know how I feel yet apart from numb He has alot of good points but I can not really see it going anywhere to tell the truth I have told him I dont know how I feel and he says he dosnt know either so I guess we are both in the same boat on that one He is coming over for a sleep over tommorow night and that will be fun as long as he understands that it is what it is and and I am not promising anything but I have told him all that so he can not blame me if things change.
I am spose to visit mum and her bunch late next week which is stressful but at the same time something I feel I should do. I dont know if I want to do that either but I guess I will feel better if I at least make some effort.
Perhaps I need a massage in fact as I type that I think thats is what I will do perhaps visit one of the day spas that are around the place cause I feel I have lost some peace that my life is centered around.
Not much else to report I guess just life is kinda boring and stressful at the same time right now ...
I will try and post more I know I have been slack of late ... sorry

Thanks for all the kind words people
love and light Sarah

Really I Just Dont care enough !!!!!

2007-02-12T11:20:00.000+11:00

Ok been awhile I guess???? Just havnt felt like posting

The last week has seen me grow and learn so thats gotta be a good thing well perhaps it started with an email from my mum ... yes my mum who I havnt spoken to in about 6 years and before that prob not much either now gotta say I was just about to delete it without reading it but felt worth the read I mean why not right. Anyway it seems she is real sick and wanted to see me blah blah etc etc ...

Why should I was the main thought that crossed my mind for a day but then I thought well hell I am bigger than that so I finally got up the courage to call her for a chat (see I can be a big girl lol) Gotta say I didnt have to bite my tounge as much as I thought I would maybe she is sick I thought anyway we actually talked for over an hour about all kindas of crap (I guess she dosnt really know much about me) anyways she seemed happy that called and she cried alot (drama queen) It seems that she is in a bad way and wants to make peace with me while she can (I never believe anything that comes out of her mouth so will see) but also told me that my half brother wants to meet me.. I totally forgot I had a half brother lol.. I dont really have time for all there bullshit but I didnt say that I am like well who knows maybe I dont know sometime perhaps. There is alot of water under the bridge so who knows what I can forgive and forget... I am not getting any younger myself

I guess the main thing for me is I just dont care. I couldnt care less these people are nothing to me and will never be anything to me ...

The phone call ended with with her promising to call me soon and perhaps meeting them all one day ... Do I really want to do this ?? If I dont will I regret it sometime ? I think not! but who knows

I guess I should explain that there is a long story behind it all the short version for those of you who dont know about my mum is that through her neglect and basicaly the fact that she didnt want to be a mother to me I left home at 14 to live with a friend and hes familay and really have only had minnimal contact with her seince then and the contact that I have had has been less than nice that is both my fault and hers I will admit that ..... But for now I am like I just dont care Its like people I dont know and have nothing to do with me for many years they are not part of my life have never been and will never be so whats the point!!!!

Shanaka Fernando was named Australia's Local Hero

2007-01-28T12:44:00.000+11:00

Shanaka Fernando was named Australia's Local Hero for his work founding not-for-profit restaurant chain Lentil as anything.

The group of four restaurants, which employs about 80 young people and provides space for artists and writers, does not set prices for dishes.

Instead, diners are encouraged to pay what they can afford or what they think the meal was worth.

Mr Fernando sunk his personal capital into the first restaurant and turned it into a co-operative and youth training enterprise. Lentil as Anything has shown that it is possible for a business to be run on a socially responsible, idealistic basis and still be financially successful and popular.

The 38-year-old restaurateur, who was born in Sri Lanka and arrived in Australia in 1989, said the award meant a great deal to him.

"Hopefully it means the nature of what is happening through our organisation is important and will spill out to the greater society.

"I hope this award will inspire other migrants and anyone in the community who may have ideas that might not seem normal and which have no prior format to go ahead and try these ideas and follow your heart."

And on the eve of Australia Day, Mr Fernando said he thought to be Australian was to be "welcoming of others … to be encouraging of each other".

I Met Shanaka some time ago when some friends of mine and myself took a huge road trip from Sydney to Melbourne just to visit hes restaurant in melbourne I love this guy he has a heart as big as one could have and a social awarness that is everything I want mine to be! I almost cryed when I heard he had won an award (about time) and I watched him accept it on TV with in a most humble way!!! This man is great!!

Who would have thought a restaurant with no prices would suvive let alone bring some social change!!!

My heart goes out to you Shanaka with love, light and blessings to you my friend!!!!
Sarah xoxo

Interview Link

Happy Australia Day !!!!!!!!!

2007-01-26T01:48:00.000+11:00

Aussie Aussie Aussie OI OI OI!!!!!!!

I came from the dreamtime from the dusty red soil plains
I am the ancient heart, the keeper of the flame
I stood upon the rocky shore
I watched the tall ships come
For forty thousand years I'd been the first Australian.

[2]
I came upon the prison ship bowed down by iron chains.
I cleared the land, endured the lash and waited for the rains.
I'm a settler.
I'm a farmer's wife on a dry and barren run
A convict then a free man I became Australian.

[3]
I'm the daughter of a digger who sought the mother lode
The girl became a woman on the long and dusty road
I'm a child of the depression
I saw the good times come
I'm a bushy, I'm a battler
I am Australian

[chorus]
We are one, but we are many
And from all the lands on earth we come
We share a dream and sing with one voice:
I am, you are, we are Australian
I am, you are, we are Australian.

[4]

I'm a teller of stories
I'm a singer of songs
I am Albert Namatjira
I paint the ghostly gums
I am Clancy on his horse
I'm Ned Kelly on the run
I'm the one who waltzed Matilda
I am Australian
[5]

I'm the hot wind from the desert
I'm the black soil of the plains
I'm the mountains and the valleys
I'm the drought and flooding rains
I am the rock, I am the sky
The rivers when they run
The spirit of this great land
I am Australian
[chorus]

We are one, but we are many
And from all the lands on earth we come
We share a dream and sing with one voice:
I am, you are, we are Australian
I am, you are, we are Australian.

Being Australian means so many things so many people At the end of the day I am so deeply Happy and proud to be australian. Australia has so much to be proud for we are growing up and continue to change but we all hold onto the great gift it is to be australian we may have come from many countrys but we have one dream to live together as one. As a country born from chains as convicts we welcome with open arms people from all over the world we offer a fresh start a new life!!!!

How Hard ?

2007-01-24T18:56:00.000+11:00

Hey Kids well as some of you know I am back training! But I really have no goal at the moment which makes it hard as hell when you dont know where you are heading... I have started back in the weight room I think just to stop the boredem at the moment perhaps to get a nice girly 6 pack back for next summer perhaps to take on the surf again and maybe even enter a comp or something ...

I kinda retired from adventure racing about a year ago and I have loved the break no a year when you wake up with no pain when you eat what you like not what you have to. So anyway I am not going back to any of that crazy stuff but I feel the need to do something anyway in doing so I hooked up with my old PT this week and we started training again gotta say I am sore all over even my toes (what the hell is that about) its kinda fun and I feel fitter and more relaxed again

What dose it say about me when I have to run and lift weights and swim just to be able to sleep well at night .. lol go figure but I have noticed that this time I am eatting better and my body is loving me for it execpt I am getting vains coming up in my arms and legs not ugly ones like spider ones I mean muscle ones its kinda freaky when I finsh.

Am going to spend Australia day (aka invasion day) back at bondi with some old friends celebrating what its like to be in the lucky country and living the good life ..... Its time to show the flag and everything that makes us love to be aussies that means beaches and sunscreen to me oh and watching life savers and surfboys YUM!!!!!!

when you are yelling on the inside "ok shut up now"

2007-01-22T16:06:00.000+11:00

So the second date went well but at one point I was ready to say SHUT UP! I mean this guy and talk and talk! The movie was great and the coffee after was nice but lets see Rob is a PHD student and well dare I say it part nerd! thats not so bad hes great to talk to but I need to be able to talk too and not just sit there listening to him crap on about bullshit ..

OK all that said we will prolly go out again I mean everything else is going well and if he can relax a bit then maybe we will go places .. who knows I will give him alittle time and just wait see.

Apart from that I am back training not for anything inportant this time just doing some weight sesions in the gym with a PT and keeping up with the running and swiming I really dont want to get into anything but need to keep fit! I think I put on about 5 kg over christmas period .! ouch !!!

Now they are already selling hot cross buns at the supermarket just another reasion to stay away from the big corprate monsters .. normally I keep well clear of them trying to buy from farmers markets and small shops but sometimes you just have to go inthere for something and I was there last week I found hot cross buns and its still Jan!! Easter didnt make you fat cause its only one day of choclete but now its like 3 mths of hot cross buns and choc ... omgosh .. the fat jsut get fatter!!!!

Still sweating it out here waiting for some rain .. and fires still raging but no longer near me thank whoever !!!

Love and light
Sarah

I Would Say Eccentric

2007-01-18T16:07:00.000+11:00

I was talking to a good friend of mine over tea this morning he said to me "Sarah you will never find a man your too much of a weirdo!"
My reply "Weirdo! Perhaps eccentric but not weirdo prick"
"No seriously Sazz you do weird things"
"Weird to you maybe not to me"

Anyway I got thinking am I that weird!! did High school scar me that much!?

He gave me five things that I do and he thinks they are weird? I dont think so! do you ??

1. I randomly call it french day or deaf day or german day and then only talk that language for the whole day to everyone I meet or even online. But thats just about me keeping up my language skills so thats not weird! is it?NOT WEIRD

2.I sleep for about 4 hours at a time prefering to get up early then sleep after lunch then stay up late. Is that so bad I mean we live in a 24/7 world it makes sence to me.NOT WEIRD

3.I have never and will never go inside a Mc Donalds or KFC. I mean why would ya?NOT WEIRD

4.I like my Tea to made in order. But thats just taste isnt it! NOT WEIRD

5.I dont work I havnt worked in many years and have no intention of ever working a real job ever! That just luck NOT WEIRD

So I would say at best perhaps a little eccentric but not weird not at all!!! most people might say something different but then again they are the people who hate everything..

I looked up Eccentric"In popular usage, eccentricity refers to unusual or odd behavior on the part of an individual." Thats not so good so I read on "Eccentricity is often associated with genius, giftedness, or extreme creativity; the word itself is often employed to euphemize or invert a connotation of madness hence the phrase "there's a method to his madness", implying inscrutable complexity or originality in lieu of the dismissible randomness of common lunacy. The individual's eccentric behavior is perceived to be the outward expression of his unique intelligence or creative impulse"

Oh Tommorow I have a second date with Rob we are off to the movies and coffee should be great oh and its his birthday!! That is so unfair that we start dating and he has a birthday on the second date I mean I have to get him something but I dont know what he likes yet so its hard as hell .... I am thinking of a necklace that I like and hope he dose .. just something small.

Love and light friends
see ya soon
Sarah
hugz and kisses

The Smoke Gets in your Eyes

2007-01-14T21:31:00.000+11:00

Today started so stuffed up I sleeped in untill 10am now I normally get up at 5 am so go figure anyway I woke up and smelt smoke lots of smoke my eyes hurt mouth was dry and sore .. it was not dark but not light either there was a weird orange haze over everything.. there were no bird singing songs nothing at all!!!!

I was in a panic now as you know (or dont know) I live on about 5 square km of bush land and its the hight of fire seasion even though we had late last year we are still in a very bad fire seasion here!! anyway I ran from my bedroom to see what the hell was going on ... OK OK false alarm its just some smoke from somwhere else most likely all the way from the Victorian fires or somewhere but sure was not the start to the day I had hoped for !!!!!

Anyway I just got off the phone from the my date last Thursday lets just call him Rob for now anyway He asked me out for to a movie and coffee next friday and asked me to call him back latter in the week when I know what I would like to see!! WOW hows that must say its put a huge smile on my face but still early days yet and I am just trying to tell myself that!!!!! But I guess I have to have some hope up or I wouldnt care at all would I ...

Not much going on I have been reading alot about Cambodia and I think I might base my South East Asia holiday from there at least spend a couple of weeks there.

Take care peeps
Love and light
Sarah xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

The Date...

2007-01-12T08:34:00.000+11:00

Well last night went well I dont really know how well I wouldnt say it went GREAT but it wasnt CRAP either so we will just wait and see ... all I know is I am intrested hes very nice very smart and talks alot (yes more than I do) He dose have limited experance in the whole dating/relationship thing which might make things weird down the track. Well I dont know if weird is the word but diferent all the same I guess everyone is diferent thats just going to be one area that we are very diferent in... So nothing to report as yet .. just the waiting game .... I will give him a call on the weekend and see if he wants to catch up sometime soon ;)

Apart from that all is normal around here I am so so sick of summer. The Heat is giving me the shits!! I just long for a rainny winters day.

Nothing much going on this weekend either perhaps a poker game tonight all going well ..

So Another boring post from me I guess
Take Care friends
love and light
Sarah

07 starts with a bullet!!

2007-01-09T20:02:00.000+11:00

Only a couple of weeks into 07 and things are taking off big time! I found out today that a houses I have been looking into buying was just sold! gotta Hate that but I am not concerned there is always more I did like this one all the same and was just about to make an offer seems I missed the boat on this one Oh well better luck next time to be honest I can prolly do without one more at the moment with the market stalled at the moment.

Anyway the big news is a hot date I have lined up for Thursday night!!! Its with a guy I met at a christmas party not so long back we have been talking on the phone alittle but havnt caught up due to the whole christmas new year stuff and travel on hes part anyway He called last night and asked me out for Indian (my fave) so anyway nothing to tell at the moment but who knows I do like this one He is actually kinda smart and a bit younger than I am. Wish me luck X

I spent today swiming down the river Its so nice and refreshing to just swim and float down stream untill you go tooo far then have to get out and walk back only to do it again! I do love river swiming its the best!!

Oh my Hot tub is comming in next week so I guess that means I am going to have to have that Hot tub party soon!! maybe when it cools down a bit Your all invited of course more info to come on that one when it comes to hand ..

I am currently making plans to visit South East Asia in sept/oct if anyone is going to be there or wants to travel with me get intouch perhaps we can work something out? Who knows

I am thinking of wearing a dress on Thursday night (yes I actually own one) lol .. what do you guys think? its or should I dress in hippy pants?? Oh I have nothing to wear .. gotta hate my girly side it so dosnt come out to often I will have to supress it with vodka!

Anyway Take care friends
love and light
Sarah
xoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxox!

I,m Back ..(miss me???)

2007-01-04T21:45:00.000+11:00

Well Yes I am back and home after making it through another confest! This year I didnt get there till a day or so late cause I didnt feel all that well so i delayed my travel once again confest was fantastic,
I really dont know what to tell you. confest is great at giving you what you want out of it for me its about relaxing meeting people and de stressing its about letting my hair down and having fun!!

Check out my great body Paint job ;) (I thought best to cover some bits on the blog)

I listen to some ideas about all kinds of things from great raw food to yoga and everything in between!

Tonight I feel a bit strange so I will just leave my short little blog entry as it is ...

Take Care
Love and Light
Sarah
hugz

Leaving for Confest soon

2006-12-27T13:18:00.000+11:00

So yes I am off to Confest again this year even Might be the last time I make the trip down so what is confest ????

ConFest (Conference/Festival) is a gathering of people wishing to share talents, skills, ideas, concerns and philosophies in a caring fun loving and tolerant atmosphere. The presentation of workshops, demonstrations, entertainments and the maintenance of site facilities are all performed by volunteers, monetary payment is neither accepted nor made.

Explore wellbeing ways - drumming, dancing, storytelling and friendly chats at firecircles. Make links with others. Relax among new friends. Share healing ways in hundreds of workshops and mini-conferences. Have an outdoor massage (over 30 tables). Go into the steam lodge. Have a swim.
Slow down in a safe friendly environment. Dance the nights away with thousands under the Southern Stars.

At ConFest, people often set up villages with differing themes, some of the villages have been: Healing Village (a wide range of healing ways), Spiritual Village (spiritual ways and ceremonies), Arts Village (all forms of art,mud bath and hot tub), Families Village, Spiral Village (drumming/well-being), Yoga Village, etc. etc.. Little is pre-planned and events happen spontaneously. ConFest is a very unique event and all attending speak of the 'ConFest spirit' as something very special. In the Music Village, and at odd spaces around our site, performers include acoustic, folk, jazz, reggae, world and indigenous musical acts as well as some circus, theatre, comedy and poetry on an open air stage. As well spontaneous music, dance and art events and happenings that can emerge anywhere at any time. Once inside, all events are free..

So anyway this is where I will be the next few days but most likly be home early as I have some things to do around the place this year ....

If you are going to Confest make sure you email me asap if you want to catch up I will be around and online maybe ????

anyway
Love and light net peeps
Sarah hugz and kisses !!!

Christmas Gifts

2006-12-27T13:01:00.000+11:00

Hi Friends while I can not give you and gifts ...lol well I could maybe but I wont lol I have re posted my New Zealand trip vid blogs for all of you who havnt seen them I know they are crap but I thought what the hell I will only have them up for a week or so untill I pull them down cause I am alittle weary of putting vids of myself up on the web for everyone to see ... I just feel alittle weird about it all ... so anyway I loved this trip earlyer in the year and looking back now its so nice to see while the temp here is 30C and hot as being summer and all .. anyway here you go ...

And the extra one !!!!

Hope you enjoyed them I dont know when I will do it again Post a vid I mean But hoping to go back to NZ in 07 if you want to come email me and we can work something out !!!

love and light
Sarah

Getting old Sux !

2006-12-22T12:08:00.000+11:00

OK I think I am finally losing my marbles or as they say in Australia "there are a few roos loose in the top paddock" or " a couple of beers short of a six pack"... yesterday I did something so stupid .....

OK have you ever done this ... yesterday I drove down to the mall .. about 5 km from my place or about 3 USA miles (i guess) anyway i did a small bit of shopping and then left at such time I walked home ... It wasn't until a few hours latter I was going out again and went to get in may car ... which was no where ... I thought someone stole it ... then it hit me ... NO STUPID YOU DROVE IT TO THE MALL AND LEFT IT THERE !!!!!!!

How fucking dumb am I !!! I think it must be cause I am getting old I mean 30 is like so frickin old right ?! maybe I need to start looking at putting myself in a home or something

Not A Real Fan

2006-12-19T15:32:00.001+11:00

Im not really a fan of Christmas I guess no one likes the crowds or the rip off shops and I am yet to meet anyone who actually likes crapy christmas carols ... always puzled me as to why they sing about dashing through the snow in Australia when its 40 C (100 F in Usa language) and why people sit down to a full rost meal with all the trimings when its so hot !!! but go figure ...

Anyway Christmas for me is usualy spent alone I dont have a relations to go and hang out with so its generally a real quiet day here my memory is not bad enough yet to buy christmas gifts for myself and then wrap them and forget what I wraped ... so I dont bother I generally buy myself something in the post christmas sales but apart from that nothing .... I did buy a couple of gifts for the tree they have at the mall for kids who wont get anything I like that idea so every year I do that ..

I have suvived my last christmas party for the year almost!!! I got Pissed off with John (the same John fuck buddy) well anyway he pissed me off so I dont want to see him again .. I avoided 8 calls and 3 txt messages from him the next day cause he knew he pissed me off ... I guess I can be a bit of a friend narzi like that ... not many chances. Given to men who treat me bad!!

Anyway not much to post today .. bit boring I guess ... anyway will find something worth writting soon

till then
Love and light
Sarah
hugz

AHHHHH! the year is coming to an end real quick

2006-12-11T17:54:00.000+11:00

Well yes funky groove people the year is racing towards the end ... how more busy can it get !!! I have stuff on almost every day at the moment its end of year partys and christmas stuff so I have been a crappy blogger and for that I am so very sorry (where are my priotys) lol

So with christmas and new year fast aproching I find myself reflecting on the year just past for a split second then I think what the hell lol .. I am not going to take the whole thing all that serious lol.... am I well I guess I should do a christmas post soon And this year I will write about my French christmas cause that was kinda fun at the time and you already know my first christmas story So I will fill you in on how I spent christmas 16 in France .... but not today .. soon

I was also asked to repost my vid blog from NZ back in July so I will do that as well I think I have to re put it on you tube or something .. I took it down cause I dont like having that kinda stuff for the world to see ...

So anyone doing anything exciting for the new year I will be at confest yet again catching up with old friends and making some new ones if your going to be there give me a buzz and I will make sure we catch up over a meal or something ... My fantastic cooking yet again lol ...

I woke up this arvo with a huge stiff neck whats with that hurts like hell but I guess thats what you get for sleeeping more than 14 hours .. I was so tired today and its taken me hours to find any energy to do anything .... Hope I am not getting sick with anything ...

Oh and in late news here is a photo of some regrowth already .. only a couple of weeks from the fires and with still no rain its a sad dirty run through the bush each morning but there is life coming back and fast ... Victoria is still in the grip of some major fires as I type so I hope everything is well with anyone down that way ... thoughts and light to you all

I will post soon
take care kids
Sarah
love and light

Hard Candy

2006-12-09T23:06:00.000+11:00

I dont do movie reviews and alike but I watched this one on DVD last night and thought it was fantastic so if you havnt seen I am not going to wreck it for you by saying too much about it but If you get the chance watch it ... I found it fantastic and loved every moment I just couldnt look away and I hope you like it too !!! thats not to even start how much of a fan I am of Ellen Page ... Tell me what you think if you have seen the movie !!!!

Anyway on a personal note I have been fairly busy of late and apoligise for not keeping up with blogging over the last week I promise to write a good blog in the next few days ....

Christmas is coming like it or not and the fat man is on the way !!! No matter what your views on Christmas I hope at best it means a few days of work and some time to catch your breath ....

Like I said more on everything going on here asap...
untill then take care and see you all soon
love and light
Sarah xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

After The Fire

2006-12-04T18:56:00.000+11:00

Hi space kids, I went on my ealy run today and took my cam for some photos of What the fires left behind ... Its kinda scarry and weird to be able to see for miles and miles at what was once dence bushland .. Its a little sad for me to look at but its needed. The Australian bush needs a fire to go through every 7 years or so to help it regrow in fact some trees will only put seeds out when there is a fire so will just have to wait and see how it all grows back

I train on this track almost everyday ...

Hope everyone is doing well and not too busy with the lead up to christmas and the new year
Love and light
Sarah
hugz and smooches

Freedom of speech ????????

2006-11-30T19:30:00.000+11:00

Freedom of speech is enshrined in the United Nations Universal Declaration of Human Rights and is granted formal recognition by the laws of most nations.

In the United States freedom of expression is protected by the First Amendment to the United States Constitution

It is under this headline that post about Barrys blog being taken down! I am probbaly talking out of turn but I just dont believe the bullshit that is going on with the guys the USA has sent to iraq or in Barrys case the contract company that looks after the police training ..

Now this is most likley none of my bussisness but it seems weird that a country that claims to be free is in actualy fact anything BUT !! now I liked barrys blog he was always carful to write about himself and not anything that was not in the news already he didnt give out anything that would be even slightly be seen as privete infomation more offten or not it was on himself and hes thoughts and had nothing to do with the iraq sutiation ..

How can bullshit like this keep going on before people wake up !!!! it seems almost everyone who had a blog in iraq has been forced to remove it .. What next the mail has pass through some goverment office .. phone calls are monitored .. what the hell is going on .. How on earth can you preach to be a free country .. or bring freedom to Iraq ?????

Freeway Blogger

2006-11-27T18:37:00.000+11:00

A good friend emailed me this site today after I stoped laughing I thought I should post it here for you all to take a look at !!! I am thinking of doing something like this myself If I do I will be sure to post the photos ....

FREEWAY BLOGGER

Cough Cough

2006-11-25T14:48:00.000+11:00

Those of you who have been up to my place or at least know where I live will know that the past week has seen my little corner of the world once again covered in smoke and flames from the bush fires, They have been burning for about a week now and still very nasty ... This is so way early for bush fires as you know we get our share here but normally much latter in the summer not at the start it just shows how dry every thing is .... Yes I did say it snowed here about 6 weeks ago the weather is just so fucked up this year ......

My little place is safe for the most part as I have my own water system and can drain my pool if need to be provide a full spray of water over my house it was installed by the last owner and works a treat well not that a fire has come through here but i do test it at least twice a year ..

Todays News A 17-strong Remote Area Firefighting Team was deployed by helicopter this morning ahead of the fire front, currently burning in the valley system near the mountain town of Faulconbridge.

While the RAFT team represents the first attack on the blaze, the bulk of the 500 firefighters working in the region are concentrating on the last line of defence – the so-called “Black Line” of back-burning in front of towns along the Great Western Highway.

Anyway .... lots of fun and games
take care everyone
love and light
Sarah

Beach party FLOP

2006-11-20T14:45:00.000+11:00

Well I must be getting old or aleast my friends are getting old ... too old for a good beach party it seems .. oh well I had about 20 or so friends there and we had a great time even if we were down on numbers I was expecting about 50 peeps oh well ... prolly my poor planing

anyway It seems everyone is going away or on some trip or just not bloging at the moment .. you all have a great life giggles ...

christmas is coming up fast as with only 5 weeks or so to go ... wow where did all this year go ? seems like only yesterday we were starting a new year and now we are about to start another one ... I wonder what new years promises will come out of blog ville this year .. has anyone even thought about it yet ... I bet Andy is going to tell us all he will blog everyday again .. (ha ha )

I actually bought a 07 calander thingo the other day I dont know what is more scarry the fact that I bought it or the fact i actually had some stuff to put in it... I am planing to spend some time in NZ again hopfully about a mth or so .. I would love to be there now and see the ice berg that is 100 mts tall and not all that far off the coast ... gee if you needed a sign about global warming there it is ...

Anyway I am looking fwd to seeing Borat soon everyone says its funny as hell and I do love Ali G so when I get the chance I will be there ..

Take care little ones
Sarah
love and light
OH and almost forgot I have started hitting training hard again in the hope of maybe doing some races next year .. I got board I guess

see ya
xoxoxoxox

White Ribbon Day 25th Nov

2006-11-17T11:38:00.000+11:00

I Know what your thinking another day another bloody ribbon it seems theses days that there is a ribbon to wear on most days of the year for some thing or another if its not AIDS or cancer then its something more close to home like we are wearing a purple ribbon cause little Timmy can not find is dog. Anyway this is one I would like you to all get behind cause its something that has touched my life in such a huge way but we will get to that ..

What is White Ribbon Day ?
White Ribbon Day was created by a handful of Canadian men in 1991 on the second anniversary of one man's massacre of 14 women in Montreal. They began the White Ribbon Campaign to urge men to speak out against violence against women.

In 1999, the United Nations General Assembly declared November 25 the International Day for the Elimination of Violence Against Women (IDEVAW) and the White Ribbon has become the symbol for the day.

What Does Wearing A White Ribbon Mean?
Wearing a White Ribbon is not a badge of purity or a badge of perfection. It does not mean that the wearer has perfect relationships. It does not mean that this man has never been violent in the past. It does not mean that this man has all the answers. It simply means that this man believes that violence towards women is unacceptable
In 2004, more than 200,000 White Ribbons, and in 2005 250,000, were worn by men and women across Australia in their workplaces - all Australian police forces, many national and local sporting organisations, the media, politics, the Australian Defence Force, and in capital cities, rural towns and regional centres.

So Why This Day Why am I Talking about this one?
I always think twice or three times about posting my personal stuff on my blog cause it never seems to be a wise thing to do but here goes I guess most of you kinda know about my past anyway so the short and condenced version.
First I have to say this this is like a Life time ago (well 6 years and a bit now)As most of you know I was married YEA! to the best guy in the world well so I thought We has the best wedding it was so kewl I rember that 2 of my friends from France came all the way to suprise me and that my dress was like 2000 worth and so nice, We actually spent more money on hire cars than I did on my first car as we had 4 vintage black Jags anyway it was such a great day (not that my mother came but thats another story) anyway before I get lost in all the girly shit about how nice it was and who came etc etc. thats not what I am talking about See Noah (G_d bless him!) had quite a few problems the major one was his anger and his controling ways now I know I should have seen it coming and looking back I prolly did. But when you are young and stupid you think you can do anything and hey the church was there to help and suport were they not!

So it wouldnt have been long before I knew things were not quite right probaly started with my friends telling me that he treated them like shit behind my back (always trust your friends!!!) and asking me not to see some people I mean we were married and I guess I could do that right! so anyway by the end of the first year I Had distanced myself from most of my friends I had made some huges changes in my lifestyle just because of him now I know that in the first year we had some huge fights what was worrying was that the fights were getting worse from simple disagrements to full on shouting matches to pushes and by the end of the year you guessed it pushing shoving and the odd hit!!

Its actually alot harded for me to write this crap than it should be so if it seems that I am just touching the surface well you get that .. Its personal stuff after all and the net is so personal right! anyway I dont know how it happaned I dont know what went wrong and I dont know how I got so so very stupid but by the end of the second year I had become what I hate!.. I had lost myself I was in a relationship with a monster that got worse and worse the violence got more often and more severe By the end of that year I was more a punching bag than a wife ( dont know how I dont know why) but I do know that I was getting hit atleast once a week that my life was not mine and I have NO idea why I stayed or why I let this happan or why I kept going back for more!! I guess some lessions you just dont learn!

It all came to a head when I fell pregnant after we had been married for about 2.5 years. Now a baby is going to fix everything isnt it! I mean everyone loves babys and this was going to be our start to a family everything was going to be so good I told a church friend first who has some idea of what was going on. Most didnt!.. I was so scarred to tell Noah about it I kept it to myself for a few weeks fearing an argument. I use to live with such fear. Anyway when I did telll him all hell broke lose big time and to cut along story short I got the beating of my life at aobut 3 am I woke up in a pool of my own blood and everything hurting i couldnt breath I couldnt walk and my arms wouldnt do what I wanted I so dont know how I got to the phone and got an ambulance I looked like I had been run over with a Truck twice... I forget most of what happaned for the next few days I was in Hospitial and thats all I really know. Needless to say I lost the baby even if it was only early days you still feel the loss. Noah was no where to be seen and My only true friend in the whole world was there by my side.

This was like the end and the start of my life (I know I am skipping stuff) anyway Noah was tracked down by some of my old friends from surfing days and from what I hear they fucked him up good not that I wanted that to happan I just wanted him gone and for the most part I never saw him again untill late last year but more on that another time .. ( I do love him) ... From then on I took alot of time getting to know me getting to know what I wanted to do .. getting to know how to live the life I wanted with the people I want to ... Anyone who knows me now would tell you just how strong I am how balanced I am. How at peace I am ....

So getting back to WHITE RIBBON day its a big one its something worth your support its not going to cost you anything. So get behind it for everyone whos still living in fear whos hiding from people who say they love them for you mother your sister you ex girlfriends you children your friends ... just stand up!!!! ...

Australian research has established that:

more than 1 million women have experienced violence during a relationship with 60% reporting that they lived in fear during the relationship;

23% of women in a current relationship, or who had been in a relationship, experienced physical and/or sexual violence from a partner;

20% of women who experienced violence were pregnant when violence first occurred;
67.6% of women who experienced violence said their children had witnessed the violence (Women's Safety Australia, ABS 1996);

the average direct cost of services for each victim of domestic violence was just over $51,000 per year in 1988;

domestic violence generates enormous costs for the health sector and the legal sector (second only to traffic accidents in taking up police time) (Roberts 1988);
domestic violence significantly disrupts employment and business productivity with direct and indirect costs to business estimated at $1.5 billion annually (Henderson 2000);

there are significant costs in income and other support for women who are unable to obtain or keep a job in the wake of leaving a violent relationship.

Wow did you really read all the way down to here ... Well done !!! lol

Anyway I so hate talking about the past thats why I skipped along and tryed not to get into do much depth with it all .. the main thing is its just so long ago and so much not who I am today .....

I guess thats all I Have for ya today
play safe
love and light
Sarah
XOXOXXOXOXOXXOO!

If you want more info on white ribbon day click here

The weekend and Schapelles Corbys book

2006-11-12T14:44:00.000+11:00

Hi funky monkey people,

I have been reading Schapelle Corbys book "My Story" for those who dont know Schapelle Leigh Corby, a 28 year old Australian arrested on October 8, 2004 for allegedly transporting 4.1 kg of marijuana from Australia to Bali, Indonesia. Customs officials at the Denpassar airport discovered the marijuana in her boogie board bag. Schapelle was sentenced 20 years imprisonment on May 27th 2005 in the Denpassar district court.

Despite legal appeals calling for her release, Schapelle Corby remains interned in Kerobokan Prison [Bali]. She steadfastly maintains her innocence!

She my be guilty or inocent I guess it depends on who you believe and alike.. I dont know or claim to know if she did it or not but I do think that its kinda harsh the term and prison that she now finds herself in I do feel that she should be able to serve her time here in Australia with decent treatment but if you like there are many sites like free schapelleand News storys If you would like to know more

Anyway back to the book its not the best or most intersting thing I have ever read but hey its worth a look when you have nothing to do. Perhaps more sutited to a background new artical about her than a 35 dollar read I found it worthwhile but not something I would buy again ..

So this weekend I completed my first course in basic auslan sign language and I feel like I took to it like a duck to water its much easyer than it looks and with some help I should be able to pick it up in a very short time this makes one more language to my colection which is growing all the time ..

I am throwing a huge beach party for my birthday on friday night anyone in the Illawarra area its going to be at coalcliff (above) get intouch or just turn up we will have a fire and DJ so come on down dont bring anything just tell me who you are lol ... Oh and yes its safe we have that covered ...!!!

Thats all I really have for ya today
take care people
love and light
Sarah ...XOXOXOXOX

Oh and yes it was my birthday

2006-11-10T16:56:00.000+11:00

Hey butt monkeys !!!!

Yes it was my birthday on Tuesday so I am now and old duck and will learn to knit and wear a Hat and lawn bowl and all that shit .... ( actually have a sore back today) welcome to my pity party lol ...

So to all the friends that called me and emailed me ... I LOVE you so very much .. to the people who didnt ...... I LOVE you too !!!!

I am doing my sign language course (auslan) this weekend and a first aid course next week .. wow all this learning stuff .. My old brain can not hack it ...Dont know why but hey something to do .. you know when you get old you have to keep your mind active or you lose it ... if i didnt loose it already

So Christmas is coming that means santa for all you christian people and just a day off for all you other people .. I must say there are parts of christmas I like and parts I hate but thats a whole new post I guess

Well once again I find myself lost for words but well you get that .....
Take care friends
love and light
Miss Sarah

The Vandals - birthday song

It's my brithday and I'll do what I want to
Fuck you it's my birthday
Special holiday only for me
So do what I say
I'ts my party and I can cry if I want to
Fuck you, it's not your birthday
So do what I say ok
For 24 hours your wishing me well
364 days I'm in hell
oh well
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me

Leave me alone on my birthday
I'm gonna dance 10 times on my birthday
No tip, it's my birthday so do what I say

Thanks mom didn't have an abortion,
Or my birthday wouldn't be today
But I guess it's my good fortune
My birthday's today ok
For 24 hours your wishing me well
364 days I'm in hell, oh well
Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday to me

(spank me, spank me, spank me, spank me, spank me, spank me)

Oh well, happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to--
Can't believe you forgot my birthday
It's my birthday and you're wreckin it
No it's just like any other day ya didn't do what I say
How could you forget my birthday
That's really immature
F*ck you, for forgettin' my birthday
Ya didn't do what I say today
24 hours of no wishin well
Now 365 days I'm in hell oh well
Happy Birthday to me
Happy happy birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to me

Shopperholic Vs Ebay

2006-11-06T15:37:00.000+11:00

Every now and then I find myself hunting around ebay and in doing so buying stuff that I dont really need or want but hey its cheap and there is something about winning and auction of any anything that is deep in my phyci and something I must do ...

Anyway this weekend saw me doing it again this time i bought something I not only dont know how to use and even if I did I need to have a licence to use it which would involve a course ... go figure how silly is that ... ok its almost as silly as me buying that 20 foot boat last year .. but hey it was a bargain ... and i did make money when i re sold it ...

Oh also I went to see "SAW 3" yesterday it rocked much better than SAW2 the only problem was asking for the tickets ... "Can I have 2 tickets to see saw theree please" "was that two to see saw three" "umm yes two to see saw three please" lol

If it was at two oclock I would have gone mad .. ok madder ...

love and light everyone
Sarah

Been a little while ... here is the highlights

2006-11-03T20:15:00.000+11:00

Well Havnt posted for a little while and havnt said anything personal at all for a bit so I guess I should apoligise for it but really just havnt felt like writting anything at all and that is what I have done lol

So really not much to tell ... Life is just laid back and crusie at the moment.. No partys ... still single ... no clubing ... no holidays ... nothing ... how boring ...

The weather is still all messed up ... its hot and cold and all over the place ... I was almost thinking of going swiming down the river the other day only to wake up to a bitter cold day .. it even snowed at Mt hotham and in Tassie .. which is so weird concidering that like the week before It was total fire ban days ...

At last day light savings is here so that means nice arvos and great wine .... Something that become a lifestyle for me last summer ... If any of you are up my way anytime soon do get intouch .....

My body peircings are healing nicely but I wont post anymore photos ...

Oh I am also becoming a big fan ofJericho.. They seem to be showing it at the same time as the Usa which is great and better than having spoil it by watching it on the net before hand it looks like they will do this with the OC as well

One thing spring and summer are good for is festivals ... anyone got any plans for any of them ??????

I think I will hit Confest again this summer If anyone wants to join me .. email me ... would be great to show off some hippy culture to some of ya .... you would love it .....

Anyway thats my boring post about my boring life ... lol ...

I will post soon when i am not as tired and have more to say ...
untill then take care my people
Sarah ...xoxoxoxo

PROOF THERE IS A G_D AND SHE LOVES AUSTRALIA

2006-10-27T07:25:00.000+10:00

US govt denies it's banned Vegemite

Australians travelling to the US can breathe easy. So can the 100,000 or so Australian expatriates living in America.

The US government dismissed media reports it had banned Vegemite.

"There is no ban on Vegemite," US Food and Drug Administration (FDA) spokesman Mike Herndon told AAP.

Media reports at the weekend claimed American border officials were confiscating Vegemite from Australians as they entered the US.

The FDA, charged with policing America's food supply, has not issued an "import alert" to border officials to halt the import of Vegemite.

Herndon said the FDA was surprised by the media reports.

The controversy centres on folate, an ingredient in Vegemite.

Under US regulations, folate can be added only to breads and cereals.

"One of the Vitamin B components (in Vegemite) is folate," Herndon explained.

"In and of itself, it's not a violation. If they're adding folate to it, boosting it up, technically it would be a violation.

"But the FDA has not targeted it and I don't think we intend to target Vegemite simply because of that."

Joanna Scott, spokesperson for Vegemite's maker, Kraft, reportedly has said, "The Food and Drug Administration doesn't allow the import of Vegemite simply because the recipe does have the addition of folic acid".

But Herndon said, "Nobody at the FDA has told them (Kraft) there is a ban".

To eradicate any grey areas or potential regulation breaches, Herndon said, Kraft could petition the FDA, something other food manufacturers have done.

While many Aussies living in the US rely on visiting Australian relatives and friends to bring them a jar or two of Vegemite from Australia, the product is available in some US supermarkets.

The price slapped on Vegemite, however, is tough to swallow.

A tiny, four ounce jar of Vegemite sells for around $US4.80 ($A6.33) in US supermarkets.

OK looks like someone stuffed something up .. ... maybe me for taking notice of a FOX owned media ... shame on me ... I will take back some of the bad things i said about the USA in the last 2 days ....

anyway good news

Your not taking my vegemite .... I'll fight ya for it

2006-10-25T15:13:00.000+10:00

Just when you think the frickin US of A has done enough harm in the world ... news comes in that they have baned vegemite !!!!!! omgosh ... they are even searching cars and bags on Aussies for the stuff .... why .. cause the land of the free people is not so free .. but you already knew that ... vegemite is great for you not to mention it tastes fantastic .... what is the world coming to .. as a friend of mine said quote " why do we help them fight their shitty wars when they are searching us for spreads" totally agree ...

The bizarre crackdown was prompted because Vegemite contains folate, which in the US can be added only to breads and cereals.
Expatriates say that enforcement of the ban has been stepped up recently and is ruining lifelong traditions of having Vegemite on toast for breakfast.

Former Geelong man Daniel Fogarty, who now lives in Calgary, Canada, said he was stunned when searched while crossing the US border recently.

"The border guard asked us if we were carrying any Vegemite," Mr Fogarty said.

"I was flabbergasted." Paul Watkins, who owns a store called About Australia in San Antonio, Texas, said he had been forced to stop importing Vegemite six months ago.

"We have completely stopped bringing it in," he said.

"(US authorities) have made a stance and there is nothing that can be done about it."

Another reasion I will never go to the usa ... lets make that number 1001 wankers lol

Jess and Nic Tie the knot

2006-10-24T17:28:00.000+10:00

Greetings shiny happy people ....

Spent Last Saturday at the wedding of two of my dear friends Jess and Nic I have been to heaps of weddings but this was my first Gay one and I must say it was the best thing i have seen in a long time everything was so so nice and personal the ceromeny was to die for with with music and poems that reflected the lifes of the girls so well ...

It was a small service and perhaps that added to the intmicy of it all but as Nic said her vowels that she had written herself there was not a dry eye in the house CONGRATS so very much !!!!

Got me wondering though if gay weddings are illeagl then were the cops about to bust in and drag everyone off to prision or something ????

Anyway not much else to say at the moment only that I am having fun and looking at a few ideas for my birthday which is not all that far away ... one idea is to lock myself in my room and cry about how old I am getting ... lol .. perhaps I can pass on that one ..

Take care friends

love and light sarah

Free Hugzs

2006-10-17T19:53:00.000+10:00

I was feeling alittle blue today ... and a little confused about if I should keep blogging or just kill the blog ... to be honest I guess I have been blogging alittle close to heart about some events of late and perhaps people dont get that my life is diffrent to how they chose to live theirs ... well thats just me ... you can live with it or go away ... just dont judge me for it ok ... I hate people that judge me .. perhaps its just going back to high school where i never fitted in with any groups or clicks that were going around .. I lived with it then and I can live with it now ... anyway I watched the free hugs you tube clip again and felt I should just post it .. if you are one of the few people on the planet that has not seen it yet please watch it ..

So anyway friends .. my the God of your choise bless you and keep you from the evil of this world ....

take care Sarah

Nipple Piercing

2006-10-05T14:35:00.000+10:00

OK today I decided to get my left nipple pierced ... why ??? I can almost hear you asking well I have wanted it done for awhile but couldnt do it while I was still fighting .. can you imagine it getting ripped out OUCH plus 1000 !!! so anyway I rang a friend who runs a Pierce shop and thought I would just book in for like a week away giving me time to back out of it if i needed to .. anyway she said she could do it in about an hour if i could get myself down there so i did and here is the result OUCH! well it hurt like a bitch but really not all that bad I mean I didnt even cry such a big girl I am ... Its kinda bleeding abit at the moment and looks kinda yuck the purple ink you can see is where she drew on me to get it in the right place .... as you can see i got a whats called a large hole not the little shitty ones some chics get !!!

Anyway I like it and am thinking about getting the other one done next week !! I can not believe I just said that but I think it would look better if they were both done dont you ??? can not go around being unbalanced can I ? for now I will keep the bar thing untill it heals abit and then maybe go for a ring thing... any ideas ???

Take care sweet friends
Sarah
xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxo

wednessday is fridays bitch

2006-10-04T15:11:00.000+10:00

Hi everyone ... been a quite week back home for me so far ... not much going on at all .. after the last few weekends Maybe its what i need!!!! (you think) well getting back home after 2 weeks away is nice not that anything has changed but I love my own bed !!!!

Not much news on the relationship frount either I went out last friday and met some nice people I got a number from a cute girl only to find she missed out a digit and that ment i had to find out from a friend of a friend yesterday cause I told her I would call her gotta hate that ..

I run into John he was also out at the same club I was he said hi and we had a quick kiss but nothing more.. I did keep an eye on what he was doing but felt silly when I found myself doing it .. I am fine with whatever we are but really I do want more and if i spend to much time with him I know i will just want him so I am trying to give myself some space and let him come to me when he is ready !!!!

So with the weekend coming up fast i dont know what i am doing I have plans to do a big climb on sunday if the weather stays good fingers crossed I also think I will head out on friday night once again I feel I might be indanger of falling into something I left behind along time ago ... that being the whole club thing .. for the moment i am enjoying going out for a dance and a drink ... perhaps that is as far as this road will lead me this time ... i know i am alot smarter than what i use to be ... well i hope so ... there was alot of lessions along the way ...

Take care friends
Sarah
mwa mwa

photos from my cell phone in Melbourne

2006-09-28T16:39:00.000+10:00

The view from my room at Crown Towers

My Weekend romp !!!!

2006-09-26T20:50:00.000+10:00

Posting from Melbourne Vic ... Its so nice here sitting in the food capatial of Australia and at quote "One of australias premier hotels"

Anyway I find myself reporting on yet another weekend of fun, drinking, clubing, and rooting around ..lol

So Friday I went and saw KENNYFrom the biggest festival to the smallest church social, Kenny Smyth delivers porta-loos to them all... gotta say I laughed my arse off at this one .. if you like aussie movies you will love this one try to get to see it if you can .. some fave quotes "there is a smell in here that will out last religin " and " here is another example of a two inch arse hole and out one inch pluming"

Anyway saturday night I caught up with John again .. he came to see me while I was catching up with some other friends over some Margiaritas anyway after that we went to see a band for a while and ended up at a night club in central sydney where i jumped the line and walked straight in .. gotta love having frinds in high places or should that be low places .. lol ....

Anyway cutting along story short we ended up back at his place at 5 30 am .. totaly tired and worn out from hours and hours on the dance floor I swear its been so long seice I have danced all night like that so anyway went to bed too tired to fuck (you know that tired drunk messy fucking) so we both fell asleep I kinda heard him get up about 10 am but I was still sleeping at 1 pm he came in with a hot coffee and b/fast. (what a nice guy) I ate then we went out for a smoke it was stormy as there at the time so we headed back to bed to keep warm we talked and talked and smoked and talked .. well you get the idea..

I got to ask the big question which is "what are we and were are we going?" he said and I quote "Its not just a sex thing" but " we are just getting to know each other and I dont want a relationship at the moment"
I explained that while I can live with that I am looking for more and thats were I am at. So for the time I am ok with what we have going on and will keep an eye out for Mr or Miss right to come along and hope that somewhere down the line things might get to where I want them with us who knows what the future holds ... He drove me home at 7 pm sunday after spending 24 hours with me ... YEA for that

I am happy and enjoying my life all the same
anyway as my eyes struggle to stay open i will leave this post
take care everyone and thanks for the friends who email me
love and light
Sarah
PS. I can now upload photos so look for that soon
see ya

Yet again another bites the dust

2006-09-23T12:33:00.000+10:00

I have been stewing on this post for about a week now and after getting permision from those involved (with name changes) I can finaly get it out ...

So Lets start at the begining when I use to go to church one of my good friends (yes i have friends) was just about to get married to a young upcoming preacher which was fantastic only for the fact that she was young and had not known the guy all that long but they seemed happy and i was happy for them at the time .. i guess looking back I did feel they were young and had only been going out for about 6 mths before hand but what did I know ..

anyway jumping fwd to a phone call I got a few weeks back from her .. she told me that they were spliting up and she needed help so anyway I helped her out by flying her to my place at Echo Point and giving her some of what she needed being space and cash and all the suport i could .. It was then she told me about all the pressure the church had put opon her at the time to get married and latter to stay married even though she was not happy and has not been for along time .. the echos of what happaned to me were very plan to me see my story and made feel some pain yet again

Now my thoughts are plain .. the church I feel really has it wrong here regarding relationships between boys and girls, men and women, I feel that relationship should be left alone for people to work out and not used as a tool for the church to get involved and pressure people into the whole marriage thing .. (do i sound like a scorned woman) I hope not I am just saying that i feel the motives behind their thinking are more concerned about kids having sex than about what is best for the couple involved !!!!

If all sin is equal then sex is no more sinful than lying about something or having thoughts about someone elses wife or hubby something i am sure we have all done at one time or another (perhaps its just me) but really guys sex is not the big deal that some preachers make it out to be .... One preacher that I actually admire for the most part John King even went so far to say that when a man breaks a girls hyman on there weding night that blood forms a blood covernet between the two (miss spelt) I dont know if thats true or not but I gotta say Its a hard perfect world he is living in if he thinks that is the case ...

I guess in what i am trying to say is SHAME on the church that pressures young people to get married SHAME on the church that trys to control the interaction between the sexes and SHAME on the church that dosnt act as Christ did ...

I believe that while the church persists in this manner than they should expect what they now have and that is a divorice rate the same as the world around them .. but I would also add that included in that 50% of church relationships failing they should also include that normally one or both partys fall away from the church !!!! what is wrong with these people ????

anyway had do get that one off my chest ..

love and light to you all
especialy all my married and Church loving friends
peace and hugz to you
Sarah xoxoxoxox

P.S blogger will not let me upload photos .. that sux !!! bloger beta can kiss my skinny white arse !

Daydreaming again

2006-09-19T20:54:00.000+10:00

So Tuesday has been the hotest day in like ever and the hotest September in years i think we hit 30 C or close enough .. dam we are in for a long hot summer thats for sure its only just the start of spring !!!!!

I have been thinking and dreaming alot in the last two days still playing"groove coverage" alot .. dam i love it but it means i bop along everywhere i go and it also means i drive faster with dance music blasting away ... but i think at the moment the best sound system i own is in my car .. gotta change that soon ...

dreams have been weird perhaps i watch to much tv lattly or someting but but then again who really knows if dreams mean anything or just random thoughts ? perhaps flash backs .. I have also found myself drinking alot this week for no reasion and while I am still adicted to Quick Fucks its not a good thing to be doing full shots for those of you that dont know them they are
1 cl Bailey's® Irish cream
1 cl Kahlua® coffee liqueur
1 cl Midori® melon liqueur

giving you Alcohol (ABV): 22% (44 proof)
Thats gotta be bad for ya in large amounts .. but hey Never bothered me much !!!!

Anyway I guess not much to say and all ...

been thinking of late if its worth my blogging at all and trying to decide if i keep this up or not. any thoughts or coments ????

love and light to you all
Sarah
hugz ya all

weekend report (sorry its personal)

2006-09-18T18:07:00.001+10:00

Gotta tell ya all about my weekend was so ... blow my mind ..

Saturday a new friend called lets call him John .. I met him at the speed dating i think i told ya about him .. we kissed abit on the dance floor

anyway as Mike has been fucking me about (not literaly) I decided to go out with John I went over to his place first .. He has like a night club in his lounge room .. full bar , lights . and a kick arse music system with millions of disks so anyway while he was getting ready I cranked up some old school dance music and poured a six (quick fucks) (my fave) anyway when he got ready we danced and danced in his lounge room and did shots

we danced to some of my faves .. groove coverage poision, nin cover etc etc old skool rave songs we kissed abit and i did a bit of a strip for him .. just a tease !!! was so much fun

anyway we went clubing after that and but that is where i got a phone call and sms from a friend in trouble .. so i had to leave the club and taxi it 30 mins to her place to take care of some guy that wouldnt leave .. just my luck .. but John was very understanding and we were going to catch up latter at 4 am i finaly got left my friend who was panic but ok .. anyway i couldnt raise John .. he was prolly out dancing and shit .. or drunk so anyway i went back to his place and was going to just sleep in his bed but thought better of it so i got my car i was sober at this time and jaket and went home

that would have been the end of the story execpt for a phone call on sunday arvo ..

john called and we talked about what happaned on saturday night .. etc anyway he said i should come over .. i said i was just about to take a nap as i was tired and not much company he said he was tired too and sugested we i should come over and nap together ... anyway i said one hour and i will be there

so anyway ... here is what happaned next ... he still hadnt had a shower so he was going to shower and said if i wanted to go to bed i could .. so i did ... anyway what followed was 2 ours of some of the best fucking ever ... and ever is along time
i think the words of nin closer some it up for ya without photos lol

You let me violate you.
You let me desecrate you.
You let me penetrate you.
You let me complicate you.

Help me; I broke apart my insides.
Help me; I've got no soul to sell.
Help me; the only thing that works for me
Help me get away from myself.

I want to fuck you like an animal!
I want to feel you from the inside!
I want to fuck you like an animal!
My whole existence is flawed.
You get me closer to God.

You can have my isolation.
You can have the hate that it brings.
You can have my absence of faith.
You can have my everything.

Help me; tear down my reason.
Help me; it's your sex I can smell.
Help me; you make me perfect.
Help me become somebody else.

I want to fuck you like an animal!
I want to feel you from the inside!
I want to fuck you like an animal!
My whole existence is flawed.
You get me closer to God.

Through every forest, above the trees.
Within my stomach, scraped off my knees.
I drink the honey inside your hive.
You are the reason I stay alive.

So today i am sore .. lol sore arms sore legs sore knees sore tounge sore abs giggles and its a good sore ...

So anyway i think i have a new fuck buddy .. well i am sure i will get a call back on that one ... but just filling time for mr right to come along ...

so tonight i will go to sleep tired but happy ...

take care friends
and play safe .. (not that I do )
see ya soon
sarah
hugz and kisses

What a rollercoster of a weekend

2006-09-11T18:52:00.000+10:00

ok so wow i am pooped ... after what was the perfect friday night I got a call from the man on Saturday arvo. saying that he didnt want us to continue that he had issues he had to deal with and the most he could offer me was friendship ... I was like What the Fuck !!!!!! I was confused, upset and angry .. so i spent saturday night upset and drinkin and smoking and worryied .. On sunday I sent him a TXT saying
"can we please talk? I will be at the tea shop at 1 pm "
hes reply
"Yes I will be there"
so we met at 1 and I made him sit and listen to what I had to say
I told him how I feel and why I feel and how I wanted to stay and work through anything and how I would do the hard work to make it work with us that I would go away or take a step back or whatever it takes ...

He thought about it he explained a few problems he has but in the end he said ok no garantees and I said i didnt ask for that I just wanted to have the chance and get to know each other better ....

So we are back dating i dont know if it means that we are B/F G/F at the moment or just dating but we are still working and hopfully things will keep getting better ...

I guess nothing is easy as it should be these days when relationships are concerned and I think the boy just got alittle scared .. something that I told him I am as we let down our guards ..

He is coming over to my place for coffee on Thursday which should be nice I even cleaned up the other day .. I guess that is love when sarah dose the dishes herself !!!!

Oh by the way now that it is spring it actually snowed here the other day ... dose that help you people trying to find out where i live .. lol

see ya soon
sarah

Big news ... well some gosip anyway

2006-09-09T08:52:00.000+10:00

So here it is .... are you sitting down ... please sit down ... ok .... Sarah has a Boyfriend ... there i said it .. omgosh what has the world come to ... dam ..

ok so yes Its kinda offical I have a boyfriend now this is just weird for a few reasions first for the most part i have been single for about 4 years or so and for the most part in that time while dating around i have been seeing mostly girls .. so I guess that means I have swaped teams again.... Now I could go into all the messy details about my last 4 years and my bisexual nature but for now I am not going to I guess I will be having a long talk about that one when it comes up in our relationship at some point in time .. We had a great long talk last night about all kinds of things and explored alot of my past that I never talk about and I took down alot of walls that I have up .. we talked about Noah and about the beatings ... we talked about where I am and where I want to be .. we talked about my youth and france ... covered alot of ground which left me feeling very "raw" and exposed but He was great he held my hand and let me get it out he huged me when I needed it he asked all the hard questions and I was open and honest ... well anyway ... it was a rough old night but a very good one we got close and he told me about hes past which is nice and normal ... lol ... SO in dumb high school style I asked what we are and is there an US and are you like my boyfriend now ... lol stuff like that ... and well yes there is an us and yes he is like my boyfriend and we are just starting a journey and going to take very small steps .....

So what dose that mean for me ... well not much right now only that I have someone taking me places and spending weekends with me and stuff ... like I said its going to be a long slow journey and maybe it will work ... just maybe

Anyway I dont want to say to much about him only because its my blog and I should not say things about other people .. I can tell you hes a banker ... that is a B there he works hard but only 4 days aweek .. work is inportant to him but people always come before hes job .. He has been single awhile and waiting for the right person .. chosing not to waste hes time on the wrong person .. he likes to hold my hand when we walk and chosees hes words well ... he is well read and very very well dressed ..even if a bit of a metrosexual .. hes cute and talks alot but also listens to me ...

I guess the main thing i wanted this post to be about was to say ... hey I am in a good place at the moment and hey I have a man beside me to hold my hand ... and yes that is all we do at the moment just hold hands and walk and talk .. like I said little steps ..

This is a post I never thought I would write ...

Be happy for me ..
sending you all ..
love and light
sarah xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxo

Im BBBAAACCCKKKKK..... goodbye steve

2006-09-05T16:51:00.000+10:00

Hey well got the pc fixed ... seems I had a huge storm here the other night that took out my power supply along with my dvd player ... but its all back and working fine now... gotta love the geeks that know what goes on in the box under the table ....

So last weekend report ... Well went out till about 4 am again with the Boy and some others it was a fun night but didnt really get a chance to chat about anything serious with the man (that was ok) and hes friends was funny even if they wanted to know the storys behind my Tats ( I dont think the boy had seen them before) but he was kewl with them ...

anyway we were going to go out to the winery on sunday but the boy gave me a call saying he was sick and couldnt come .. I thought .. geat I fucked up and this is a real lame way of dumping my arse ... anyway he sujested we meet for coffee anyway latter in the arvo so I said ok ... now i thought things were going to end bad and coffee was a waste of time but we chated and he really was sick and still came out to see me and all ... so end of the day we talked about some serious stuff and I think we are both heading in the same direction .. might be slowly but that is good also ...

I ran into J on friday arvo we just waved and kept walking .. I wonder what she would think if she knew I was dating a Guy .. actually its a little funny I wonder what some people will think .. I guess that is one thing we will cross when we come to it ..

On a Sad note Good Bye and G-d bless Steve Erwin We didnt agree on everything but hes heart was in the right place ... Oh and steve you should have used sunscreen (BECAUSE IT BLOCKS THE RAYS!!)

On that tastless note
take care people
love and light
Sarah xxooxxoo

Pc problems

2006-09-03T23:44:00.000+10:00

hey guys and girls .... sorry to say I have major puter problems and will be out of action for most of the week ...

will be back posting asap ... gotta hate pc problems

on a good note things are going well with the boy ... just had to add that ..

take care back as soon as i can

sarah
hugz and kisses

Oh my gosh its the weekend already .. YES!

2006-09-01T14:49:00.000+10:00

So weekend plans ????

well glad you asked ... drinks with a few friends tonight including my boy ( well soon to be my boy if I have anything to do with it)

Saturday not much just a drive to a small town to watch a house auction (gee i need a life)

sunday I am taking the boy for a drive to a small wineary for lunch and wine its a 45 min drive through the mountains and the winary is small. YOu can sit and drink and eat while overlooking the vinyard with the mountains in the background ... most nice ...

So Sunday is Fathers day here in the land of OZ ..... not the best day for me normally cause unlike most people I never met my dad ... guess I was not worth hanging around to get to know ... Really I am kinda kewl with it 99.% of the time these days .. still would like to meet him one day but im over it ... he missed out on alot and nothing will or could ever change that .... so for me its just a day that will pass like any other ...

Dont hardly believe its September already and here I am without my spring body yet ... what to now panic ... narr I think this year I will go with the this is what you get... I mean fuck it im 30 this year ... I even bought anti wrinkle cream today and cream for puffy eyes ... see I am going to end up in one of those homes soon I guess for old people ..... boo hoo!

Well enoough crap from me today
see ya soon
Sarah :)

Youth leader escapes jail for dead possum prank

2006-09-01T14:46:00.000+10:00

Just when you think you have seen it all ... wonder what church this dickhead goes to ?????

Youth leader escapes jail for dead possum prank
August 30, 2006 - 1:32PM

A church youth leader who dragged a dead possum behind his car has avoided a possible jail term for what a magistrate described as extraordinarily antisocial behaviour.

Daniel James Korocz, 22, of Warriewood in Sydney, was convicted in Manly Local Court today of offensive behaviour over the incident on June 24.

"In all the time I've been doing this work, I've never struck anything so extraordinary, so unexplained," Magistrate Andrew George said.

"Your behaviour is antisocial at an extraordinary level, particularly at your age," he told Korocz, who is studying at TAFE for a career in community welfare.

The court was told that Korocz and three younger boys he knew through church had talked about buying some rope to drag road kill behind his car.

The group bought a coil of rope and then drove to the Wakehurst Parkway at north Narrabeen, on Sydney's northern beaches.

One youth found a dead possum on the side of the road and he and Korocz tied the rope around its tail.

As his companion held the rope out of an open window, Korocz drove along the road and into Deep Creek Reserve, dragging the possum behind the vehicle.

"The accused has driven around the reserve for approximately three to five minutes with the possum still attached," a police statement of facts read.

"The possum was dragged for about 500 metres before detaching from the rope."

The incident took place about 2pm (AEST) on a Saturday afternoon and was witnessed by several members of the public.

"Police were contacted because witnesses were quite disturbed and offended by what they had seen," the police statement of facts said.

"They were unsure as to whether the animal was alive or dead."

The court heard that an RSPCA post-mortem found the possum was already dead before it was dragged behind the car.

Korocz realised he had "behaved like an idiot" but would never have hurt an animal, Mr George was told.

A psychologist who interviewed Korocz found his behaviour was not a precursor to more serious offending and that he did not pose a threat to society.

But Mr George said he was not comforted by the psychologist's report.

"I'm at a loss to understand what process of logic would make any reasoning person, whether a teenager or an adult, to think that it was somehow humorous ... to tie a dead animal to a car and then drive around with it in front of others," he said.

The magistrate had the power to impose a three-month jail term and said almost everyone in the courtroom, apart from Korocz's parents, probably thought some jail time would be appropriate.

However, Mr George said he did not think sending the young man to jail was the right response and instead sentenced him to 50 hours of community service.

Korocz did not comment outside the court.

Hump Day

2006-08-30T18:48:00.000+10:00

Hey beutiful people !!! anyone work in an office right click and save target click here Well not much to report on the whole speed date thing and anything coming from that as yet .. Oh well more on that latter ....

I am going out for some drinks on friday night so the quest continues ... talking about Quests .. I am going to close the Stupid big shit ! soon due to lack of entrys dont worry those who have entered the prize remains the same I really was hoping more people would get involved in that one but I guess you actually have a life dont you ...

I got a letter today from my old school (high school) asking if I wanted to go back for a past students thing ... AS IF !!! I fricking hated the place it was the worst years of my life and taught me totally nothing I needed to do anything .. I went to a big privete school in Sydney for the most part when I was not in France for a couple of years .. now school and I totally didnt get along execpt for art and one teacher that use to hit on me .. the rest was Crap ! I didnt get along with many girls at school and I guess was not in the click very well ... think nerdy militant vegan hippy and you would be close ... GRRRRR! funny thing is now I Bet I am doing better than most of them perhaps I should go back kinda Romy and Michele's High School Reunion style ...
Michele: Well at least she's not the one who got *fat*.
Christie: We're pregnant, you half-wit.
Michele: Yeah, well, I hope your babies look like monkeys!

crapo movie all the same

So at the end of this not alot said .... sorry

well keep safe space kids
Sarah
mwa mwa !

Its a catch 22

2006-08-28T15:40:00.000+10:00

Stuck in that same place where I get kinda excited by the posibilitys of what might happan prolly a long time before they could happan ...I can not help it I always just get my hopes up about things but if i dont get my hopes up then I dont care enough to put the effort in !!!!! The problem is that getting my hopes up normally means I am setting myself up for a fall when things dont work out .... gee I hate waiting and I hate the part about relationships that depend on other people ... why can I not make all the desions ... ( am I a some kinda control freak ?)

Anyway havnt heard from Mike or the speed dating people (I think they dont work mondays) so I guess I have to wait another day .... when did that become along time ...

OH another thing we stoped by a shop window on the way to coffee on friday night and looked at the bags and purses etc .... Mike said Gee I like that one .. I said what this one pulling the exact same one out of my bag .... omgosh dose that mean anything or am I just reading stuff into it .... Fuck I sound like a school girl ...

I guess you guys have seen me fall head over heals before ... so there is nothing new in this post just that the names change ... ha ha ah I know I am a dickhead you dont have to tell me

Oh another think if things work out I just realised that this will be the first male I have dated in about a year ... yuck ... boy germs ... ha ha I think I forgot what to do with a man ....

anyway a short crappy post trying to get my head around stuff

love and light my friends
sarah hugz

My Speed Dating Adventure !!!

2006-08-26T15:35:00.000+10:00

So There I was the second to arrive (don't you hate that) One of the Guys organizing the night was out the front having a smoke
"Hi Sarah,, How the hell are you sweetie!"
"Hey Not bad" "
"looking fwd to a big night"
"Yep I guess "
As we stand there A total hunny of a man walks up the stairs dressed well but with a casual feel a necklace and bracelet reveal to me a {hippy} side or at least a lover of the outdoors
"HI I'm Mike" He says in a confident voice to the guy running the event"
"Hi Mike"
"Hi I'm Sarah"
" Hi there"
He turns to go in and my eyes follow
turning to the guy running the event
"WOW omgosh could be a good night" I say with a huge smile
"LOL see ya in there he says "
So anyway we go inside just your basic pub/club kinda room with a few tables of finger food I avoid and some tables around the room and a bar at one end I head to the bar grab a corona and look around the room as its slowly filling up we all have name tags on (gotta hate that) anyway I chat with a group of girls They are all nervous as hell and trying to figure out which questions they should ask etc etc ... Its a fun group everyone 25 -35 everyone single and nice people I walk to a group of guys and chat a bit they seem nice ... A bell rings and we take our seats they tell us the rules like "don't ask where someone works or lives" and explain that we have numbers if you tick yes and they tick yes then they exchange numbers on Monday and will call us to early in the week etc etc ....
The way the numbers go I wont see Mike till last I think any way I take a seat and off we go ...
its actually really easy and fun as the night goes on most of the guys are great easy to talk to and interesting one guy should not have opened his mouth cause before he did that I thought nice but the way he talked made it along 7 mins ...

Now I did tick yes to a couple of guys that seemed nice and I would like to catch up with over coffee .. But really I was waiting to see what mike had to say ... He really had caught my eye from the get go for some reason ...He just had something that I look for even if the others didn't see it ..... After 5 dates we all took a 20 min break to chat and they brought out more hot finger food ... Anyway at this time I found a bar stool and grabbed another beer while everyone else got into the food ... Some one said hey Sarah your missing out..
"narr I am right "
the guy organizing it said
"narr Sarah doesn't eat animals do ya "
"Narr its kewl enjoy it "
"this really is good chicken someone yells "
"you should try it "
"look guys respect the dead I yell burry it "
to which comes the reply
"Its been cremated LOL"
that came from Mike with a cheeky grin
and everyone laughed
back to the dating and it was fun even if I said at just the time when everyone was quite "That was the longest 7 mins of my life"
to which everyone looked around and laughed at me
moving on along came Mike at last and we chatted about everything he was great telling me about his young daughters (2) and how his happy and enjoys life and stuff and anyway the 7 mins was up and the bell rang and we kept talking
Then he said showing me his sheet (the one you tick yes/no on)
"gee I forgot to fill this out"
"I will do it for you I say "
"LOL what"
" yep look you want to put YES for me and NO for everyone else"
" do I just"
" hell yes "
" that's a bit fwd don't you think"
"well up to you but I reckon so "
"ok done and we fill out his sheet together with everyone getting a NO except me ... YEA YEA !!!!"
after that we all kinda move into the rest of the pub with everyone else .. There is a dj (who is quite good) and about 50 - 80 other people around we chat in about three small groups and find that everyone there is really having a good time and have a lot in common even just the guys and girls swap numbers cause we are all single and live in the same general area .. Its nice ...

So anyway here's is where it gets interesting ... There is two guys that I like mike and john .. We are talking in a group of about 6 people john has had too much to drink his a nice guy and I think I would like him too but I can not get my eyes off Mike .. John says lets dance I say to Mike lets dance he says no I don't want to but you two should ! I look at mike and mouth the words PLEASE he laughs and says you two go .. John grabs my hand and pulls me to the floor ... Ok he's a good dancer and we dance but his hands are around me on my butt on my back and in my hair ... Ok I like it I look to see mike and hes busy chatting so I enjoy the dance we have to the floor to ourselves and as an old raver chic I like it that way .. After a few songs we leave and go back to the group I say to Mike thanks for that he laughs ...

Similar thing goes on a few times I end up kissing John a few times on the dance floor and then going back to the group at about midnight Mike says hes going home John and a couple of others want to move on to a club .. I say ok I will go to the club as mike is going home ... As we are walking we see mike waiting at an ATM we all go over and anyway I don't know how it happened but I managed to use the old line ... You guys go and I will catch up latter .. While I talk to mike

they leave and mike says lets get a coffee so we walk up to a coffee shop grab a drink and a both and talk ... And talk ... And talk ... And talk ... And talk ... Ok so we have been talking for four hours its now 4 30 am .... Ouch we both say and leave still talking ... We have a lot in common and its just great ... Dam he's cute too LOL

ok so he is going to get a taxi I offer to drive him home he says yes so I drive him home even if its 40 mins out of my way we kiss goodnight I drive home around 5 am when I get to bed ...
wow what a night ...

So there you go .... Had a great time and who knows where any of it will lead if anywhere .... Mike is great I can not wait to get in touch with him again .. John is nice and there is another guy I ticked yes to ... So who knows ..... All up had some fun .. Hope you all is well
love and light
Sarah
hugz

Life death and speed dating

2006-08-25T15:39:00.000+10:00

Greetings ..... a Random thoughts and the weekend at hand .....

First Sarah is going speed dating ... I was ment to go mths ago if you rember but I got called to do a C.P job so I didnt go anyway its on again and I am so going tonight ... should be fun I hope ,,, theres about 10 men I think and about 10 mins with each one I am sure thats gong to be a long 10 mins with some of them but hey maybe Mr right is actually out there .. somewhere ... Narr seriously it I think I will have fun if nothing else It finshes kinda early so maybe I will go clubing after ... wish me luck ....

The Vic school holidays are coming up and I have taken a CP job for the two weeks kinda part CP part child care lol ... I am going to be minding a 9 year old for the 9 to 5 of the two weeks .. why they need CP i dont know but its inportant to find out so I guess I will get that info in the next week or so ... anyway have some great activitys planed we are going to snowboard, and for a couple of days and even going to fly to melbourne for the Royal Melbourne Show .. now I dont like the animals in cages part but the rides and fairy floss are always fun ... The only thing I worry about are the carnys (is that how you say it) that run the rides I mean they look like they droped out of pre school and they are in charge of a ride that can kill you ... I would prefer a well trained monkey was running the show ... but anyway should be fun its a chance for me to have fun too ... YEA spew !

Oh I am also flying to Cains late in Sept for some training with a group of AFP I got onto it through some CP work and can not wait to be dumped in the tropical bush with nothing and have to make it for a week ... jungle Sarah ... ewww!... as long as I dont have to eat worms ....

I got my Tax all done the other week its a hard one for me ... Cause I dont work for the most part (not needing to) I dont mind paying tax I really dont but the weird thing is I need to employ a Tax agent at 120 an hour so I dont get ripped off by my own goverment ... So anyway at the end Of the day I payed a Shit load of tax I think I pay for 2 single mums 4 old people and a school teacher ... lol ... I wish we had a better way of paying tax ... I wish people were fair with it ... Kerry Packer G-d bless him only payed $35 Tax one year ... the same year I paid 1000 times more than him and trust me I am not as rich as he was ....

Oh another thing I am going to buy a hot tub a big one so you can all come visit ... I have been looking after a neibours house well keeping and eye on it and getting the mail etc for the last week while he is away in china on buisness and he has this huge arse hot tub (opps I was trying not to say arse on every thing) anyway I have been skinny diping in it a couple of times and It so rocks my world .. I mean if i had one of them I would not have to go speed dating I think there is a setting that says is somewhere past ahhhh and getting close to AHHHHHHH! AHHHHHH! giggles ... so anyway when I get one I am going to have a hot tub party and of cause you are all invited ...

Well Take care monkeys
wish me luck speed dating
see ya soon
sarah ...
hugz and kisses

Some more reasons to be vegan/vegetarian...

2006-08-24T07:31:00.000+10:00

Some more reasons to be vegan/vegetarian...

The Hunger Argument:
Number of People worldwide who will die of starvation this year:60 million Number of people who could be adequately fed with the grain saved if Americans reduced meat intake by 10%: 60 million Human beings in America: 243 million Number of people who could be fed with grain and soybeans now eaten by US livestock: 1.3 billion Percentage of corn grown in US eaten by people: 20% Percentage of corn grown in US eaten by livestock: 80% Percentage of protein wasted by cycling grain through livestock: 90% Percentage of oats grown in US eaten by livestock: 95% How frequently a child starves to death: every 2 seconds Pounds of potatoes that can be grown on an acre: 20, 000 lbs Pounds of beef produced on an acre: 165 lbs Percentage of US farmland devoted to beef production: 56% Pounds of grain and soybeans needed to produce 1 pound of feedlot beef: 16 lbs.

The Environmental Argument:
Cause of global warming: greenhouse effect Primary cause of greenhouse effect: Carbon Dioxide from fossil fuels Fossil fuels needed to produce a meat-centered diet vs. a meat-free diet: 50 times more Percentage of US topsoil lost to date: 75% Percentage of US topsoil loss directly related to livestock raising: 85% Number of acres of US forest cleared for cropland to produce meat-centered diet: 260 million acres Amount of meat US imports annually from Costa Rica, El Salvador, Guatemala, Honduras, and Panama: 200, 000, 000 pounds Average per capita meat consumption in Costa Rica, El Salveador, Guatemala, Honduras, and Panama: Less than eaten by average US house cat Area of tropical rainforest consumed in every quarter-pounder hamburger: 55 sq. ft. Current rate of species extinction due to destruction of tropical rainforests for meat grazing and other uses: 1, 000 species extinct per year

The Cancer Argument:
Increased risk of breast cancer for women who eat meat four times a
week vs. less than once a week: 4 times
Increased risk of breast cancer for women who eat eggs daily vs less than once a week: 3 times Increased risk of breast cancer for women who eat cheese and butter 3 or more times a week vs less than once a week: 3 times Increased risk of ovarian cancer for women who eat eggs 3 or more times a week vs less than once a week: 3 times Increased risk of fatal prostate cancer for men who consume meat, cheese, eggs and milk daily vs sparingly or not at all: 3.6 times

The Natural Resources Argument:
User of more than half of all water used for all purposes in the US: Livestock production Amount of water to produce a pound of wheat: 25 gallons Amount of water
to produce a pound of meat: 2, 500 gallons Cost of common hamburger if water used by meat industry was not subsidized by US taxpayer: $35/pound Current cost of pound of protein from beefsteak, if water was no longer subsidized: $89 Years the world's known oil reserves will last if every human ate a meat-centered diet: 13 years Years the world's known oil reserves will last if human beings no longer ate meat: 260 years Barrels of oil imported into US daily: 6.8 million Percentage of fossil fuel energy returned as food energy by most efficient factory farming of meat: 34.5percent Percentage returned as food energy from least efficient plant food: 328% Percentage of raw materials consumed by US to produce present meat-centered diet: 33%

The Cholesterol Argument:
Number of US Medical Schools: 125 Number requiring a course in nutrition: 30 Nutrition training received by average US physician during four years in medical school: 2.5 hours Most common cause of death in the US: Heart attack How frequently a heart attack kills in the US: Every 45 seconds Average US man's risk of death from heart attack: 50% Risk for average US man who avoids the meat-centered diet: 15% Risk for average US vegan man: 4% Amount you reduce risk of heart attack if you reduce consumption of animal products by 10 percent: 9% Amount you reduce risk of heart attack if you reduce consumption of animal products by 50 percent: 45% Amount you reduce risk by changing to a vegan diet: 90 percent Meat, dairy, and egg industries claim you should not be concerned about your blood cholesterol if it is: "normal" Your risk of dying of a disease caused by clogged arteries if your blood cholesterol is "normal": greater than 50%

The Antibiotic Argument:
Percentage of US antibiotics fed to livestock: 55% Percentage of staph infections resistant to penicillin in 1960: 13% Percentage of staph infections resistant to penicillin in 1988: 91% Response of European Economic Community to routine feeding of antibiotics to livestock: Ban Response of US meat and pharmaceutical industries to routine feeding of antibiotics to livestock: Full and complete support

The Pesticide Argument:
Percentage of pesticide residues in the US diet supplied by grains: 1%
Percentage of pesticide residues in the US diet supplied by fruits: 4%
Percentage of pesticide residues in the US diet supplied by vegetables: 6% Percentage of pesticide residues in the US diet supplied by dairy products: 23%
Percentage of pesticide residues in the US diet supplied by meat: 55%
Pesticide contamination of breast milk from meat eating mothers vs non-meat eating: 35 times higher
What USDA tells us: Meat is inspected Percentage of slaughtered animals inspected for residues of toxic chemicals such as dioxin and DDT: less than 0.00004%

The Ethical Argument:
Number of animals killed for meat per hour in US: 500, 000 Occupation with highest turnover rate in US: Slaughterhouse Worker Occupation with the highest rate of on-the-job injury in US: Slaughterhouse Worker Cost to render animal unconscious with "captive bolt pistol": 1 cent Reason given by meat industry for not using "captive bolt pistol": Too expensive

Its only a number

2006-08-21T15:48:00.000+10:00

Got talkin to a friend last night about numbers .. The kind of numbers you have regarding how many people you have made love to (or just fucked lol ) Now gotta say right from the start I have what some people would call a large number... I guess Its all revelent .. I dont think its too large concerdering I am A single adult and have been for years .. also I started at 14 so that gives me what 15 years of play time Ok so there was a point when I was married so that takes a few years off that but all told I dont think its alot .... That said My friend has a 0 number (virgin) at the age of 25 .. good on him I say but its not for me anyway I dont know how we got talking numbers but I do know from past experance not to say my number very often especial to people who have low numbers cause they often dont understand and will jump to all kinds of conculisons ..... Personaly I dont care what number anyone has as long as they are happy with it ... Its so not important!!!!!

Anyway as expected my friend totaly freaked out when I told him what my number is Which totaly pissed my off cause I didnt think I would have to explain anything .. I so should learn to lie or something .. but thats bad too ... I try to say its not important what is inportant is I am here with you now ... GRRRRRR!!!!!! some people dont get it ... they think I should have waited all my life for them to walk into it .. even if they are going to walk out of it sometime anyway ...

What do you guys think ... Anyway at least I know everyone who incressed my number and can honestly say that I grew from knowing them ... OH and my number is more than my age ... like it even matters .....

hugz and kisses
Sarah

On Sunday I flew a kite

2006-08-21T07:21:00.000+10:00

On Sunday I bought a kite and flew it .. then I gave it away ..

How much to kill a friend?

2006-08-16T15:40:00.000+10:00

How much would you give to protect the life of an animal? Dose it depend on the animal ?? would you stop Japan killing a whale but eat a dead cow? would you stop the canadans clubing a baby seal to death then skining it alive for its fur but eat a chicken? would you stop the korans clubing your puppy dog for a lassie burger but eat a dead pig sandwich while doing it???

I have been asked to once again pull a stunt for animal protection and I must say I am ready to have some fun and games with the minds of meat eatters yet again ... This time Melbourne dates yet to be anounced .... I think we are doing something for the chickens like craming naked people into a wire mesh cage to show how cramped the conditions are .... something like that .... As usual I will be there dont know if I will be in the cage this time ... I am getting to old for that shit ... perhaps I will be handing out info .. I think that might be better ... I really dont need the police crap at the moment ...

Anyway My question is Do diffrent animals hold a difrent value ? things to note are that a pig is proven smarter than most dogs!!!!

while we are putting a price on animals you may like to note The Chinese government is inviting bids from foreign tourists for the right to hunt endangered speciesFuckers I mean how low can you get ....

Oh also I am doing alittle clean up so I may have more "free to a good home" bits and peices ... keep an eye out lol

Oh and been alittle low on entrys for the big crap comp.... I disqulifyed one entry of a nude friend on Uluru-Kata Tjuta (Ayers Rock) cause its not man made and the corries dont like you climbing on it ... I can not talk cause I climbed it as a kid but I didnt know then ... Come on people there is so much of this big crap out there!!!

I Like You Guys !!!

2006-08-12T19:46:00.000+10:00

Hey People been thinking just how much I like you guys so the best way to do that is to get you to Click here .... Oh and then Push the red button !!!!

Take care
love and light
Sarah mwa mwa

Bush Vs Jesus at the next election ???

2006-08-11T18:25:00.000+10:00

This is a look at what a GOP/Bush campaign ad would be like, if the Prince of Peace were alive and here on earth. After-all, we know how liberal, non-violent hippies who want to help the down-trodden, advocate for peace, tolerance, and base their ethics on helping those around them and acting towards others like you would want others to act towards you...are treated by the GOP.

Push here

NZ Photos

2006-08-10T14:23:00.000+10:00

Just a Few photos such a nice place ... you can see why I am going back .... who wouldnt

Just some photos from the trip

2006-08-10T14:12:00.000+10:00

2006-08-10T13:44:00.000+10:00

One for you meat eatters .....

2006-08-08T19:34:00.000+10:00

Found this Artical from the NZ Press thought It post worthy

National News
Dead chickens save drivers on car registration

1.00pm Friday July 28, 2006

A dead supermarket chicken could save you up to $200 on your car registration, according to a Christchurch woman who has revealed an apparent loophole in vehicle rules.

It would normally cost her more than $260 to register her diesel vehicle.

But if a driver goes to the Post Shop and asks them to change the vehicle's registration to a code 06, which is for a non-commercial hearse, then the cost drops dramatically - to just $58.

Her friends told her the scam had been going on for years, so she went to a Post Shop to try it.

She told the man behind the counter her car was a non-commercial hearse because she carried dead chickens home from the supermarket.

He said that was fine, stamped her $58 registration - and she says he told her there are many of non-commercial hearses driving around the affluent Christchurch suburb of Merivale.

Land Transport New Zealand is not amused. It says people who are classing their cars as non-commercial hearses to save on their registration are breaking the law.

Spokesman Andy Knackstead said people doing that were effectively ripping off ACC, accident victims, and the rest of the population who are paying the correct levies.

Mr Knackstead said if LTNZ discovered it was a widespread practice it may consider bringing in the police.

- NEWSTALK ZB

Free To Good Home !

2006-08-08T07:22:00.000+10:00

HI people Just a couple of things that I have no need for if anyone wants them I will send them out free to a good home ... (first in best dressed as they say )

1) Big Arse Book "zondervan niv Exhaustive Concordance "(second edition) and yes it is Exhaustive.

2 ) some pairs of "Thai Fishing pants" One size fits all great for yoga or just chillin ... I bought like 100 pairs a couple of years back and still have heaps! still in the packets

3) A set of 3 original hand paintings about 30cm by 30 cm titled "love" kinda nice with lots of gold red and white on black .. (i guess i should take a photo) but anyway

So as I said mail me soph555@gmail.com or be first to comment and they its yours ...

Take care friends ... Its another Full moon ....
Sarah
love light and blessings

Finding the Truth in the lies

2006-08-07T15:22:00.000+10:00

Its strange how some people have views and they dont really know why they have them . (dont you think) sometimes they just take the word of someone they meet or the word of a political leader or dare I say it church leader and never question it they take it as fact and then they re spew (is that a word) re say what they heard and alike beleiving it to be fact.. A funny things happans when this takes place I find .. for example a Pastor at the church I use to go to emails me every mth or so normally just forwarding me an email that they got from someone preacher or leader in the church he normal sends it to me with a sentence or two saying "What do you think of this ?" So I always write back the problem is that when He sends me stuff I always do a search on the infomation and read up on it .. In the very least I check everything at snopes sometimes I look a bit harder why I do this is basic I dont trust alot of the info that comes from the right wing media as has been shown in things like OutFoxed Anyway most of the time my responce is along the lines of " I understand that view but did you realise that the facts are wrong" or "Nice email but did you know its FALSE here is a web site that talks about the urban myth " Now why anyone would like to send me emails without checking the facts is beyond me especialy when a vast number or people attending the church will take it as fact and never question it because it comes from "Gods apointed" is totaly beyond my thinking .... Oh by the way my replys are normally met with disintrest untill the next email ....

So anyway was watching the vid 911 The Road To Tyranny Its worth a watch if you get time its about 2 hours 20 mins long but well worth it .. not that I am agreeing with the whole conspericy theory thing but Alex Jones makes some good points and has done some great investgation work ... You can have fun like I have double checking all the facts if your really dont have a life like me ... ha ha

So my point today is why dont people take the time to see if something is true ... They trust everything that is said from the pulpt on the TV in the news papper ... Why ???? do you do it ??? I Try not to!

Spam Spam Spam Spam .....(in a monty python voice)

2006-08-05T21:14:00.000+10:00

OK first sorry for now making everyone type silly words in the coments bit ... I have been gettin spam comments .. (and i thought that was bullshit but i guess not ... )

second ... Its been a good couple of days seince I got back ... lots of nothing to catch up on and the usual pile of bills and mail .. well not much mail only bills to be honest .. I can not rember I got any thing like an old snail mail letter with actual hand writting .. I guess one of the olden day things of yester year that will never happpan again ..

I want to write some stuff i really do but i am scared to write it I mean do i make this thing personal or do i just crap on about stuff ... what do you guys want from me anyway ????? What do I want from me ???? sometimes I want to write a dear diary kinda post but usualy start it only to wake up to myself just into it and think why do I want to expose my dirty little secrets anyway ??? what good would it or could it do .... so I just hit the delete buton and post something else ... I guess I do want to get some things off my chest though come to think of it .. well not today but soon ..

I am going raw food for awhile .. I guess the book I am reading The Ethics of What We Eat Has made me rethink my vegan roots and how what I do has a flow on to everything else .. I totaly recomend the book to anyone who eats !!! And any of my friends out there just ask and I will send you a copy. Its inportant to me that we all try to leave small footprints on this earth .. I know some of you Dont understand that concept of dont agree with it .. and thats ok .. but at least know the full story is all I ask ..

I am also spending the next couple of weeks doing some down to earth relaxin and yoga because I feel I have some more big desions to make soon in a few areas and I need as much peace and balance in my life to help me tackle and stormy water I may find myself in ....

So my question ... What do you guys do to relax ?? What place or song or thing do you find most relaxin ... for me I like to vist a waterfall that is not far from here its and isolated place that is so peaceful and calm .. I can sit there and meditate or do yoga or just dip my feet in the ice cold water and feel the whole one with the world thing .. keeping me safe ... I also skinny dip there in summer but the water is still ice cold only in summer you can deal with it better I guess ...

Anyway I am just going on and on arnt I ...
sorry again for the word thing .. I frickin hate it but I dont need the spam !

Bless you all
May your thoughts be guided by love
yours sarah
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Home Time .....

2006-08-03T07:39:00.000+10:00

Well time to fly home and just about to pack my shit up and head to the airport for the quick flight home .... I am really going to miss it here its been a great break for me and a real nice place with lots of great memorys ..... and I will be back here real soon ... Have a few photos to post too that can wait till I get back ....

The Top Ten reasions not to eat pig (thought you might like the read)

2006-08-02T07:29:00.000+10:00

Top 10 Reasons Not to Eat Pigs
Attention, shoppers: Stop picking up dead “Babes” and “Wilburs” at the grocery store! Here are our top 10 reasons to keep pork off your fork and put delicious Babe-free alternatives on your shopping list instead.

1 Porking You Up
It’s a fact—ham, sausage, and bacon strips will go right to your hips. Eating pork products, which are loaded with artery-clogging cholesterol and saturated fat, is a good way to increase your waistline and increase your chances of developing deadly diseases such as heart disease, diabetes, arthritis, osteoporosis, Alzheimer’s, asthma, and impotence. Research has shown that vegetarians are 50 percent less likely to develop heart disease, and they have 40 percent of the cancer rate of meat-eaters. Plus, meat-eaters are nine times more likely to be obese than pure vegetarians are. Every time you eat animal products, you’re also ingesting bacteria, antibiotics, dioxins, hormones, and a host of other toxins that can accumulate in your body and remain there for years. Learn more about animal products and your health.

2 Pigs Have Feelings Too
Ninety-seven percent of pigs in the United States today are raised in factory farms, where they will never run across sprawling pastures, bask in the sun, breathe fresh air, or do anything else that comes naturally to them. Crowded into warehouses with nothing to do and nowhere to go, they are kept on a steady diet of drugs to keep them alive and make them grow faster, but the drugs cause many of the animals to become crippled under their own bulk. Learn more about cruelty to pigs. Check out these videos from pig farms in Oklahoma, North Carolina, Nebraska, and South Dakota.

3 Pigs and Playstations
Think that you can outplay a pig on your Playstation? You may be surprised. According to research, pigs are much smarter than dogs, and they even do better at video games than some primates. In fact, pigs are extremely clever animals who form complex social networks and have excellent memories. Eating a pig is like eating your dog! As actor Cameron Diaz put it after hearing that pigs have the mental capacities of a 3-year-old human: "[Eating bacon is] like eating my niece!" Learn more about pigs.

4 Pigs Prefer Mud, Not Crud
Pigs are actually very clean animals. If they are given sufficient space, pigs are careful not to soil the areas where they sleep or eat. And forget the silly saying “sweating like a pig”—pigs can’t even sweat! That’s why they bathe in water or mud to cool off. But in factory farms, they’re forced to live in their own feces and vomit and even amid the corpses of other pigs. Conditions are so filthy that at any given time, more than one-quarter of pigs suffer from mange—think of your worst case of poison ivy, and imagine having to suffer from it for the rest of your life. Learn more about what happens to pigs in factory farms. Check out the mange-ridden pigs on these South Dakota and Nebraska pig farms.

5 Farming Family Values
Factory farms are pure hell for pigs and their babies. Mother pigs spend most of their lives in tiny “gestation” crates, which are so small that the animals are unable to turn around or even lie down comfortably. They are repeatedly impregnated until they are slaughtered. Piglets, who are taken away from their distraught mothers after just a few weeks, have their tails chopped off, their teeth are clipped off with pliers, and the males are castrated—all without painkillers. Learn more about cruelty to pigs.

6 The Manure Is Blowing in the Wind …
A pig farm with 5,000 animals produces as much fecal waste as a city of 50,000 people. In 1995, 25 million gallons of putrid hog urine and feces spilled into a North Carolina river, immediately killing between 10 and 14 million fish. To get around water pollution limits, factory farms will frequently take the tons of urine and feces that are stored in cesspools and turn them into liquid waste that they spray into the air. This manure-filled mist is carried away by the wind and inhaled by the people who live nearby. Learn more about how factory farming damages the environment.

7 Bacteria-Laden Bacon and Harmful Ham
Extremely crowded conditions, poor ventilation, and filth in factory farms cause such rampant disease in pigs that 70 percent of them have pneumonia by the time they’re sent to the slaughterhouse. In order to keep pigs alive in conditions that would otherwise kill them and to promote unnaturally fast growth, the industry keeps pigs on a steady diet of the antibiotics that we depend on to treat human illnesses. This overuse of antibiotics has led to the development of “superbacteria,” or antibiotic-resistant bacterial strains. The ham, bacon, and sausage that you’re eating may make the drugs that your doctor prescribes the next time you get sick completely ineffective. Learn more about the effect of eating meat from sick, diseased, and drugged animals.

8 Hell on Wheels
More than 170,000 pigs die in transport each year, and more than 420,000 are crippled by the time they arrive at the slaughterhouse. Transport trucks, which carry pigs hundreds of miles through all weather extremes with no food or water, regularly flip over, throwing injured and dying animals onto the road. These terrified and injured animals are rarely offered veterinary care, and most languish in pain for hours; some even bleed to death on the side of the road. After an accident in April 2005, Smithfield spokesperson Jerry Hostetter told one reporter, “I hate to admit it, but it happens all the time.” Learn more about cruelty to pigs during transport.

9 Killing Them Without Kindness
A typical slaughterhouse kills up to 1,100 pigs every hour, which makes it impossible for them to be given humane, painless deaths. The U.S. Department of Agriculture documented 14 humane slaughter violations at one processing plant, where inspectors found hogs who “were walking and squealing after being stunned [with a stun gun] as many as four times.” Because of improper stunning methods and extremely fast line speeds, many pigs are still alive when they are dumped into scalding-hot hair-removal tanks—they literally drown in scalding-hot water. Learn more about what happens to pigs at slaughter.

10 Ditch the Bacon and Get Fakin’
Save pigs from hell and yourself from bad health by feasting on faux pork products instead. Stuff a sandwich full of Yves brand veggie ham slices, or throw some Lightlife Smart Bacon into a sizzling skillet—the freezer and “health food” sections of your local grocery or health food stores are packed full of these and other tasty substitutes. Check out VegCooking.com for hundreds of recipes, product recommendations, vegan meal plans, and a shopping guide.

Stupid Big Shit (first entrys in)

2006-07-31T17:47:00.000+10:00

OK Well first a big thank you to every one who has sent in there entrys in the quest to find the bigest stupid crap we can find rember it runs till the end of the year and and I am giving points for
1)how big
2)how stupid
3)if you have a "nudie vegan" sign
4) mega bonus points if all you are wearing is a "nudie vegan" sign
giggles

First entry in Was Danelle with well ... take alook

And what is she doing here ????? ( Her answer was helping keep them up cause they look heavy)

Kinda reminds me of a guy I met once (giggles) ok enough of that ... ewwwwwww!

Not to be out done and again very quick off the mark came this photo from Barry. He included a sign and take alook at just how big this thing is ...(scarry)

Thank you guys so much .... there is still alot of time left on this one so if you live near something big and stupid make a sign take a photo send them in ... I am looking fwd to some great ones .....

I have a few days left Here in NZ before I fly back on Thursday Its a shame to have to go home but I have already decided to come back real soon Its just to die for ...
I am spending the next few days doing some day trips around the place and going for A Helli flight over some of the areas where they filmed Lord of the Rings .. TOO GOOD!

My Vid Blog entry

2006-07-29T07:52:00.000+10:00

OK here it is ..I have finaly found the guts to post my vid ...... First let me explain I was just wanting to show you some scenes of this fantastic country NZ its to die for and the boarding I have been doing is just so nice ...... After I put it together in a Vid I was just going to play some music over the pics ... but then i added some bits of me at the end .... I was going to just talk about stuff but I hated what I did and how it looked so ..... here is what you get .. perhaps I will do something latter but I really really HATE putting photos of myself on the net for many reasions and this is a big step to do a whole Vid clip .. so it is what it is .... enjoy ... if you have a slow conection pause it let it load then watch it ... up to you ... and comment if you like it or Hate .... I will take the embed bit out of this post in a week or so .... so if its not here ... sorry your too late ... ha ha

love light and blessings
Sarah XOXOXOXOXOX

As I said just up for a few days ... if you missed it and you really want to see it just ask me for the link but its now on privete ....

Stupid big shit ! Its the new quest

2006-07-28T10:10:00.000+10:00

A all new quest for you... Every country has them and Australia seems to have more than its fair share of Its the stuff that people build cause there is no other reason to go anywhere near there town ... So they build something like the big sheep or the the big Pineapple and alike...... Here is a big seat I found in broken hill ... Why I don't know ... I was even going to do a road trip of stupid big shit once but I guess I woke up to myself before I did that .. Thank G-d....

So between now and the end of the year I am going to offer a prize to the person who can post on there blog (make sure you tell me) or email me at soph555@gmail.com a photo of themselves at something big and stupid .... Points are awarded for

1)how big
2)how stupid
3)if you have a "nudie vegan" sign
4) mega bonus points if all you are wearing is a "nudie vegan" sign
giggles

Now if you know me well enough then you know that a prize is worth playing for I will not waste your time people .... The last prize I handed out was concert tickets to Robbie Williams !!!!!!

So get cracking

I should have the video up and running soon in the mean time I found an old church promo here on the lap top and thought it would be funny to put it up especially for my accent challenged friends ... I cut the end off it cause I havnt been there in years and I dont live anywhere near there now and they hate me ... lol

Also I have a vid blog entry i have been working on and i am just looking at where to put it so only you guys see it .... i wanted to embed it but i think i will have a link to a download thing so that might be as good as it gets ...Other option is you tube but making it privete and sending out an email to you ... but i dont like that either .... dont expect too much its just stuff from around here cause it so so so so so so so great ....

those of you with sharp eyesight may even see my .0001 milli sec apearence ...

10 things you didnt know about Meg and most likley didnt want to know

2006-07-27T17:36:00.000+10:00

Megs turn Megs turn !!!! Ok Meg has the pinkest site you will see and she only changed it to pink about a mth ago what I like about Megs blog is that its honest and kinda Dear Diary which is always a good thing ... as here blog says "addicted to shoes, chocolate and coffee, oh, and being slightly (!!!) mentally unstable... " OH and i think of late she caught something off Andy that makes you only blog once a mth or so!.... Get with the program people !
Her blog is here

Here is the 10 things and Meg didnt even wait for my questions how orginised is that

1) She was a student nurse for 3 days [thats enough bed pans]

2) She's afraid of the dark, and small enclosed spaces, but when frightened, will hide in the corner of the closet ( a dark, small, enclosed space)

3) Her biggest regret is not going back to uni [Dont regret anything,ever]

4) Her lifelong goal (when she was 5) was to be a 'mummy'[Has that changed?]

5) Her dream is to sing the national anthem at a rugby game [everyone elses nightmare]

6) She's never eaten anything weird, well, except chocolate custard out of a nappy (it was for Young Life - need I say anything else?)

7) The strangest thing she's ever made someone else do is bob for picnic bars out of a toilet (again, it was for Young Life, and the toilet was clean!!)

8) She still sleeps with a teddy bear

9) She has always wanted to do ballet

10) Missy Higgins is her idol

So thats Meg ...... she also listed 2 reasions why i dont want to go to young life...ha ha ....

On A personal note I am having the best Time here in NZ I so dont want to ever leave at the moment its just the best !!!! I am even thinking about doing a Vid blog entry now that is scary not sure how to post it either if anyone has any ideas on how to do it ... without getting a bunch of indian guys spaming me with marrige proposals that is ....

Take care people
Sarah xoxoxoxoxo

Sarah Vs The Morons

2006-07-26T13:58:00.000+10:00

OK Let me start by saying a great big G'Day from NZ! I love this place its soooooo great the snow is to die for i am bording in knee deep powder and having a blast!!! Yesterday I went helli boarding for the first time .. omgosh!!!! how totaly insane carving up a virgin mountain with nothing to stop me killing myself in the mean time ... its a once in a lifetime must do ... put it on your list ..... anway back to the title....

Was walking the short few blocks between where i am staying to the train station that takes you up to the mountain carrying my gear and board when who should i see but a couple of mormans doing what they do .. I could not be bothered crossing the road so i walked right into there trap (LOL) .. hears how the events took place ...

M1) "HI nice day isnt it we are talking to people about Jesus,"
S) "HI I going boarding" (head down keeps walking)
M2) "Do you have a minute to talk to us ?"
S) (thinking i can not help myself) "I know you guys ... your morons right ?"
M1) "We are from the church of Latter Day Saints .... Yes MORMONS"
S) "Yer people call me that all the time "
M2) "call you what?"
S) " A MORON!"
M1) laughing .. " no mormon its just our church have you heard of the LDS church?"
S) "yer I took LSD at church once it was so trippy but im not into drugs really guys thanks anyway"
M2) "LDS is latter day saints "
S) "oh whatever anyway really i am off to snow board i have to walk all the way up there!"
M1) "we can talk to you while you walk "
S) "you can carry my board if your walking my way"
M1) looking confused "um ok "
S) smurking to herself "so you are the guys that added the book of morons to the bible?"
M2) "thats mormon and not really but yes we have it"
S) " thats what i said moron".... MORON.... anyway what dose Revelation 22:18-20 have to say about the book of morons
M1) struggling with my board " we can look it up in context if you give us time"
S) "Just look it up when I'm gone".... "My train is here and i must go " anyway wasnt Joseph Smith like proved to be a false prophet"
M2) "No "
S) "are you sure anyway Im off thanks for carrying my board"

They look at each other as if to say what the hell just happaned as I grab by board and jump on the train once out of sight i start to giggle and in fact can not stop my evil little laugh all day ... so thank you to the morons and the church of LSD you made my day ...

and sorry .. well kinda .. not really ... but watch out for round two .. your too much fun ..

So I will try to blog i feel compeled to just get some stuff out of my head and i dont know why but bloging seems like a way to do it ... its kinda personal and full of stuff i wouldnt tell my best friend so why would I want to put that on the net ??? I dont know maybe as they say i am not quite the full picnic ... who says that anyway ... so if i get the chance and the nerve up i will post it sometime soon
till then
all my love
sarah
xoxoxoxoxoxox

10 Things you didn't know about Danelle And most likley didnt want to know .

2006-07-22T13:04:00.000+10:00

Heya, So here are 10 things on Dannelle aka Heartichoke, I Have only been watching her blog for about 4 weeks or so and i must say its one of my faves mostly cause alot of it is done in photos and if a photo is like 1000 words or something then her blog is literaly like 100000000 words (whatever) anyway heres the list

1)She accidentally ate her roommates raw oysters the other day thinking they were mushrooms (ummmmmm... sure they smell the same ...NOT)

2)She has smoked pot in Amsterdam (Ok thats like mega points on the kewlness scale)

3)She would like to get stuck on an island with Jake Gyllenhaal, and heath ledger--though not if they're gonna make out the whole time (I so loved brokeback MT)

4)She has a fear of grasshoppers ..( um ok ..... why?)

5)As a kid she wanted to be Scooter the red transformer on that cartoon.(giggles ok)

6)If she could only eat one food for the rest of her life it would be chesse

7)she once hit a 6'4" girl from Kenya with a shaved head--playing college soccer, the girl pushed her down, and tried to hit her when she got back up--Danelle pulled her shorts down and decked her--and got thrown out of the game!

8)She has always wanted her wedding band tatooed on if she gets married (oh that is so much harder to take off)

9)she will be 26 next april

10)And she worked fast food (would you like frys with that..lol)

So There are a few short facts about Danelle, that you didnt need to know but arnt you glad you do ?????

OH if you didnt know her blog is at
http://iheartichoke.blogspot.com/

(I dont know how to do the link thingos)

Unless I get some emails back today or tommorow thats about all the 10 things posts for awhile....

On a diffrent note i woke today to the sound of about 10 hellicopers seems the army is trainning near my house ... total pricks so i dobed them in to the terrorist hotline they told me "its most likley the army " I said yes but whos army ? that was about the time they hung up on me ..... and i was only trying to help .... anyway I have a few things i want to blog about so will try to fit it in tommorow ....

Love, light and blessing to you all
Sarah hugz and kisses

10 things you didnt know know about Andy and most likley didnt want to know

2006-07-21T15:14:00.000+10:00

Andy has know me for a long time we use to argue about stuff mostly he would bait me and i would bite and then he would sit back and watch the fun most likley lol at me .. he is most famous for hes statment " I am going to blog everyday this year!" to which he failed in the first week i think ... ha ha
ok

1) Hes greatest fear is that he will one day meet me ..(ok maybe he is smarter than i think)

2)It seems hes greatest party trick is lighting farts (ewwwww!)

3)He once worked for "rainbow hand car washes" ( oh my gosh ... were you topless that is so gay )

4)He smoked pot for a few years while at high school ( well who didnt good to see it didnt do tooo much harm ....bullshit)

5)He turns 30 next year and is married and owns a pet cat (enough said really)

6)if he got a tattoo he might have the great hymn "Rock of Ages Cleft for me" on my
lower back with an arrow pointing down.... hehe ok thats funny.....( i dont know what hes talking about)

7)He wanted to be an F1-11 fighter pilot ( did they have planes back then did they.. i think that was last week)

8) He classes himself as a a 3 point calvinist anglo-bapto-costal with an emergent twist

9)Hes theme song when he walks into a room would be and i quote "Eye of the Tiger..... just cause that would be coool ;)" (umm yea cool sure ok ... )

10 )The weirest food he ate would be a chickens foot (ewwwww poor chicken)

So there you go there is Andy done ... what can I say I love him in a sister kinda hate ya kinda way ... hes always funny and kind hearted and married to a special girl from what i hear ... luv ya to EM

whos email will come in next ... hint hint